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And; darkly bright; are bright in dark directed。
Shakespeare。
Zanoni followed the young Neapolitan into her house; Gionetta
vanished;they were left alone。
Alone; in that room so often filled; in the old happy days; with
the wild melodies of Pisani; and now; as she saw this mysterious;
haunting; yet beautiful and stately stranger; standing on the
very spot where she had sat at her father's feet; thrilled and
spellbound;she almost thought; in her fantastic way of
personifying her own airy notions; that that spiritual Music had
taken shape and life; and stood before her glorious in the image
it assumed。 She was unconscious all the while of her own
loveliness。 She had thrown aside her hood and veil; her hair;
somewhat disordered; fell over the ivory neck which the dress
partially displayed; and as her dark eyes swam with grateful
tears; and her cheek flushed with its late excitement; the god of
light and music himself never; amidst his Arcadian valleys;
wooed; in his mortal guise; maiden or nymph more fair。
Zanoni gazed at her with a look in which admiration seemed not
unmingled with compassion。 He muttered a few words to himself;
and then addressed her aloud。
〃Viola; I have saved you from a great peril; not from dishonour
only; but perhaps from death。 The Prince di ; under a weak
despot and a venal administration; is a man above the law。 He is
capable of every crime; but amongst his passions he has such
prudence as belongs to ambition; if you were not to reconcile
yourself to your shame; you would never enter the world again to
tell your tale。 The ravisher has no heart for repentance; but he
has a hand that can murder。 I have saved you; Viola。 Perhaps
you would ask me wherefore?〃 Zanoni paused; and smiled
mournfully; as he added; 〃You will not wrong me by the thought
that he who has preserved is not less selfish than he who would
have injured。 Orphan; I do not speak to you in the language of
your wooers; enough that I know pity; and am not ungrateful for
affection。 Why blush; why tremble at the word? I read your
heart while I speak; and I see not one thought that should give
you shame。 I say not that you love me yet; happily; the fancy
may be roused long before the heart is touched。 But it has been
my fate to fascinate your eye; to influence your imagination。 It
is to warn you against what could bring you but sorrow; as I
warned you once to prepare for sorrow itself; that I am now your
guest。 The Englishman; Glyndon; loves thee well;better;
perhaps; than I can ever love; if not worthy of thee; yet; he has
but to know thee more to deserve thee better。 He may wed thee;
he may bear thee to his own free and happy land;the land of thy
mother's kin。 Forget me; teach thyself to return and deserve his
love; and I tell thee that thou wilt be honoured and be happy。〃
Viola listened with silent; inexpressible emotion; and burning
blushes; to this strange address; and when he had concluded; she
covered her face with her hands; and wept。 And yet; much as his
words were calculated to humble or irritate; to produce
indignation or excite shame; those were not the feelings with
which her eyes streamed and her heart swelled。 The woman at that
moment was lost in the child; and AS a child; with all its
exacting; craving; yet innocent desire to be loved; weeps in
unrebuking sadness when its affection is thrown austerely back
upon itself;so; without anger and without shame; wept Viola。
Zanoni contemplated her thus; as her graceful head; shadowed by
its redundant tresses; bent before him; and after a moment's
pause he drew near to her; and said; in a voice of the most
soothing sweetness; and with a half smile upon his lip;
〃Do you remember; when I told you to struggle for the light; that
I pointed for example to the resolute and earnest tree? I did
not tell you; fair child; to take example by the moth; that would
soar to the star; but falls scorched beside the lamp。 Come; I
will talk to thee。 This Englishman〃
Viola drew herself away; and wept yet more passionately。
〃This Englishman is of thine own years; not far above thine own
rank。 Thou mayst share his thoughts in life;thou mayst sleep
beside him in the same grave in death! And Ibut THAT view of
the future should concern us not。 Look into thy heart; and thou
wilt see that till again my shadow crossed thy path; there had
grown up for this thine equal a pure and calm affection that
would have ripened into love。 Hast thou never pictured to
thyself a home in which thy partner was thy young wooer?〃
〃Never!〃 said Viola; with sudden energy;〃never but to feel that
such was not the fate ordained me。 And; oh!〃 she continued;
rising suddenly; and; putting aside the tresses that veiled her
face; she fixed her eyes upon the questioner;〃and; oh! whoever
thou art that thus wouldst read my soul and shape my future; do
not mistake the sentiment that; that〃 she faltered an instant;
and went on with downcast eyes;〃that has fascinated my thoughts
to thee。 Do not think that I could nourish a love unsought and
unreturned。 It is not love that I feel for thee; stranger。 Why
should I? Thou hast never spoken to me but to admonish;and
now; to wound!〃 Again she paused; again her voice faltered; the
tears trembled on her eyelids; she brushed them away and resumed。
〃No; not love;if that be love which I have heard and read of;
and sought to simulate on the stage;but a more solemn; fearful;
and; it seems to me; almost preternatural attraction; which makes
me associate thee; waking or dreaming; with images that at once
charm and awe。 Thinkest thou; if it were love; that I could
speak to thee thus; that;〃 she raised her looks suddenly to his;
〃mine eyes could thus search and confront thine own? Stranger; I
ask but at times to see; to hear thee! Stranger; talk not to me
of others。 Forewarn; rebuke; bruise my heart; reject the not
unworthy gratitude it offers thee; if thou wilt; but come not
always to me as an omen of grief and trouble。 Sometimes have I
seen thee in my dreams surrounded by shapes of glory and light;
thy looks radiant with a celestial joy which they wear not now。
Stranger; thou hast saved me; and I thank and bless thee! Is
that also a homage thou wouldst reject?〃 With these words; she
crossed her arms meekly on her bosom; and inclined lowlily before
him。 Nor did her humility seem unwomanly or abject; nor that of
mistress to lover; of slave to master; but rather of a child to
its guardian; of a neophyte of the old religion to her priest。
Zanoni's brow was melancholy and thoughtful。 He looked at her
with a strange expression of kindness; of sorrow; yet of tender
affection; in his eyes; but his lips were stern; and his voice
cold; as he replied;
〃Do you know what you ask; Viola? Do you guess the danger to
yourselfperhaps to both of uswhich you court? Do you know
that my life; separated from the turbulent herd