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she was not crying now； and yet she struck me as less confident。
It was as if something had happened to her during the night；
or at least as if she had thought of something that troubled her
something in particular that affected her relations
with me； made them more embarrassing and complicated。
Had she simply perceived that her aunt's not being there now
altered my position？
〃I mean about our papers。 ARE there any？ You must know now。〃
〃Yes； there are a great many； more than I supposed。〃
I was struck with the way her voice trembled as she told me this。
〃Do you mean that you have got them in thereand that I may see them？〃
〃I don't think you can see them；〃 said Miss Tita with an extraordinary
expression of entreaty in her eyes； as if the dearest hope she had in the
world now was that I would not take them from her。 But how could she expect
me to make such a sacrifice as that after all that had passed between us？
What had I come back to Venice for but to see them； to take them？
My delight in learning they were still in existence was such that
if the poor woman had gone down on her knees to beseech me never to
mention them again I would have treated the proceeding as a bad joke。
〃I have got them but I can't show them；〃 she added。
〃Not even to me？ Ah； Miss Tita！〃 I groaned； with a voice of infinite
remonstrance and reproach。
She colored； and the tears came back to her eyes；
I saw that it cost her a kind of anguish to take such a stand
but that a dreadful sense of duty had descended upon her。
It made me quite sick to find myself confronted with that
particular obstacle； all the more that it appeared to me I
had been extremely encouraged to leave it out of account。
I almost considered that Miss Tita had assured me that if she
had no greater hindrance than that！ 〃You don't mean to say
you made her a deathbed promise？ It was precisely against
your doing anything of that sort that I thought I was safe。
Oh； I would rather she had burned the papers outright than that！〃
〃No； it isn't a promise；〃 said Miss Tita。
〃Pray what is it then？〃
She hesitated and then she said； 〃She tried to burn them； but I prevented it。
She had hid them in her bed。〃
〃In her bed？〃
〃Between the mattresses。 That's where she put them when she
took them out of the trunk。 I can't understand how she did it；
because Olimpia didn't help her。 She tells me so； and I believe her。
My aunt only told her afterward； so that she shouldn't touch
the bedanything but the sheets。 So it was badly made；〃
added Miss Tita simply。
〃I should think so！ And how did she try to burn them？〃
〃She didn't try much； she was too weak； those last days。
But she told meshe charged me。 Oh； it was terrible！
She couldn't speak after that night； she could only make signs。〃
〃And what did you do？〃
〃I took them away。 I locked them up。〃
〃In the secretary？〃
〃Yes； in the secretary；〃 said Miss Tita； reddening again。
〃Did you tell her you would burn them？〃
〃No； I didn'ton purpose。〃
〃On purpose to gratify me？〃
〃Yes； only for that。〃
〃And what good will you have done me if after all you won't show them？〃
〃Oh； none； I know thatI know that。〃
〃And did she believe you had destroyed them？〃
〃I don't know what she believed at the last。 I couldn't tell
she was too far gone。〃
〃Then if there was no promise and no assurance I can't see what ties you。〃
〃Oh； she hated it soshe hated it so！ She was so jealous。
But here's the portraityou may have that；〃 Miss Tita announced；
taking the little picture； wrapped up in the same manner
in which her aunt had wrapped it； out of her pocket。
〃I may have itdo you mean you give it to me？〃
I questioned； staring； as it passed into my hand。
〃Oh； yes。〃
〃But it's worth moneya large sum。〃
〃Well！〃 said Miss Tita； still with her strange look。
I did not know what to make of it； for it could scarcely mean that she wanted
to bargain like her aunt。 She spoke as if she wished to make me a present。
〃I can't take it from you as a gift；〃 I said； 〃and yet I can't afford
to pay you for it according to the ideas Miss Bordereau had of its value。
She rated it at a thousand pounds。〃
〃Couldn't we sell it？〃 asked Miss Tita。
〃God forbid！ I prefer the picture to the money。〃
〃Well then keep it。〃
〃You are very generous。〃
〃So are you。〃
〃I don't know why you should think so；〃 I replied； and this
was a truthful speech； for the singular creature appeared
to have some very fine reference in her mind； which I did
not in the least seize。
〃Well； you have made a great difference for me；〃 said Miss Tita。
I looked at Jeffrey Aspern's face in the little picture；
partly in order not to look at that of my interlocutress；
which had begun to trouble me； even to frighten me a little
it was so self…conscious； so unnatural。 I made no answer to this
last declaration； I only privately consulted Jeffrey Aspern's
delightful eyes with my own （they were so young and brilliant；
and yet so wise； so full of vision）； I asked him what on earth
was the matter with Miss Tita。 He seemed to smile at me
with friendly mockery； as if he were amused at my case。
I had got into a pickle for himas if he needed it！
He was unsatisfactory； for the only moment since I had
known him。 Nevertheless； now that I held the little picture
in my hand I felt that it would be a precious possession。
〃Is this a bribe to make me give up the papers？〃
I demanded in a moment； perversely。 〃Much as I value it；
if I were to be obliged to choose； the papers are what I
should prefer。 Ah； but ever so much！〃
〃How can you choosehow can you choose？〃 Miss Tita
asked； slowly； lamentably。
〃I see！ Of course there is nothing to be said； if you regard
the interdiction that rests upon you as quite insurmountable。
In this case it must seem to you that to part with them would
be an impiety of the worst kind； a simple sacrilege！〃
Miss Tita shook her head； full of her dolefulness。 〃You would understand
if you had known her。 I'm afraid；〃 she quavered suddenly〃I'm afraid！
She was terrible when she was angry。〃
〃Yes； I saw something of that； that night。 She was terrible。
Then I saw her eyes。 Lord； they were fine！〃
〃I see themthey stare at me in the dark！〃 said Miss Tita。
〃You are nervous； with all you have been through。〃
〃Oh； yes； veryvery！〃
〃You mustn't mind； that will pass away；〃 I said； kindly。
Then I added； resignedly； for it really seemed to me that I must
accept the situation； 〃Well； so it is； and it can't be helped。
I must renounce。〃 Miss Tita； at this； looking at me； gave a low；
soft moan； and I went on： 〃I only wish to heaven she had
destroyed them； then there would be nothing more to say。
And I can't understand why； with her ideas； she didn't。〃
〃Oh； she lived on them！〃 said Miss Tita。
〃You can imagine whe