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order to begin to live; not yet well; but no longer cruelly;
inhumanly; for this reason; this clear and simple truth appears
strange to these people。 For the man with ten servants; liveries;
coachmen; cooks; pictures; pianofortes; that will infallibly appear
strange; and even ridiculous; which is the simplest; the first act
ofI will not say every good manbut of every man who is not
wicked: to cut his own wood with which his food is cooked; and with
which he warms himself; to himself clean those boots with which he
has heedlessly stepped in the mire; to himself fetch that water with
which he preserves his cleanliness; and to carry out that dirty water
in which he has washed himself。' {24}
But; besides the remoteness of people from the truth; there is
another cause which prevents people from seeing the obligation for
them of the simplest and most natural personal; physical labor for
themselves: this is the complication; the inextricability of the
conditions; the advantage of all the people who are bound together
among themselves by money; in which the rich man lives: My luxurious
life feeds people。 What would become of my old valet if I were to
discharge him? What! we must all do every thing necessary;make our
clothes and hew wood? 。 。 。 And how about the division of labor?〃
'This morning I stepped out into the corridor where the fires were
being built。 A peasant was making a fire in the stove which warms my
son's room。 I went in; the latter was asleep。 It was eleven o'clock
in the morning。 To…day is a holiday: there is some excuse; there
are no lessons。
The smooth…skinned; eighteen…year…old youth; with a beard; who had
eaten his fill on the preceding evening; sleeps until eleven o'clock。
But the peasant of his age had been up at dawn; and had got through a
quantity of work; and was attending to his tenth stove; while the
former slept。 〃The peasant shall not make the fire in his stove to
warm that smooth; lazy body of his!〃 I thought。 But I immediately
recollected that this stove also warmed the room of the housekeeper;
a woman forty years of age; who; on the evening before; had been
making preparations up to three o'clock in the morning for the supper
which my son had eaten; and that she had cleared the table; and risen
at seven; nevertheless。 The peasant was building the fire for her
also。 And under her name the lazybones was warming himself。
It is true that the interests of all are interwoven; but; even
without any prolonged reckoning; the conscience of each man will say
on whose side lies labor; and on whose idleness。 But although
conscience says this; the account…book; the cash…book; says it still
more clearly。 The more money any one spends; the more idle he is;
that is to say; the more he makes others work for him。 The less he
spends; the more he works。' {25} But trade; but public undertakings;
and; finally; the most terrible of words; culture; the development of
sciences; and the arts;what of them?
'If I live I will make answer to those points; and in detail; and
until such answer I will narrate the following。' {25}
CHAPTER XX。
LIFE IN THE CITY。
Last year; in March; I was returning home late at night。 As I turned
from the Zubova into Khamovnitchesky Lane; I saw some black spots on
the snow of the Dyevitchy Pole (field)。 Something was moving about
in one place。 I should not have paid any attention to this; if the
policeman who was standing at the end of the street had not shouted
in the direction of the black spots; …
〃Vasily! why don't you bring her in?〃
〃She won't come!〃 answered a voice; and then the spot moved towards
the policeman。
I halted and asked the police…officer; 〃What is it?〃
He said;〃They are taking a girl from the Rzhanoff house to the
station…house; and she is hanging back; she won't walk。〃 A house…
porter in a sheepskin coat was leading her。 She was walking forward;
and he was pushing her from behind。 All of us; I and the porter and
the policeman; were dressed in winter clothes; but she had nothing on
over her dress。 In the darkness I could make out only her brown
dress; and the kerchiefs on her head and neck。 She was short in
stature; as is often the case with the prematurely born; with small
feet; and a comparatively broad and awkward figure。
〃We're waiting for you; you carrion。 Get along; what do you mean by
it? I'll give it to you!〃 shouted the policeman。 He was evidently
tired; and he had had too much of her。 She advanced a few paces; and
again halted。
The little old porter; a good…natured fellow (I know him); tugged at
her hand。 〃Here; I'll teach you to stop! On with you!〃 he repeated;
as though in anger。 She staggered; and began to talk in a discordant
voice。 At every sound there was a false note; both hoarse and
whining。
〃Come now; you're shoving again。 I'll get there some time!〃
She stopped and then went on。 I followed them。
〃You'll freeze;〃 said the porters
〃The likes of us don't freeze: I'm hot。〃
She tried to jest; but her words sounded like scolding。 She halted
again under the lantern which stands not far from our house; and
leaned against; almost hung over; the fence; and began to fumble for
something among her skirts; with benumbed and awkward hands。 Again
they shouted at her; but she muttered something and did something。
In one hand she held a cigarette bent into a bow; in the other a
match。 I paused behind her; I was ashamed to pass her; and I was
ashamed to stand and look on。 But I made up my mind; and stepped
forward。 Her shoulder was lying against the fence; and against the
fence it was that she vainly struck the match and flung it away。 I
looked in her face。 She was really a person prematurely born; but;
as it seemed to me; already an old woman。 I credited her with thirty
years。 A dirty hue of face; small; dull; tipsy eyes; a button…like
nose; curved moist lips with drooping corners; and a short wisp of
harsh hair escaping from beneath her kerchief; a long flat figure;
stumpy hands and feet。 I paused opposite her。 She stared at me; and
burst into a laugh; as though she knew all that was going on in my
mind。
I felt that it was necessary to say something to her。 I wanted to
show her that I pitied her。
〃Are your parents alive?〃 I inquired。
She laughed hoarsely; with an expression which said; 〃he's making up
queer things to ask。〃
〃My mother is;〃 said she。 〃But what do you want?〃
〃And how old are you?〃
〃Sixteen;〃 said she; answering promptly to a question which was
evidently customary。
〃Come; march; you'll freeze; you'll perish entirely;〃 shouted the
policeman; and she swayed away from the fence; and; staggering along;
she went down Khamovnitchesky Lane to the police…station; and I
turned to the wicket; and entered the house; and inquired whether my
daughters had returned。 I was told that they had been to an evening
party; had had a very merry time; had come home; and were in bed。
Next morning I wanted to go to the station…house to learn what had
been done with this unfortunate woman; and I was preparing to go out
very early; when there came to see me one of those unl