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Hesingssongaftersong。Hesayshe’safun…lovingperson;Ibelievehim。Whenhefinishedupasvillagehead;hewentbacktobeingoneofthemountainpeople;anoldmountainmanwholikesgoodfun;unfortunatelyheispasttheageforromance。
Healsoknowsincantations;thekindhuntersusewhentheygointothemountains。Theyarecalledmountainblack…magicorhexesandhehasnoqualmsaboutusingthem。Hereallybelievestheycandrivewildanimalsintopitsorgetthemtostepintosnares。Theyaren’tusedonlyonanimals;they’realsousedagainstotherhumansbeingsforrevenge。Avictimofmountainblack…magicwon’tbeabletofindhiswayoutofthemountains。Theyarelikethe〃demonwalls〃Iheardaboutasachild:whensomeonehasbeentravellingforsometimeatnightinthemountains;awall;aclifforadeepriverappearsrightinfrontofhim;sothathecan’tgoanyfurther。Ifthespellisn’tbrokentheperson’sfeetdon’tmoveforwardandevenifhekeepswalking;hestaysexactlywherehestartedoff。Onlyatdaybreakdoeshediscoverthathehasbeengoingaroundincircles。That’snotsobad;theworstiswhenapersonisledintoablind…alley:thatmeansdeath。
Heintonesstringsofincantations。It’snotslowandrelaxedlikewhenheissinging;butjustnan…nan…na…natoaquickbeat。Ican’tunderstanditatallbutIcanfeelthemysticalpullofthewords;ademonicawesomeatmosphereinstantlypermeatestheroom;theinsideofwhichisblackfromsmoke。Theglowoftheflameslickingtheironpotofmuttonstewmakehiseyesglint。Thisisallstarklyreal。
WhileyousearchfortheroutetoLingshan;IwanderalongtheYangtzeRiverlookingforthissortofreality。Ihadjustgohroughacrisisandthen;ontopofthat;adoctorwronglydiagnosedmewithlungcancer。DeathwasplayingajokeonmebutnowthatI’veescapedthedemonwall;Iamsecretlyrejoicing。Lifeformeonceagainhasawonderfulfreshness。Ishouldhaveleftthosecontaminatedsurroundingslongagoandreturnedtonaturetolookforthisauthenticlife。
InthosecontaminatedsurroundingsIwastaughtthatlifewasthesourceofliterature;thatliteraturehadtobefaithfultolife;faithfultoreallife。MymistakewasthatIhadalienatedmyselffromlifeandendedupturningmybackonreallife。However;reallifeisnotthesameasmanifestationsoflife。Reallife;orinotherwordsthebasicsubstanceoflife;shouldbetheformerandnotthelatter。IhadgoneagainstreallifebecauseIwassimplystringingtogetherlife’smanifestations;soofcourseIwasn’tabletoaccuratelyportraylifeandintheendonlysucceededindistortingreality。
Idon’tknowwhetherI’mnowontherighttrackbutinanycaseI’veextricatedmyselffromthebustlingliteraryworldandalsoescapedfrommysmoke…filledroom。Thebookspiledeverywhereinthatroomwereoppressiveandstifling。Theyexpoundedallsortsoftruths;historicaltruthstotruthsonhowtobehuman。Icouldn’tseethepointofsomanytruthsbutstillgotenmeshedintheofthosetruthsandwasstrugglinghopelessly;likeaninsectcaughtinaspider’sweb。Fortunately;thedoctorwhogavethewrongdiagnosissavedmylife。HewasquitefrankandgotmetoparethetwochestX…raystakenontwoseparateoccasions:ablurryshadowontheleftlobeofthelunghadspreadalongthesecondribtothewallofthewindpipe。Itwouldn’thelpeventohavethewholeoftheleftloberemoved。Theoutewasobvious。Myfatherhaddiedoflungcancer。Hediedwithinthreemonthsofitbeingdiscoveredanditwasthisdoctorwhohadcorrectlydiagnosedit。Ihadfaithinhismedicalexpertiseandhehadfaithinscience。ThechestX…raystakenattwodifferenthospitalswereidentical;therewasnopossibilityofatechnicalmistake。HealsowroteanauthorizationforasectionalX…ray;theappointmentwasinhalfamonth’stime。Thiswasnothingtogetworriedabout;itwasjusttodetermiheextentofthetumour。Myfatherhadthisdonebeforehedied。TheoutewouldbethesamewhetherornotIhadtheX…ray;itwasnothingspecial。ThatIinfactwouldslipthroughthefingersofDeathcanonlybeputdowntogoodluck。IbelieveinsciencebutIalsobelieveinfate。
Ioncesawafour…inchlengthofwoodwhichhadbeencollectedintheQiangregionbyananthropologistduringthe1930s。Itwasacarvedstatueofapersondoingahandstand。Theheadhadinkmarkingsfortheeyes;noseandmouth;andtheword〃longevity〃waswrittenonthebody。Itwascalled〃WuchangUpsideDown〃andtherewassomethingoddlymischievousaboutit。Iasktheretiredvillageheadwhethersuchtalismansarestillaround。Hetellsmethesearecalled〃oldroot〃。Thiswoodenidolhastoacpanythenewbornfrombirthtodeath。Atdeathitacpaniesthecorpsefromthehouseandaftertheburialitisplacedinthewildernesstoallowthespirittoreturntonature。IaskhimifhecangetmeonesothatIcancarryitonme。Helaughsandsaysthesearewhathunterstuckintotheirshirtstowardoffevilspirits;theywouldn’tbeofanyusetosomeonelikeme。
〃Isthereanoldhunterwhoknowsaboutthissortofmagicandcantakemehuntingwithhim?〃Iask。
〃GrandpaStonewouldbethebest;〃hesaysafterthinkingaboutit。
〃HowcanIfindhim?〃Iaskrightaway。
〃He’sinGrandpaStone’sHut。〃
〃Where’sthisGrandpaStone’sHut。〃
〃GoanothertwentyliontoSilverMineGullythenfollowthecreekrightuptotheend。Thereyou’llfindastonehut。〃
〃IsthatthenameoftheplaceordoyoumeanthehutofGrandpaStone?〃
Hesaysit’sthenameoftheplace;thatthere’sinfactastonehut;andthatGrandpaStonelivesthere。
〃Canyoutakemetohim?〃Igoontoask。
〃He’sdead。Helaydownonhisbedanddiedinhissleep。Hewastooold;helivedtowelloverniy;someevensaywelloverahundred。Inanycase;nobody’ssureabouthisage。〃
〃Areanyofhisdescendantsstillalive?〃Ican’thelpasking。
〃Inmygrandfather’sgenerationandforaslongasIcanremember;hewasalwaysonhisown。〃
〃Withoutawife?〃
〃HelivedonhisowninSilverMineGully。Helivedhighupthegully;inthesolitaryhut;alone。Oh;andthatrifleofhisisstillhangingonthewallofthehut。〃
Iaskhimwhathe’stryingtotellme。
HesaysGrandpaStonewasafantastichunter;ahunterwhowasanexpertinthemagicalarts。Therearenohunterslikethatnowadays。Everyoneknowsthathisrifleishanginginthehut;thatitnevermissesthetarget;butnobodydarestogoandtakeit。
〃Why?〃I’mevenmorepuzzled。
〃TherouteintoSilverMineGullyiscut。〃
〃There’snowaythrough?〃
〃Notanymore。Earlieronpeopleusedtominesilverthere;afirmfromChengduhiredateamofworkersandtheybeganmining。Lateron;aftertheminewaslooted;everyonejustleft。Theplankroadstheylaideitherbrokeuporrotted。〃
〃Whendidallthishappen。〃
〃Whenmygrandfatherwasstillalive;morethanfiftyyearsago。〃
Thatwouldbeaboutright;afterallhe’salreadyretiredandhasbeehistory;realhistory。
〃Sosincethennobody’severgohere?〃Ibeeevenmoreintrigued。
〃Hardtosay;anywayit’shardtogetthere。〃
〃Andthehuthasrotted?〃
〃Stonecollapses;howcanitrot?〃
〃Iwastalkingabouttheridgepole。〃
〃Oh;quiteright。〃
Hedoesn’twanttotakemethere;nordoeshewanttofindahunterforme;sohe’sleadingmeonlikethis;Ithink。
〃Thenhowdoyouknowtherifle’sstillhangingonthewall?〃Iask;regardless。
〃That’swhateveryonesays;someonemust’veseenit。TheyallsaythatGrandpaStoneisincredible;hiscorpsehasn’trottedandwildanimalsdon’tdaretogonear。Hejustliesthereallstiffandemaciated;andhisrifleishangingthereonthewall。〃
〃Impossible。Withthehighhumidityuphereinthemountain;thecorpsewouldhaverottedandtheriflewouldhaveturnedintoapileofrust;〃Iargue。
〃Idon’tknow。Anyway;peoplehavebeensayingthisforyears。〃Herefusestogiveinandstickstohisstory。ThelightofthefiredancesinhiseyesandIseemtodetectacunningnessinthem。
〃Andyou’veneverseenhim?〃Iwon’tlethimoff。
〃Peoplewhohaveseenhimsaythatheseemstobeasleep;thathe’semaciated;andthattherifleishangingthereonthewallabovehishead;〃hegoesonunruffled。〃Heknewblack…magic。It’snotjustthatpeopledon’tdaregotheretostealhisrifle;evenanimalsdon’tdaretogonear。〃
Thehunterisalreadymyth。Totalkaboutamixtureofhistoryandlegendishowfolkstoriesareborn。Realityexistsonlythroughexperien