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But if you will return at once to your home； causing it to be understood that you have been with friends for these last few days〃
〃Tell lies；〃 said Jessie。 〃Certainly not。 Most certainly not。 But I understand that is how your absence is understood at present； and there is no reason〃
Jessie's grip tightened on her handkerchief。 〃I won't go back；〃 she said； 〃to have it as I did before。 I want a room of my own； what books I need to read； to be free to go out by myself alone； Teaching〃
〃Anything；〃 said Mrs。 Milton ；〃anything in reason。〃
〃But will you keep your promise？〃 said Jessie。
〃Surely you won't dictate to your mother！〃 said Widgery。
〃My stepmother！ I don't want to dictate。 I want definite promises now。〃
〃This is most unreasonable；〃 said the clergyman。 〃Very well；〃 said Jessie； swallowing a sob but with unusual resolution。 〃Then I won't go back。 My life is being frittered away〃
〃LET her have her way；〃 said Widgery。
〃A room then。 All your Men。 I'm not to come down and talk away half my days〃
〃My dear child； if only to save you；〃 said Mrs。 Milton。 〃If you don't keep your promise〃
〃Then I take it the matter is practically concluded；〃 said the clergyman。 〃And that you very properly submit to return to your proper home。 And now； if I may offer a suggestion； it is that we take tea。 Freed of its tannin； nothing； I think； is more refreshing and stimulating。〃
〃There's a train from Lyndhurst at thirteen minutes to six；〃 said Widgery； unfolding a time table。 〃That gives us about half an hour or three…quarters hereif a conveyance is obtainable； that is。〃
〃A gelatine lozenge dropped into the tea cup precipitates the tannin in the form of tannate of gelatine；〃 said the clergyman to Miss Mergle； in a confidential bray。
Jessie stood up； and saw through the window a depressed head and shoulders over the top of the back of a garden seat。 She moved towards the door。 〃While you have tea； mother；〃 she said； 〃I must tell Mr。 Hoopdriver of our arrangements。〃
〃Don't you think I〃 began the clergyman。
〃No；〃 said Jessie； very rudely； 〃I don't。〃
〃But； Jessie； haven't you already〃
〃You are already breaking the capitulation；〃 said Jessie。
〃Will you want the whole half hour？〃 said Widgery； at the bell。
〃Every minute；〃 said Jessie； in the doorway。 〃He's behaved very nobly to me。〃
〃There's tea；〃 said Widgery。
〃I've had tea。〃
〃He may not have behaved badly；〃 said the clergyman。 〃But he's certainly an astonishingly weak person to let a wrong…headed young girl〃
Jessie closed the door into the garden。
Meanwhile Mr。 Hoopdriver made a sad figure in the sunlight outside。 It was over； this wonderful excursion of his； so far as she was concerned； and with the swift blow that separated them； he realised all that those days had done for him。 He tried to grasp the bearings of their position。 Of course； they would take her away to those social altitudes of hers。 She would become an inaccessible young lady again。 Would they let him say good…bye to her？
How extraordinary it had all been！ He recalled the moment when he had first seen her riding； with the sunlight behind her； along the riverside road； he recalled that wonderful night at Bognor； remembering it as if everything had been done of his own initiative。 〃Brave； brave！〃 she had called him。 And afterwards； when she came down to him in the morning； kindly； quiet。 But ought he to have persuaded her then to return to her home？ He remembered some intention of the sort。 Now these people snatched her away from him as though he was scarcely fit to live in the same world with her。 No more he was！ He felt he had presumed upon her worldly ignorance in travelling with her day after day。 She was so dainty； so delightful； so serene。 He began to recapitulate her expressions； the light of her eyes； the turn of her face 。 。 。
He wasn't good enough to walk in the same road with her。 Nobody was。 Suppose they let him say good…bye to her； what could he say？ That？ But they were sure not to let her talk to him alone； her mother would be there aswhat was it？ Chaperone。 He'd never once had a chance of saying what he felt； indeed； it was only now he was beginning to realise what he felt。 Love I he wouldn't presume。 It was worship。 If only he could have one more chance。 He must have one more chance； somewhere； somehow。 Then he would pour out his soul to her eloquently。 He felt eloquently； and words would come。 He was dust under her feet 。 。 。
His meditation was interrupted by the click of a door handle； and Jessie appeared in the sunlight under the verandah。 〃Come away from here；〃 she said to Hoopdriver； as he rose to meet her。 〃I'm going home with them。 We have to say good…bye。〃
Mr。 Hoopdriver winced； opened and shut his mouth； and rose without a word。
XL
At first Jessie Milton and Mr。 Hoopdriver walked away from the hotel in silence。 He heard a catching in her breath and glanced at her and saw her ips pressed tight and a tear on her cheek。 Her face was hot and bright。 She was looking straight before her。 He could think of nothing to say； and thrust his hands in his pockets and looked away from her intentionally。 After a while she began to talk。 They dealt disjointedly with scenery first； and then with the means of self…education。 She took his address at Antrobus's and promised to send him some books。 But even with that it was spiritless； aching talk； Hoopdriver felt； for the fighting mood was over。 She seemed； to him； preoccupied with the memories of her late battle； and that appearance hurt him。
〃It's the end；〃 he whispered to himself。 〃It's the end。〃
They went into a hollow and up a gentle wooded slope； and came at last to a high and open space overlooking a wide expanse of country。 There； by a common impulse； they stopped。 She looked at her watcha little ostentatiously。 They stared at the billows of forest rolling away beneath them； crest beyond crest； of leafy trees； fading at last into blue。
〃The end〃 ran through his mind； to the exclusion of all speakable thoughts。
〃And so；〃 she said； presently； breaking the silence； 〃it comes to good…bye。〃
For half a minute he did not answer。 Then he gathered his resolution。 〃There is one thing I MUST say。〃
〃Well？〃 she said； surprised and abruptly forgetting the recent argument。 〃I ask no return。 But〃
Then he stopped。 〃I won't say it。 It's no good。 It would be rot from menow。 I wasn't going to say anything。 Good…bye。〃
She looked at him with a startled expression in her eyes。 〃No；〃 she said。 〃But don't forget you are going to work。 Remember； brother Chris； you are my friend。 You will work。 You are not a very strong man； you know； nowyou will forgive menor do you know all you should。 But what will you be in six years' time？〃
He stared hard in front of him still； and the lines about his weak mouth seemed to strengthen。 He knew she understood what he could not say。
〃I'll work；〃 he said； concisely。 They stood side by side for a moment。 Then he said； with a motion of his head； 〃I won't come back to THEM。 Do you mind？ Going back alone？〃
She took ten seconds to think。 〃No。〃 she said； and held out her hand； biting her nether lip。 〃GOOD…BYE；〃 she whispered。
He turned； with a whi