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should be allowed to grow taller than the shortest； and in that way give light to all。 They would rather be provided a guiding light； regardless of the fuel； than light a candle themselves。
〃Some of them think that when RAI wins； he will smile on them； and they will be rewarded； and so they are as ruthless as he to gain his favor。 Some are simply blind to the truth and fight for the lies； they hear。 And some find； once that guiding light is lit； that they are wearing chains； and then it is too late。〃 Zedd smoothed his sleeves down his arms as he sighed。 〃There have always been wars； Richard。 Every war is a murderous struggle between foes。 And yet； no army has ever marched into battle thinking that the Creator had sided with their enemy。〃
Richard shook his head。 〃It doesn't make sense。〃
〃I am quite sure that Rahl's followers think we are bloodthirsty monsters； capable of anything。 They will have been told endless tales of their enemy's ruthless brutality。 I'm sure none of them know much about Darken Rahl except what they have been told by Darken Rahl。〃 The wizard frowned； his intelligent eyes sharp。 〃It may be a perversion of logic； but that makes it no less threatening； or deadly。 Rahl's followers need only to crush us； they don't have to understand anything else。 But for you to win； against a stronger foe； you must use your head。〃
Richard ran his fingers through his hair。 〃That leaves me stuck in an awfully tight crack。 I may have to let innocent people die； yet I can't kill Darken Rahl。〃
Zedd gave him a meaningful look。 〃No。 I never said you couldn't kill Darken Rahl； I said you couldn't use the sword to kill him。〃
Richard looked intently over at his old friend； the moonlight dim on the other's angular face。 Sparks of thought lit in the darkness of his mood。
〃Zedd；〃 he asked quietly； 〃have ；you had to do that？ Have you had to let innocent people die？〃
Zedd's face turned hard； and pensive。 〃In the last war； and again now； as we speak。 Kahlan told me Rahl kills people to get my name。 No one can give it； but he continues to kill in the hope someone will finally offer it。 I could turn myself over to him to stop the killing； but then I wouldn't be able to help defeat him； and many more would die。 It's a painful choice； let a few die horribly； or let even more die horribly。〃
〃I'm sorry； my friend。〃 Richard wrapped his cloak tighter about himself； chilled from without and from within。 He looked back out over the still landscape； then back at Zedd。 〃I met the night wisp； Shar； before she died。 She gave her life to get Kahlan here； so others might live。 Kahlan also bears the burden of letting others die。〃
〃She does；〃 Zedd said softly。 〃It makes my heart ache to know the things that girl's eyes have seen。 And the things your eyes may have to see。〃
〃Makes my problem about the two of us seem pretty small。〃
Zedd's expression was gentle with passion。 〃But not hurt any less。〃
Richard made another scan of the countryside。 〃Zedd； one more thing。 Before we reached your house； I offered Kahlan an apple。〃 '
Zedd gave a surprised laugh。 〃You offered a red fruit to someone from the Midlands？ That's tantamount to a death threat； my boy。 In the Midlands； red fruit of any kind is deadly poison。〃
〃Yes； I know that now； but I didn't at the time。〃
Zedd leaned over； lifting an eyebrow。 〃What did she say？〃
Richard looked at him sideways。 〃It isn't what she said； it's what she did。 She grabbed me by the throat。 For a moment； I could see in her eyes that she was going to kill me。 I don't know how she was going to kill me； but I'm sure she was going to do it。 She hesitated long enough for me to explain。 The point is； she was my friend； and she had saved my life several times； but in that instant she was going to kill me。〃 Richard paused。 〃That's part of what you are saying； isn't it？〃
Zedd let out a long breath and nodded。 〃It is。 Richard； if you suspected I was a traitor； weren't sure； just suspected； and you knew that if it were true； our cause would be lost； would you be able to kill me？ If you had no time or way to find the truth； only the strong belief I was a traitor； and only you knew； could you kill me on the spot？ Could you e at me； your old friend； with lethal intent？ With enough violence to see the job done？〃
Zedd's stare burned into him。 Richard was stunned。 〃I 。 。 。 I don't know。〃 〃Well； you had better know that you could； or you have no business going after Rahl。 You won't have the resolve to live； to win。 You may be called upon to make a life…and…death decision instantly。 Kahlan knows this； she knows the consequences if she fails。 She has the resolve。〃
〃She hesitated； though。 From what you're saying； she made a mistake。 I could have overpowered her。 She should have killed me before I had a chance to。〃 Richard frowned。 〃And she would have been wrong。〃
Zedd shook his head slowly。 〃Don't flatter yourself； Richard。 She had her hand on you。 Anything you would have done wouldn't have been quick enough。 All it would have taken is a thought on her part。 She was in control and could afford to give you the chance to explain。 She made no mistake。〃
A little shaken； Richard still wasn't ready to concede the issue。 〃But you wouldn't； you couldn't be a traitor to us； just as I would never hurt her。 I don't see the point。〃
〃The point is； even though I wouldn't； if I did； you have to be prepared to act。 You have to have the strength to do even that； if necessary。 The point is that even though Kahlan knew you were her friend； and wouldn't hurt her； when she thought you were trying to； she was prepared to act。 If you hadn't quickly made her believe you； she would have。〃
Richard sat in silence for a moment； watching his friend。 〃Zedd； if it were the other way around； if you thought I was a danger to our cause； well； you know； could you 。 。 。 ？〃
The wizard leaned back； frowning； and without a hint of emotion in his voice； said； 〃In a twinkling。〃
The answer appalled Richard； but he understood what his friend was telling him； even if the…whole idea seemed farfetched； anything less than total mitment could spell their failure。 If they faltered； Rahl would not be merciful。 They would die。 It was that simple。
〃Still want to be Seeker？〃 Zedd asked。
Richard stared out at nothing。 〃Yes。〃
〃Scared？〃
〃To the bone。〃
Zedd patted his knee。 〃Good。 Me too。 I would worry only if you were not。〃 The Seeker gave the wizard an icy glare。 〃I intend to make Darken Rahl afraid too。〃
Zedd smiled and nodded。 〃You are going to make a good Seeker； my boy。 Have faith。〃
Richard gave a mental shudder at the thought of Kahlan killing him just for offering her an apple。 He frowned。 〃Zedd？ Why are all red fruits in the Midlands deadly poison？ It isn't natural。〃
The wizard gave a sorrowful shake of his head。 〃Because； Richard； children like red fruit。〃
Richard's frown deepened。 〃That doesn't make any sense。〃
Zedd looked down； pushing a bony finger at the dirt for a moment。 〃It was about this time of year； in the last war。 The harvests were in。 I had fou