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night; four days after joining company; they reached the village of
Dowdenhame。 All day long the road had lain through pastureland; with
thick green hedges and heavily feathered elms。 Once or twice they
had broken the monotony by a stretch along the towing…path of a
canal; which; choked with water…lily plants and shining weeds;
brooded sluggishly beside the fields。 Nature; in one of her ironic
moods; had cast a grey and iron…hard cloak over all the country's
bland luxuriance。 From dawn till darkness fell there had been no
movement in the steely distant sky; a cold wind ruffed in the hedge…
tops; and sent shivers through the branches of the elms。 The cattle;
dappled; pied; or bay; or white; continued grazing with an air of
grumbling at their birthright。 In a meadow close to the canal
Shelton saw five magpies; and about five o'clock the rain began; a
steady; coldly…sneering rain; which Crocker; looking at the sky;
declared was going to be over in a minute。 But it was not over in a
minute; they were soon drenched。 Shelton was tired; and it annoyed
him very much that his companion; who was also tired; should grow
more cheerful。 His thoughts kept harping upon Ferrand: 〃This must be
something like what he described to me; tramping on and on when
you're dead…beat; until you can cadge up supper and a bed。〃 And
sulkily he kept on ploughing through the mud with glances at the
exasperating Crocker; who had skinned one heel and was limping
horribly。 It suddenly came home to him that life for three quarters
of the world meant physical exhaustion every day; without a
possibility of alternative; and that as soon as; for some cause
beyond control; they failed thus to exhaust themselves; they were
reduced to beg or starve。 〃And then we; who don't know the meaning
of the word exhaustion; call them 'idle scamps;'〃 he said aloud。
It was past nine and dark when they reached Dowdenhame。 The street
yielded no accommodation; and while debating where to go they passed
the church; with a square tower; and next to it a house which was
certainly the parsonage。
〃Suppose;〃 said Crocker; leaning on his arms upon the gate; 〃we ask
him where to go〃; and; without waiting for Shelton's answer; he rang
the bell。
The door was opened by the parson; a bloodless and clean…shaven man;
whose hollow cheeks and bony hands suggested a perpetual struggle。
Ascetically benevolent were his grey eyes; a pale and ghostly smile
played on the curves of his thin lips。
〃What can I do for you?〃 he asked。 〃Inn? yes; there's the Blue
Chequers; but I 'm afraid you 'll find it shut。 They 're early
people; I 'm glad to say〃; and his eyes seemed to muse over the
proper fold for these damp sheep。 〃Are you Oxford men; by any
chance?〃 he asked; as if that might throw some light upon the matter。
〃Of Mary's? Really! I'm of Paul's myself。 LadymanBillington
Ladyman; you might remember my youngest brother。 I could give you a
room here if you could manage without sheets。 My housekeeper has two
days' holiday; she's foolishly taken the keys。〃
Shelton accepted gladly; feeling that the intonation in the parson's
voice was necessary unto his calling; and that he did not want to
patronise。
〃You 're hungry; I expect; after your tramp。 I'm very much afraid
there 'sernothing in the house but bread; I could boil you water;
hot lemonade is better than nothing。
Conducting them into the kitchen; he made a fire; and put a kettle on
to boil; then; after leaving them to shed their soaking clothes;
returned with ancient; greenish coats; some carpet slippers; and some
blankets。 Wrapped in these; and carrying their glasses; the
travellers followed to the study; where; by doubtful lamp…light; he
seemed; from books upon the table; to have been working at his
sermon。
〃We 're giving you a lot of trouble;〃 said Shelton; 〃it's really very
good of you。〃
〃Not at all;〃 the parson answered; I'm only grieved the house is
empty。〃
It was a truly dismal contrast to the fatness of the land they had
been passing through; and the parson's voice issuing from bloodless
lips; although complacent; was pathetic。 It was peculiar; that voice
of his; seeming to indicate an intimate acquaintanceship with what
was fat and fine; to convey contempt for the vulgar need of money;
while all the time his eyesthose watery; ascetic eyesas plain as
speech they said; 〃Oh; to know what it must be like to have a pound
or two to spare just once a year; or so!〃
Everything in the room had been bought for cheapness; no luxuries
were there; and necessaries not enough。 It was bleak and bare; the
ceiling cracked; the wall…paper discoloured; and those booksprim;
shining books; fat…backed; with arms stamped on themglared in the
surrounding barrenness。
〃My predecessor;〃 said the parson; 〃played rather havoc with the
house。 The poor fellow had a dreadful struggle; I was told。 You
can; unfortunately; expect nothing else these days; when livings have
come down so terribly in value! He was a married manlarge family!〃
Crocker; who had drunk his steaming lemonade; was smiling and already
nodding in his chair; with his black garment buttoned closely round
his throat; his long legs rolled up in a blanket; and stretched
towards the feeble flame of the newly…lighted fire; he had a rather
patchy air。 Shelton; on the other hand; had lost his feeling of
fatigue; the strangeness of the place was stimulating his brain; he
kept stealing glances at the scantiness around; the room; the parson;
the furniture; the very fire; all gave him the feeling caused by
seeing legs that have outgrown their trousers。 But there was
something underlying that leanness of the landscape; something
superior and academic; which defied all sympathy。 It was pure
nervousness which made him say:
〃Ah! why do they have such families?〃
A faint red mounted to the parson's cheeks; its appearance there was
startling; and Crocker chuckled; as a sleepy man will chuckle who
feels bound to show that he is not asleep。
〃It's very unfortunate;〃 murmured the parson; 〃certainly; in many
cases。〃
Shelton would now have changed the subject; but at this moment the
unhappy Crocker snored。 Being a man of action; he had gone to sleep。
〃It seems to me;〃 said Shelton hurriedly; as he saw the parson's
eyebrows rising at the sound; 〃almost what you might call wrong。〃
〃Dear me; but how can it be wrong?〃
Shelton now felt that he must justify his saying somehow。
〃I don't know;〃 he said; 〃only one hears of such a lot of cases
clergymen's families; I've two uncles of my own; who…〃
A new expression gathered on the parson's face; his mouth had
tightened; and his chin receded slightly。 〃 Why; he 's like a mule!〃
thought Shelton。 His eyes; too; had grown harder; greyer; and more
parroty。 Shelton no longer liked his face。
〃Perhaps you and I;〃 the parson said; 〃would not understand each