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s the leaves fall； they raise no other idea in her mind than that winter is approaching。 Since that time I have gone out there frequently。 The children have become quite familiar with me； and each gets a lump of sugar when I drink my coffee； and they share my milk and bread and butter in the evening。 They always receive their kreutzer on Sundays； for the good woman has orders to give it to them when I do not go there after evening service。 They are quite at home with me； tell me everything； and I am particularly amused with observing their tempers； and the simplicity of their behaviour； when some of the other village children are assembled with them。
It has given me a deal of trouble to satisfy the anxiety of the mother； lest （as she says） 〃they should inconvenience the gentleman。〃
MAY 30。
What I have lately said of painting is equally true with respect to poetry。 It is only necessary for us to know what is really excellent； and venture to give it expression； and that is saying much in few words。 To…day I have had a scene； which； if literally related； would； make the most beautiful idyl in the world。 But why should I talk of poetry and scenes and idyls？ Can we never take pleasure in nature without having recourse to art？
If you expect anything grand or magnificent from this introduction； you will be sadly mistaken。 It relates merely to a peasant…lad； who has excited in me the warmest interest。 As usual； I shall tell my story badly； and you； as usual； will think me extravagant。 It is Walheim once more always Walheim which produces these wonderful phenomena。
A party had assembled outside the house under the linden…trees； to drink coffee。 The company did not exactly please me； and； under one pretext or another； I lingered behind。
A peasant came from an adjoining house； and set to work arranging some part of the same plough which I had lately sketched。 His appearance pleased me； and I spoke to him； inquired about his circumstances； made his acquaintance； and； as is my wont with persons of that class； was soon admitted into his confidence。 He said he was in the service of a young widow； who set great store by him。 He spoke so much of his mistress； and praised her so extravagantly； that I could soon see he was desperately in love with her。 〃She is no longer young；〃 he said： 〃and she was treated so badly by her former husband that she does not mean to marry again。〃 From his account it was so evident what incomparable charms she possessed for him； and how ardently he wished she would select him to extinguish the recollection of her first husband's misconduct； that I should have to repeat his own words in order to describe the depth of the poor fellow's attachment； truth； and devotion。 It would； in fact； require the gifts of a great poet to convey the expression of his features； the harmony of his voice； and the heavenly fire of his eye。 No words can portray the tenderness of his every movement and of every feature： no effort of mine could do justice to the scene。 His alarm lest I should misconceive his position with regard to his mistress； or question the propriety of her conduct； touched me particularly。 The charming manner with which he described her form and person； which； without possessing the graces of youth； won and attached him to her； is inexpressible； and must be left to the imagination。 I have never in my life witnessed or fancied or conceived the possibility of such intense devotion； such ardent affections； united with so much purity。 Do not blame me if I say that the recollection of this innocence and truth is deeply impressed upon my very soul； that this picture of fidelity and tenderness haunts me everywhere； and that my own heart； as though enkindled by the flame； glows and burns within me。
I mean now to try and see her as soon as I can： or perhaps； on second thoughts； I had better not； it is better I should behold her through the eyes of her lover。 To my sight； perhaps； she would not appear as she now stands before me； and why should I destroy so sweet a picture？
JUNE 16。
〃Why do I not write to you？〃 You lay claim to learning； and ask such a question。 You should have guessed that I am well that is to say in a word； I have made an acquaintance who has won my heart： I have I know not。
To give you a regular account of the manner in which I have become acquainted with the most amiable of women would be a difficult task。 I am a happy and contented mortal； but a poor historian。
An angel！ Nonsense！ Everybody so describes his mistress； and yet I find it impossible to tell you how perfect she is； or why she is so perfect： suffice it to say she has captivated all my senses。
So much simplicity with so much understauding so mild； and yet so resolute a mind so placid； and a life so active。
But all this is ugly balderdash； which expresses not a single character nor feature。 Some other time but no； not some other time； now； this very instant； will I tell you all about it。 Now or never。 Well； between ourselves； since I commenced my letter； I have been three times on the point of throwing down my pen； of ordering my horse； and riding out。 And yet I vowed this morning that I would not ride to…day； and yet every moment I am rushing to the window to see how high the sun is。
I could not restrain myself go to her I must。 I have just returned； Wilhelm； and whilst I am taking supper I will write to you。 What a delight it was for my soul to see her in the midst of her dear； beautiful children； eight brothers and sisters！
But； if I proceed thus； you will be no wiser at the end of my letter than you were at the beginning。 Attend； then； and I will compel myself to give you the details。
I mentioned to you the other day that I had become acquainted with S； the district judge； and that he had invited me to go and visit him in his retirement； or rather in his little kingdom。 But I neglected going； and perhaps should never have gone； if chance had not discovered to me the treasure which lay concealed in that retired spot。 Some of our young people had proposed giving a ball in the country； at which I consented to be present。 I offered my hand for the evening to a pretty and agreeable； but rather commonplace； sort of girl from the immediate neighbourhood； and it was agreed that I should engage a carriage； and call upon Charlotte； with my partner and her aunt； to convey them to the ball。 My companion informed me； as we drove along through the park to the hunting…lodge； that I should make the acquaintance of a very charming young lady。 〃Take care；〃 added the aunt； 〃that you do not lose your heart。〃 〃Why？〃 said I。 〃Because she is already engaged to a very worthy man；〃 she replied； 〃who is gone to settle his affairs upon the death of his father； and will succeed to a very considerable inheritance。〃 This information possessed no interest for me。 When we arrived at the gate； the sun was setting behind the tops of the mountains。 The atmosphere was heavy； and the ladies expressed their fears of an approaching storm； as masses of low black clouds were gathering in the horizon。 I relieved their anxieties by pretending to be weather…wise； although I myself had some appre