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de profundis-第11章

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it was a terrible and paralysing tyranny。  Christ swept it aside。  

He showed that the spirit alone was of value。  He took a keen 

pleasure in pointing out to them that though they were always 

reading the law and the prophets; they had not really the smallest 

idea of what either of them meant。  In opposition to their tithing 

of each separate day into the fixed routine of prescribed duties; 

as they tithe mint and rue; he preached the enormous importance of 

living completely for the moment。



Those whom he saved from their sins are saved simply for beautiful 

moments in their lives。  Mary Magdalen; when she sees Christ; 

breaks the rich vase of alabaster that one of her seven lovers had 

given her; and spills the odorous spices over his tired dusty feet; 

and for that one moment's sake sits for ever with Ruth and Beatrice 

in the tresses of the snow…white rose of Paradise。  All that Christ 

says to us by the way of a little warning is that every moment 

should be beautiful; that the soul should always be ready for the 

coming of the bridegroom; always waiting for the voice of the 

lover; Philistinism being simply that side of man's nature that is 

not illumined by the imagination。  He sees all the lovely 

influences of life as modes of light:  the imagination itself is 

the world of light。  The world is made by it; and yet the world 

cannot understand it:  that is because the imagination is simply a 

manifestation of love; and it is love and the capacity for it that 

distinguishes one human being from another。



But it is when he deals with a sinner that Christ is most romantic; 

in the sense of most real。  The world had always loved the saint as 

being the nearest possible approach to the perfection of God。  

Christ; through some divine instinct in him; seems to have always 

loved the sinner as being the nearest possible approach to the 

perfection of man。  His primary desire was not to reform people; 

any more than his primary desire was to a relieve suffering。  To 

turn an interesting thief into a tedious honest man was not his 

aim。  He would have thought little of the Prisoners' Aid Society 

and other modern movements of the kind。  The conversion of a 

publican into a Pharisee would not have seemed to him a great 

achievement。  But in a manner not yet understood of the world he 

regarded sin and suffering as being in themselves beautiful holy 

things and modes of perfection。



It seems a very dangerous idea。  It is … all great ideas are 

dangerous。  That it was Christ's creed admits of no doubt。  That it 

is the true creed I don't doubt myself。



Of course the sinner must repent。  But why?  Simply because 

otherwise he would be unable to realise what he had done。  The 

moment of repentance is the moment of initiation。  More than that:  

it is the means by which one alters one's past。  The Greeks thought 

that impossible。  They often say in their Gnomic aphorisms; 'Even 

the Gods cannot alter the past。'  Christ showed that the commonest 

sinner could do it; that it was the one thing he could do。  Christ; 

had he been asked; would have said … I feel quite certain about it 

… that the moment the prodigal son fell on his knees and wept; he 

made his having wasted his substance with harlots; his swine…

herding and hungering for the husks they ate; beautiful and holy 

moments in his life。  It is difficult for most people to grasp the 

idea。  I dare say one has to go to prison to understand it。  If so; 

it may be worth while going to prison。



There is something so unique about Christ。  Of course just as there 

are false dawns before the dawn itself; and winter days so full of 

sudden sunlight that they will cheat the wise crocus into 

squandering its gold before its time; and make some foolish bird 

call to its mate to build on barren boughs; so there were 

Christians before Christ。  For that we should be grateful。  The 

unfortunate thing is that there have been none since。  I make one 

exception; St。 Francis of Assisi。  But then God had given him at 

his birth the soul of a poet; as he himself when quite young had in 

mystical marriage taken poverty as his bride:  and with the soul of 

a poet and the body of a beggar he found the way to perfection not 

difficult。  He understood Christ; and so he became like him。  We do 

not require the Liber Conformitatum to teach us that the life of 

St。 Francis was the true IMITATIO CHRISTI; a poem compared to which 

the book of that name is merely prose。



Indeed; that is the charm about Christ; when all is said:  he is 

just like a work of art。  He does not really teach one anything; 

but by being brought into his presence one becomes something。  And 

everybody is predestined to his presence。  Once at least in his 

life each man walks with Christ to Emmaus。



As regards the other subject; the Relation of the Artistic Life to 

Conduct; it will no doubt seem strange to you that I should select 

it。  People point to Reading Gaol and say; 'That is where the 

artistic life leads a man。'  Well; it might lead to worse places。  

The more mechanical people to whom life is a shrewd speculation 

depending on a careful calculation of ways and means; always know 

where they are going; and go there。  They start with the ideal 

desire of being the parish beadle; and in whatever sphere they are 

placed they succeed in being the parish beadle and no more。  A man 

whose desire is to be something separate from himself; to be a 

member of Parliament; or a successful grocer; or a prominent 

solicitor; or a judge; or something equally tedious; invariably 

succeeds in being what he wants to be。  That is his punishment。  

Those who want a mask have to wear it。



But with the dynamic forces of life; and those in whom those 

dynamic forces become incarnate; it is different。  People whose 

desire is solely for self…realisation never know where they are 

going。  They can't know。  In one sense of the word it is of course 

necessary; as the Greek oracle said; to know oneself:  that is the 

first achievement of knowledge。  But to recognise that the soul of 

a man is unknowable; is the ultimate achievement of wisdom。  The 

final mystery is oneself。  When one has weighed the sun in the 

balance; and measured the steps of the moon; and mapped out the 

seven heavens star by star; there still remains oneself。  Who can 

calculate the orbit of his own soul?  When the son went out to look 

for his father's asses; he did not know that a man of God was 

waiting for him with the very chrism of coronation; and that his 

own soul was already the soul of a king。



I hope to live long enough and to produce work of such a character 

that I shall be able at the end of my days to say; 'Yes! this is 

just where the artistic life leads a man!'  Two of the most perfect 

lives I have come across in my own experience are the lives of 

Verlaine and of Prince Kropotkin:  both of them men who have passed 

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