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as bad for you among the boys; but; while that committee goes on it
is not the least use to try to teach the girls right。 Oh! the fusses
about the books; and one's way of teaching! And fancy how Mrs
Ledwich used us。 You know I went again last Sunday; for the first
time; and there I found that class of Margaret's; that she had just
managed to get into some degree of nice order; taken so much pains
with; taught so well。 She had been telling me what to hear them
there it is given away to Fanny Anderson; who is no more fit to teach
than that stick; and all Margaret's work will be undone。 No notice
to usnot even the civility to wait and see when she gets better。〃
〃If we left them now for Cocksmoor; would it not look as it we were
affronted?〃
Ethel was slightly taken aback; but only said; 〃Papa would be very
angry if he knew it。〃
〃I am glad you did not tell him;〃 said Richard。
〃I thought it would only tease him;〃 said Ethel; 〃and that he might
call it a petty female squabble; and when Margaret is well; it will
come right; if Fanny Anderson has not spoiled the girls in the
meantime。 It is all Mrs。 Ledwich's doing。 How I did hate it when
every one came up and shook hands with me; and asked after Margaret
and papa; only just out of curiosity!〃
〃Hush; hush; Ethel; what's the use of thinking such things?〃
A silence;then she exclaimed; 〃But; indeed; Richard; you don't
fancy that I want to teach at Cocksmoor; because it is disagreeable
at Stoneborough?〃
〃No; indeed。〃
The rendering of full justice conveyed in his tone so opened Ethel's
heart that she went on eagerly:〃The history of it is this。 Last
time we walked here; that day; I said; and I meant it; that I would
never put it out of my head; I would go on doing and striving; and
trying; till this place was properly cared for; and has a church and
a clergyman。 I believe it was a vow; Richard; I do believe it was;
and if one makes one; one must keep it。 There it is。 So; I can't
give money; I have but one pound in the world; but I have time; and I
would make that useful; if you would help me。〃
〃I don't see how;〃 was the answer; and there was a fragment of a
smile on Richard's face; as if it struck him as a wild scheme; that
Ethel should undertake; single handed; to evangelise Cocksmoor。
It was such a damper as to be most mortifying to an enthusiastic
girl; and she drew into herself in a moment。
They walked home in silence; and when Richard warned her that she was
not keeping her dress out of the dirt; it sounded like a sarcasm on
her projects; and; with a slightly pettish manner; she raised the
unfortunate skirt; its crape trimmings greatly bespattered with ruddy
mud。 Then recollecting how mamma would have shaken her head at that
very thing; she regretted the temper she had betrayed; and in a
larmoyante voice; sighed; 〃I wish I could pick my way better。 Some
people have the gift; you have hardly a splash; and I'm up to the
ankles in mud。〃
〃It is only taking care;〃 said Richard; 〃besides your frock is so
long; and full。 Can't you tuck it up and pin it?〃
〃My pins always come out;〃 said Ethel; disconsolately; crumpling the
black folds into one hand; while she hunted for a pin with the other。
〃No wonder; if you stick them in that way;〃 said Richard。 〃Oh!
you'll tear that crape。 Here; let me help you。 Don't you see; make
it go in and out; that way; give it something to pull against。〃
Ethel laughed。 〃That's the third thing you have taught meto thread
a needle; tie a bow; and stick in a pin! I never could learn those
things of any one else; they show; but don't explain the theory。〃
They met Dr。 May at the entrance of the town; very tired; and saying
he had been a long tramp; all over the place; and Mrs。 Hoxton had
been boring him with her fancies。 As he took Richard's arm he gave
the long heavy sigh that always fell so painfully on Ethel's ear。
〃Dear; dear; dear papa!〃 thought she; 〃my work must also be to do all
I can to comfort him。〃
Her reflections were broken off。 Dr。 May exclaimed; 〃Ethel; don't
make such a figure of yourself。 Those muddy ankles and petticoats
are not fit to be seenthere; now you are sweeping the pavement。
Have you no medium? One would think you had never worn a gown in
your life before!〃
Poor Ethel stepped on before with mud…encrusted heels; and her father
speaking sharply in the weariness and soreness of his heart; her
draggle…tailed petticoats weighing down at once her missionary
projects at Cocksmoor; and her tender visions of comforting her
widowed father; her heart was full to overflowing; and where was the
mother to hear her troubles?
She opened the hall door; and would have rushed upstairs; but nurse
happened to be crossing the hall。 〃Miss Ethel! Miss Ethel; you
aren't going up with them boots on! I do declare you are just like
one of the boys。 And your frock!〃
Ethel sat submissively down on the lowest step; and pulled off her
boots。 As she did so; her father and brother came inthe former
desiring Richard to come with him to the study; and write a note for
him。 She hoped that thus she might have Margaret to herself; and
hurried into her room。 Margaret was alone; maids and children at
tea; and Flora dressing。 The room was in twilight; with the red
gleam of the fire playing cheerfully over it。
〃Well; Ethel; have you had a pleasant walk?〃
〃YesnoOh; Margaret!〃 and throwing herself across the bottom of
the bed; she burst into tears。
〃Ethel; dear; what is the matter? Papa〃
〃Nonoonly I draggled my frock; and Richard threw cold water。 And
I am good for nothing! Oh! if mamma was but here!〃
〃Darling Ethel; dear Ethel; I wish I could comfort you。 Come a
little nearer to me; I can't reach you! Dear Ethel; what has gone
wrong?〃
〃Everything;〃 said Ethel。 〃NoI'm too dirty to come on your white
bed; I forgot; you won't like it;〃 added she; in an injured tone。
〃You are wet; you are cold; you are tired;〃 said Margaret。 〃Stay
here and dress; don't go up in the cold。 There; sit by the fire pull
off your frock and stockings; and we will send for the others。 Let
me see you look comfortablethere。 Now tell me who threw cold
water。〃
〃It was figurative cold water;〃 said Ethel; smiling for a moment。 〃I
was only silly enough to tell Richard my plan; and it's horrid to
talk to a person who only thinks one high…flying and nonsensicaland
then came the dirt。〃
〃But what was the scheme; Ethel?〃
〃Cocksmoor;〃 said Ethel; proceeding to unfold it。
〃I wish we could;〃 said Margaret。 〃It would be an excellent thing。
But how did Richard vex you?〃
〃I don't know;〃 said Ethel; 〃only he thought it would not do。
Perhaps he said right; but it was coldly; and he smiled。〃
〃He is too sober…minded for our flights;〃 said Margaret。 I know the
feeling of it; Ethel dear; but you know if he did see that some of
your plans might not answer; it is no reason you should not try to do
something at once。 You have not told me about the girl。〃
Ethel proceeded to tell the history。 〃There!〃 said Margaret
cheerfully; 〃there are two ways of helping Cocksmoor already。 Could
you not make some clothes for the tw