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in the street。 It did not matter to me whether William's wife died；
but when that girl had promised to come； why did she not come？ These
lower classes only give their word to break it。 The coffee was
undrinkable。
At last I saw her。 William was at another window； pretending to do
something with the curtains。 I stood up； pressing closer to the
window。 The coffee had been so bad that I felt shaky。 She nodded three
times； and smiled。
〃She is a little better；〃 William whispered to me； almost gaily。
〃Whom are you speaking of？〃 I asked； coldly； and immediately retired
to the billiard…room； where I played a capital game。 The coffee was
much better there than in the dining…room。
Several days passed； and I took care to show William that I had
forgotten his maunderings。 I chanced to see the little girl （though I
never looked for her） every evening； and she always nodded three
times； save once； when she shook her head； and then William's face
grew white as a napkin。 I remember this incident because that night I
could not get into a pocket。 So badly did I play that the thought of
it kept me awake in bed； and that； again； made me wonder how William's
wife was。 Next day I went to the club early （which was not my custom）
to see the new books。 Being in the club at any rate； I looked into the
dining…room to ask William if I had left my gloves there； and the
sight of him reminded me of his wife； so I asked for her。 He shook his
head mournfully； and I went off in a rage。
So accustomed am I to the club that when I dine elsewhere I feel
uncomfortable next morning； as if I had missed a dinner。 William knew
this； yet here he was； hounding me out of the club！ That evening I
dined （as the saying is） at a restaurant； where no sauce was served
with the asparagus。 Furthermore； as if that were not triumph enough
for William； his doleful face came between me and every dish； and I
seemed to see his wife dying to annoy me。
I dined next day at the club for self…preservation； taking； however； a
table in the middle of the room； and engaging a waiter who had once
nearly poisoned me by not interfering when I put two lumps of sugar
into my coffee instead of one； which is my allowance。 But no William
came to me to acknowledge his humiliation； and by…and…by I became
aware that he was not in the room。 Suddenly the thought struck me that
his wife must be dead； and I It was the worst cooked and the worst
served dinner I ever had in the club。
I tried the smoking…room。 Usually the talk there is entertaining； but
on that occasion it was so frivolous that I did not remain five
minutes。 In the card…room a member told me excitedly that a policeman
had spoken rudely to him； and my strange comment was：
〃After all； it is a small matter。〃
In the library； where I had not been for years； I found two members
asleep； and； to my surprise； William on a ladder dusting books。
〃You have not heard； sir？〃 he said； in answer to my raised eyebrows。
Descending the ladder； he whispered tragically： 〃It was last evening；
sir。 II lost my head； and Iswore at a member。〃
I stepped back from William； and glanced apprehensively at the two
members。 They still slept。
〃I hardly knew；〃 William went on； 〃what I was doing all day yesterday；
for I had left my wife so weakly that〃
I stamped my foot。
〃I beg your pardon for speaking of her；〃 he had the grace to say； 〃but
I couldn't help slipping up to the window often yesterday to look for
Jenny； and when she did come； and I saw she was crying； itit sort of
confused me； and I didn't know right； sir； what I was doing。 I hit
against a member； Mr。 Myddleton Finch； and hehe jumped and swore at
me。 Well； sir； I had just touched him after all； and I was so
miserable； it a kind of stung me to be treated likelike that； and me
a man as well as him； and I lost my senses； andand I swore back。〃
William's shamed head sank on his chest； but I even let pass his
insolence in likening himself to a member of the club； so afraid was I
of the sleepers waking and detecting me in talk with a waiter。
〃For the love of God；〃 William cried； with coarse emotion； 〃don't let
them dismiss me！〃
〃Speak lower！〃 I said。 〃Who sent you here？〃
〃I was turned out of the dining…room at once； and told to attend to
the library until they had decided what to do with me。 Oh； sir； I'll
lose my place！〃
He was blubbering； as if a change of waiters； was a matter of
importance。
〃This is very bad； William；〃 I said。 〃I fear I can do nothing for
you。〃
〃Have mercy on a distracted man！〃 he entreated。 〃I'll go on my knees
to Mr。 Myddleton Finch。〃
How could I but despise a fellow who would be thus abject for a pound
a week？
〃I dare not tell her；〃 he continued； 〃that I have lost my place。 She
would just fall back and die。〃
〃I forbade your speaking of your wife；〃 I said； sharply； 〃unless you
can speak pleasantly of her。〃
〃But she may be worse now； sir； and I cannot even see Jenny from here。
The library windows look to the back。〃
〃If she dies；〃 I said； 〃it will be a warning to you to marry a
stronger woman next time。〃
Now every one knows that there is little real affection among the
lower orders。 As soon as they have lost one mate they take another。
Yet William； forgetting our relative positions； drew himself up and
raised his fist； and if I had not stepped back I swear he would have
struck me。
The highly improper words William used I will omit； out of
consideration for him。 Even while he was apologising for them I
retired to the smoking…room； where I found the cigarettes so badly
rolled that they would not keep alight。 After a little I remembered
that I wanted to see Myddleton Finch about an improved saddle of which
a friend of his has the patent。 He was in the newsroom； and； having
questioned him about the saddle； I said：
〃By the way； what is this story about your swearing at one of the
waiters？〃
〃You mean about his swearing at me；〃 Myddleton Finch replied；
reddening。
〃I am glad that was it；〃 I said； 〃for I could not believe you guilty
of such bad form。〃
〃If I did swear〃 he was beginning； but I went on：
〃The version which has reached me was that you swore at him； and he
repeated the word。 I heard he was to be dismissed and you
reprimanded。〃
〃Who told you that？〃 asked Myddleton Finch； who is a timid man。
〃I forget； it is club talk；〃 I replied； lightly。 〃But of course the
committee will take your word。 The waiter； whichever one he is； richly
deserves his dismissal for insulting you without provocation。〃
Then our talk returned to the saddle； but Myddleton Finch was
abstracted； and presently he said：
〃Do you know； I fancy I was wrong in thinking that the waiter swore at
me； and I'll withdraw my charge to…morrow。〃
Myddleton Finch then left me； and； sitting alone； I realised that I
had been doing William a service。 To some slight e