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robert falconer-第109章

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from its side the skipper found an opportunity of giving her

Robert's letter。  It was the poorest of chances; but Robert could

think of no other。  She started on receiving it; but regarding the

skipper's significant gestures put it quietly away。  She looked

anything but happy; for her illness had deprived her of courage; and

probably roused her conscience。  Robert followed the pair; saw them

enter The Great Labourerwhat could the name mean? could it mean

The Good Shepherd?and turned away helpless; objectless indeed; for

he had done all that he could; and that all was of no potency。  A

world of innocence and beauty was about to be hurled from its orbit

of light into the blackness of outer chaos; he knew it; and was

unable to speak word or do deed that should frustrate the power of a

devil who so loved himself that he counted it an honour to a girl to

have him for her ruin。  Her after life had no significance for him;

save as a trophy of his victory。  He never perceived that such

victory was not yielded to him; that he gained it by putting on the

garments of light; that if his inward form had appeared in its own

ugliness; not one of the women whose admiration he had secured would

not have turned from him as from the monster of an old tale。



Robert wandered about till he was so weary that his head ached with

weariness。  At length he came upon the open space before the

cathedral; whence the poplar…spire rose aloft into a blue sky

flecked with white clouds。  It was near sunset; and he could not see

the sun; but the upper half of the spire shone glorious in its

radiance。  From the top his eye sank to the base。  In the base was a

little door half open。  Might not that be the lowly narrow entrance

through the shadow up to the sun…filled air?  He drew near with a

kind of tremor; for never before had he gazed upon visible grandeur

growing out of the human soul; in the majesty of everlastingnessa

tree of the Lord's planting。  Where had been but an empty space of

air and light and darkness; had risen; and had stood for ages; a

mighty wonder awful to the eye; solid to the hand。  He peeped

through the opening of the door: there was the foot of a

stairmarvellous as the ladder of Jacob's dreamturning away

towards the unknown。  He pushed the door and entered。  A man

appeared and barred his advance。  Robert put his hand in his pocket

and drew out some silver。  The man took one piecelooked at

itturned it overput it in his pocket; and led the way up the

stair。  Robert followed and followed and followed。



He came out of stone walls upon an airy platform whence the spire

ascended heavenwards。  His conductor led upward still; and he

followed; winding within a spiral network of stone; through which

all the world looked in。  Another platform; and yet another spire

springing from its basement。  Still up they went; and at length

stood on a circle of stone surrounding like a coronet the last base

of the spire which lifted its apex untrodden。  Then Robert turned

and looked below。  He grasped the stones before him。  The loneliness

was awful。



There was nothing between him and the roofs of the houses; four

hundred feet below; but the spot where he stood。  The whole city;

with its red roofs; lay under him。  He stood uplifted on the genius

of the builder; and the town beneath him was a toy。  The all but

featureless flat spread forty miles on every side; and the roofs of

the largest buildings below were as dovecots。  But the space between

was alive with aweso vast; so real!



He turned and descended; winding through the network of stone which

was all between him and space。  The object of the architect must

have been to melt away the material from before the eyes of the

spirit。  He hung in the air in a cloud of stone。  As he came in his

descent within the ornaments of one of the basements; he found

himself looking through two thicknesses of stone lace on the nearing

city。  Down there was the beast of prey and his victim; but for the

moment he was above the region of sorrow。  His weariness and his

headache had vanished utterly。  With his mind tossed on its own

speechless delight; he was slowly descending still; when he saw on

his left hand a door ajar。  He would look what mystery lay within。

A push opened it。  He discovered only a little chamber lined with

wood。  In the centre stood somethinga bench…like piece of

furniture; plain and worn。  He advanced a step; peered over the top

of it; saw keys; white and black; saw pedals below: it was an organ!

Two strides brought him in front of it。  A wooden stool; polished

and hollowed with centuries of use; was before it。  But where was

the bellows?  That might be down hundreds of steps below; for he was

half…way only to the ground。  He seated himself musingly; and

struck; as he thought; a dumb chord。  Responded; up in the air; far

overhead; a mighty booming clang。  Startled; almost frightened; even

as if Mary St。 John had said she loved him; Robert sprung from the

stool; and; without knowing why; moved only by the chastity of

delight; flung the door to the post。  It banged and clicked。  Almost

mad with the joy of the titanic instrument; he seated himself again

at the keys; and plunged into a tempest of clanging harmony。  One

hundred bells hang in that tower of wonder; an instrument for a

city; nay; for a kingdom。  Often had Robert dreamed that he was the

galvanic centre of a thunder…cloud of harmony; flashing off from

every finger the willed lightning tone: such was the unexpected

scale of this instrumentso far aloft in the sunny air rang the

responsive notes; that his dream appeared almost realized。  The

music; like a fountain bursting upwards; drew him up and bore him

aloft。  From the resounding cone of bells overhead he no longer

heard their tones proceed; but saw level…winged forms of light

speeding off with a message to the nations。  It was only his roused

phantasy; but a sweet tone is nevertheless a messenger of God; and a

right harmony and sequence of such tones is a little gospel。



At length he found himself following; till that moment

unconsciously; the chain of tunes he well remembered having played

on his violin the night he went first with Ericson to see Mysie;

ending with his strange chant about the witch lady and the dead

man's hand。



Ere he had finished the last; his passion had begun to fold its

wings; and he grew dimly aware of a beating at the door of the

solitary chamber in which he sat。  He knew nothing of the enormity

of which he was guiltypresenting unsought the city of Antwerp with

a glorious phantasia。  He did not know that only upon grand; solemn;

world…wide occasions; such as a king's birthday or a ball at the

H?tel de Ville; was such music on the card。  When he flung the door

to; it had closed with a spring lock; and for the last quarter of an

hour three gens…d'arme; commanded by the sacristan of the tower; had

been thundering thereat。  He waited only to finish the
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