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My Father had never admired Sir Charles Lyell。 I think that the famous 'Lord Chancellor manner' of the geologist intimidated him； and we undervalue the intelligence of those whose conversation puts us at a disadvantage。 For Darwin and Hooker； on the other hand； he had a profound esteem； and I know not whether this had anything to do with the fact that he chose； for his impetuous experiment in reaction； the field of geology； rather than that of zoology or botany。 Lyell had been threatening to publish a book on the geological history of Man； which was to be a bombshell flung into the camp of the catastrophists。 My Father； after long reflection； prepared a theory of his own； which； as he fondly hoped； would take the wind out of Lyell's sails； and justify geology to godly readers of 'Genesis'。 It was； very briefly； that there had been no gradual modification of the surface of the earth； or slow development of organic forms； but that when the catastrophic act of creation took place； the world presented； instantly； the structural appearance of a planet on which life had long existed。
The theory； coarsely enough； and to my Father's great indignation； was defined by a hasty press as being thisthat God hid the fossils in the rocks in order to tempt geologists into infidelity。 In truth； it was the logical and inevitable conclusion of accepting； literally； the doctrine of a sudden act of creation； it emphasized the fact that any breach in the circular course of nature could be conceived only on the supposition that the object created bore false witness to past processes； which had never taken place。 For instance； Adam would certainly possess hair and teeth and bones in a condition which it must have taken many years to accomplish； yet he was created full…grown yesterday。 He would certainlythough Sir Thomas Browne denied itdisplay an 'omphalos'； yet no umbilical cord had ever attached him to a mother。
Never was a book cast upon the waters with greater anticipations of success than was this curious； this obstinate； this fanatical volume。 My Father lived in a fever of suspense； waiting for the tremendous issue。 This 'Omphalos' of his； he thought； was to bring all the turmoil of scientific speculation to a close； fling geology into the arms of Scripture； and make the lion eat grass with the lamb。 It was not surprising； he admitted； that there had been experienced an ever…increasing discord between the facts which geology brings to light and the direct statements of the early chapters of 'Genesis'。 Nobody was to blame for that。 My Father； and my Father alone； possessed the secret of the enigma； he alone held the key which could smoothly open the lock of geological mystery。 He offered it； with a glowing gesture； to atheists and Christians alike。 This was to be the universal panacea； this the system of intellectual therapeutics which could not but heal all the maladies of the age。 But； alas！ atheists and Christians alike looked at it； and laughed； and threw it away。
In the course of that dismal winter； as the post began to bring in private letters； few and chilly； and public reviews； many and scornful； my Father looked in vain for the approval of the churches； and in vain for the acquiescence of the scientific societies； and in vain for the gratitude of those 'thousands of thinking persons'； which he had rashly assured himself of receiving。 As his reconciliation of Scripture statements and geological deductions was welcomed nowhere； as Darwin continued silent； and the youthful Huxley was scornful； and even Charles Kingsley； from whom my Father had expected the most instant appreciation； wrote that he could not 'give up the painful and slow conclusion of five and twenty years' study of geology； and believe that God has written on the rocks one enormous and superfluous lie'；as all this happened or failed to happen； a gloom； cold and dismal； descended upon our morning teacups。 It was what the poets mean by an 'inspissated' gloom； it thickened day by day； as hope and self…confidence evaporated in thin clouds of disappointment。 My Father was not prepared for such a fate。 He had been the spoiled darling of the public； the constant favourite of the press； and now； like the dark angels of old；
so huge a rout Encumbered him with ruin。
He could not recover from amazement at having offended everybody by an enterprise which had been undertaken in the cause of universal reconciliation。
During that grim season； my Father was no lively companion； and circumstance after circumstance combined to drive him further from humanity。 He missed more than ever the sympathetic ear of my Mother； there was present to support him nothing of that artful； female casuistry which insinuates into the wounded consciousness of a man the conviction that； after all； he is right and all the rest of the world is wrong。 My Father used to tramp in solitude around and around the red ploughed field which was going to be his lawn； or sheltering himself from the thin Devonian rain； pace up and down the still…naked verandah where blossoming creepers were to be。 And I think that there was added to his chagrin with all his fellow mortals a first tincture of that heresy which was to attack him later on。 It was now that； I fancy； he began； in his depression； to be angry with God。 How much devotion had he given； how many sacrifices had he made； only to be left storming around this red morass with no one in all the world to care for him except one pale…faced child with its cheek pressed to the window！
After one or two brilliant excursions to the sea； winter； in its dampest； muddiest； most languid form； had fallen upon us and shut us in。 It was a dreary winter for the wifeless man and the motherless boy。 We had come into the house； in precipitate abandonment to that supposed answer to prayer； a great deal too soon。 In order to rake together the lump sum for buying it； my Father had denuded himself of almost everything； and our sticks of chairs and tables filled but two or three rooms。 Half the little house； or 'villa' as we called it； was not papered； two… thirds were not furnished。 The workmen were still finishing the outside when we arrived； and in that connection I recall a little incident which exhibits my Father's morbid delicacy of conscience。 He was accustomed in his brighter momentsand this was before the publication of his 'Omphalos'occasionally to sing loud Dorsetshire songs of his early days； in a strange； broad Wessex lingo that I loved。 One October afternoon he and I were sitting on the verandah； and my Father was singing； just around the corner； out of sight； two carpenters were putting up the framework of a greenhouse。 In a pause； one of them said to his fellow： 'He can zing a zong； zo well's another； though he be a minister。' My Father； who was holding my hand loosely； clutched it； and looking up； I saw his eyes darken。 He never sang a secular song again during the whole of his life。
Later in the year； and after his literary misfortune； his conscience became more troublesome than ever。 I think he considered the failure of his attempt at the reconciliation of science with religion to have been intended by God as a punishment for something he had done