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Winter。 In a cooler moment she would not have used the argument。
〃All that a gentleman may say; may not be a precedent for a young
lady; but you are interrupting Mary。〃
〃Only let me show her。 I can't bear to hear her; listen; Mary。
〃What shall one of us
That struck the foremost〃
〃That is declaiming;〃 said Miss Winter。 〃It is not what we wish for
in a lady。 You are neglecting your work and interfering。〃
Ethel made a fretful contortion; and obeyed。 So it went on all the
morning; Ethel's eagerness checked by Miss Winter's dry manner;
producing pettishness; till Ethel; in a state between self…reproach
and a sense of injustice; went up to prepare for dinner; and to visit
Margaret on the way。
She found her sister picking a merino frock to pieces。 〃See here;〃
she said eagerly; 〃I thought you would like to make up this old frock
for one of the Cocksmoor children; but what is the matter?〃 as Ethel
did not show the lively interest that she expected。
〃Oh; nothing; only Miss Winter is so tiresome。〃
〃What was it?〃
〃Everything; it was all horrid。 I was cross; I know; but she and M。
Ballompre made me so;〃 and Ethel was in the midst of the narration of
her grievances; when Norman came in。 The school was half a mile off;
but he had not once failed to come home; in the interval allowed for
play after dinner; to inquire for his sister。
〃Well; Norman; you are out of breath; sit down and rest。 What is
doing at school; are you dux of your class?〃
〃Yes;〃 said the boy wearily。
〃What mark for the verses?〃 said Ethel。
〃Quam bene。〃
〃Not optime?〃
〃No; they were tame;〃 Dr。 Hoxton said。
〃What is Harry doing?〃 said Margaret。
〃He is fourth in his form。 I left him at football。〃
〃Dinner!〃 said Flora at the door。 〃What will you have; Margaret?〃
〃I'll fetch it;〃 said Norman; who considered it his privilege to wait
on Margaret at dinner。 When he had brought the tray; he stood
leaning against the bed…post; musing。 Suddenly; there was a
considerable clatter of fire…irons; and his violent start surprised
Margaret。
〃Ethel has been poking the fire;〃 she said; as if no more was needed
to account for their insecurity。 Norman put them up again; but a
ringing sound betrayed that it was not with a firm touch; and when; a
minute after; he came to take her plate; she saw that he was trying
with effort to steady his hand。
〃Norman; dear; are you sure you are well?〃
〃Yes; very well;〃 said he; as if vexed that she had taken any notice。
〃You had better not come racing home。 I'm not worth inquiries now; I
am so much better;〃 said she; smiling。
He made no reply; but this was not consenting silence。
〃I don't like you to lose your football;〃 she proceeded。
〃I could not〃 and he stopped short。
〃It would be much better for you;〃 said she; looking up in his face
with anxious affectionate eyes; but he shunned her glance and walked
away with her plate。
Flora had been in such close attendance upon Margaret; that she
needed some cheerful walks; and though she had some doubts how
affairs at home would go on without her; she was overruled; and sent
on a long expedition with Miss Winter and Mary; while Ethel remained
with Margaret。
The only delay before setting out; was that nurse came in; saying;
〃If you please; Miss Margaret; there is a girl come to see about the
place。〃
The sisters looked at each other and smiled; while Margaret asked
whence she came; and who she was。
〃Her name is Taylor; and she comes from Cocksmoor; but she is a nice;
tidy; strong…looking girl; and she says she has been used to
children。〃
Nurse had fallen into the trap most comfortably; and seemed bent upon
taking this girl as a choice of her own。 She wished to know if Miss
Margaret would like to see her。
〃If you please; nurse; but if you think she will do; that is enough。〃
〃Yes; Miss; but you should look to them things yourself。 If you
please; I'll bring her up。〃 So nurse departed。
〃Charming!〃 cried Ethel; 〃that's your capital management; Flora;
nurse thinks she has done it all herself。〃
〃She is your charge though;〃 said Flora; 〃coming from your own
beloved Cocksmoor。〃
Lucy Taylor came in; looking very nice; and very shy; curtseying low;
in extreme awe of the pale lady in bed。 Margaret was much pleased
with her; and there was no more to be done but to settle that she
should come on Saturday; and to let nurse take her into the town to
invest her with the universal blackness of the household; where the
two Margarets were the only white things。
This arranged; and the walking party set forth; Ethel sat down by her
sister's bed; and began to assist in unpicking the merino; telling
Margaret how much obliged she was to her for thinking of it; and how
grieved at having been so ungrateful in the morning。 She was very
happy over her contrivances; cutting out under her sister's
superintendence。 She had forgotten the morning's annoyance; till
Margaret said; 〃I have been thinking of what you said about Miss
Winter; and really I don't know what is to be done。〃
〃Oh; Margaret; I did not mean to worry you;〃 said Ethel; sorry to see
her look uneasy。
〃I like you to te11 me everything; dear Ethel; but I don't see
clearly the best course。 We must go on with Miss Winter。〃
〃Of course;〃 said Ethe1; shocked at her murmurs having even suggested
the possibility of a change; and having; as well as all the others; a
great respect and affection for her governess。
〃We could not get on without her even if I were well;〃 continued
Margaret; and dear mamma had such perfect trust in her; and we all
know and love her so wellit would make us put up with a great
deal。〃
〃It is all my own fault;〃 said Ethel; only anxious to make amends to
Miss Winter。 〃I wish you would not say anything about it。〃
〃Yes; it does seem wrong even to think of it;〃 said Margaret; 〃when
she has been so very kind。 It is a blessing to have any one to whom
Mary and Blanche may so entirely be trusted。 But for you〃
〃It is my own fault;〃 repeated Ethel。
〃I don't think it is quite all your own fault;〃 said Margaret; 〃and
that is the difficulty。 I know dear mamma thought Miss Winter an
excellent governess for the little ones; but hardly up to you; and
she saw that you worried and fidgeted each other; so; you know; she
used to keep the teaching of you a good deal in her own hands。〃
〃I did not know that was the reason;〃 said Ethel; overpowered by the
recollection of the happy morning's work she had often done in that
very room; when her mother had not been equal to the bustle of the
whole school…room。 That watchful; protecting; guarding; mother's
love; a shadow of Providence; had been round them so constantly on
every side; that they had been hardly conscious of it till it was
lost to them。
〃Was it not like her?〃 said Margaret; 〃but now; my poor Ethel; I
don't think it would be right by you or by Miss Winter; to take you
out of the school…room。 I think it would grieve her。〃
〃I would not do that for the world。〃
〃Especially after her kind nursing of me; and even; with more reason;
it would not be becoming in us to make changes。 Bes