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end of the tether-第29章

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of fortune came sweeping up and landed him safely on



the high shore of his ambition。







It was now to do nothing; nothing whatever; and have



plenty of money to do it on。  He had tasted of power;



the highest form of it his limited experience was aware



ofthe power of shipowning。  What a deception!



Vanity of vanities!  He wondered at his folly。  He had



thrown away the substance for the shadow。  Of the



gratification of wealth he did not know enough to excite



his imagination with any visions of luxury。  How could



hethe child of a drunken boiler…makergoing



straight from the workshop into the engine…room of a



north…country collier!  But the notion of the absolute



idleness of wealth he could very well conceive。  He



reveled in it; to forget his present troubles; he imagined



himself walking about the streets of Hull (he knew their



gutters well as a boy) with his pockets full of sov…



ereigns。  He would buy himself a house; his married



sisters; their husbands; his old workshop chums; would



render him infinite homage。  There would be nothing



to think of。  His word would be law。  He had been out



of work for a long time before he won his prize; and he



remembered how Carlo Mariani (commonly known as



Paunchy Charley); the Maltese hotel…keeper at the 



slummy end of Denham Street; had cringed joyfully



before him in the evening; when the news had come。



Poor Charley; though he made his living by ministering



to various abject vices; gave credit for their food to



many a piece of white wreckage。  He was naively over…



joyed at the idea of his old bills being paid; and he



reckoned confidently on a spell of festivities in the



cavernous grog…shop downstairs。  Massy remembered



the curious; respectful looks of the 〃trashy〃 white men



in the place。  His heart had swelled within him。  Massy



had left Charley's infamous den directly he had realized



the possibilities open to him; and with his nose in the air。



Afterwards the memory of these adulations was a great



sadness。







This was the true power of money;and no trouble



with it; nor any thinking required either。  He thought



with difficulty and felt vividly; to his blunt brain the



problems offered by any ordered scheme of life seemed



in their cruel toughness to have been put in his way



by the obvious malevolence of men。  As a shipowner



everyone had conspired to make him a nobody。  How



could he have been such a fool as to purchase that ac…



cursed ship。  He had been abominably swindled; there



was no end to this swindling; and as the difficulties of his



improvident ambition gathered thicker round him; he



really came to hate everybody he had ever come in con…



tact with。  A temper naturally irritable and an amazing



sensitiveness to the claims of his own personality had



ended by making of life for him a sort of infernoa



place where his lost soul had been given up to the tor…



ment of savage brooding。







But he had never hated anyone so much as that old



man who had turned up one evening to save him from



an utter disaster;from the conspiracy of the wretched



sailors。  He seemed to have fallen on board from the



sky。  His footsteps echoed on the empty steamer; and



the strange deep…toned voice on deck repeating inter…



rogatively the words; 〃Mr。 Massy; Mr。 Massy there?〃



had been startling like a wonder。  And coming up from



the depths of the cold engine…room; where he had been



pottering dismally with a candle amongst the enormous



shadows; thrown on all sides by the skeleton limbs of ma…



chinery; Massy had been struck dumb by astonishment



in the presence of that imposing old man with a beard



like a silver plate; towering in the dusk rendered lurid



by the expiring flames of sunset。







〃Want to see me on business?  What business?  I am



doing no business。  Can't you see that this ship is laid



up?〃  Massy had turned at bay before the pursuing



irony of his disaster。  Afterwards he could not believe



his ears。  What was that old fellow getting at?  Things



don't happen that way。  It was a dream。  He would



presently wake up and find the man vanished like a



shape of mist。  The gravity; the dignity; the firm and



courteous tone of that athletic old stranger impressed



Massy。  He was almost afraid。  But it was no dream。



Five hundred pounds are no dream。  At once he became



suspicious。  What did it mean?  Of course it was an



offer to catch hold of for dear life。  But what could



there be behind?







Before they had parted; after appointing a meeting



in a solicitor's office early on the morrow; Massy was



asking himself; What is his motive?  He spent the night



in hammering out the clauses of the agreementa



unique instrument of its sort whose tenor got bruited



abroad somehow and became the talk and wonder of the



port。







Massy's object had been to secure for himself as many



ways as possible of getting rid of his partner without



being called upon at once to pay back his share。  Cap…



tain Whalley's efforts were directed to making the money



secure。  Was it not Ivy's moneya part of her fortune



whose only other asset was the time…defying body of her



old father?  Sure of his forbearance in the strength of



his love for her; he accepted; with stately serenity;



Massy's stupidly cunning paragraphs against his in…



competence; his dishonesty; his drunkenness; for the sake



of other stringent stipulations。  At the end of three



years he was at liberty to withdraw from the partner…



ship; taking his money with him。  Provision was made



for forming a fund to pay him off。  But if he left the



Sofala before the term; from whatever cause (barring



death); Massy was to have a whole year for paying。



〃Illness?〃 the lawyer had suggested: a young man



fresh from Europe and not overburdened with business;



who was rather amused。  Massy began to whine unctu…



ously; 〃How could he be expected? 。 。 。〃







〃Let that go;〃 Captain Whalley had said with a



superb confidence in his body。  〃Acts of God;〃 he



added。  In the midst of life we are in death; but he



trusted his Maker with a still greater fearlessnesshis



Maker who knew his thoughts; his human affections; and



his motives。  His Creator knew what use he was making



of his healthhow much he wanted it 。 。 。  〃I trust



my first illness will be my last。  I've never been ill that



I can remember;〃 he had remarked。  〃Let it go。〃







But at this early stage he had already awakened



Massy's hostility by refusing to make it six hundred



instead of five。  〃I cannot do that;〃 was
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