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〃Son of Judah〃by that name they knew him〃son of Judah； it is you who are deceived； not we or our brethren who have your swords。 The Nazarene is not the King； neither has he the spirit of a king。 We were with him when he came into Jerusalem； we saw him in the Temple； he failed himself； and us； and Israel； at the Gate Beautiful he turned his back upon God and refused the throne of David。 He is not King； and Galilee is not with him。 He shall die the death。 But hear you； son of Judah。 We have your swords； and we are ready now to draw them and strike for freedom； and so is Galilee。 Be it for freedom； O son of Judah； for freedom！ and we will meet you at the tree of the cross。〃
The sovereign moment of his life was upon Ben…Hur。 Could he have taken the offer and said the word； history might have been other than it is； but then it would have been history ordered by men； not Godsomething that never was； and never will be。 A confusion fell upon him； he knew not how； though afterwards he attributed it to the Nazarene； for when the Nazarene was risen； he understood the death was necessary to faith in the resurrection； without which Christianity would be an empty husk。 The confusion； as has been said； left him without the faculty of decision； he stood helplesswordless even。 Covering his face with his hand； he shook with the conflict between his wish； which was what he would have ordered； and the power that was upon him。
〃Come； we are waiting for you；〃 said Simonides； the fourth time。
Thereupon he walked mechanically after the chair and the litter。 Esther walked with him。 Like Balthasar and his friends； the Wise Men； the day they went to the meeting in the desert； he was being led along the way。
CHAPTER X
When the partyBalthasar； Simonides； Ben…Hur； Esther； and the two faithful Galileansreached the place of crucifixion； Ben…Hur was in advance leading them。 How they had been able to make way through the great press of excited people； he never knew； no more did he know the road by which they came or the time it took them to come。 He had walked in total unconsciousness； neither hearing nor seeing anybody or anything； and without a thought of where he was going； or the ghostliest semblance of a purpose in his mind。 In such condition a little child could have done as much as he to prevent the awful crime he was about to witness。 The intentions of God are always strange to us； but not more so than the means by which they are wrought out； and at last made plain to our belief。
Ben…Hur came to a stop； those following him also stopped。 As a curtain rises before an audience； the spell holding him in its sleep…awake rose； and he saw with a clear understanding。
There was a space upon the top of a low knoll rounded like a skull； and dry； dusty； and without vegetation； except some scrubby hyssop。 The boundary of the space was a living wall of men； with men behind struggling； some to look over； others to look through it。 An inner wall of Roman soldiery held the dense outer wall rigidly to its place。 A centurion kept eye upon the soldiers。 Up to the very line so vigilantly guarded Ben…Hur had been led； at the line he now stood； his face to the northwest。 The knoll was the old Aramaic Golgothain Latin； Calvaria； anglicized； Calvary； translated； The Skull。
On its slopes； in the low places； on the swells and higher hills； the earth sparkled with a strange enamelling。 Look where he would outside the walled space； he saw no patch of brown soil； no rock； no green thing； he saw only thousands of eyes in ruddy faces； off a little way in the perspective only ruddy faces without eyes； off a little farther only a broad； broad circle； which the nearer view instructed him was also of faces。 And this was the ensemble of three millions of people； under it three millions of hearts throbbing with passionate interest in what was taking place upon the knoll； indifferent as to the thieves； caring only for the Nazarene； and for him only as he was an object of hate or fear or curiosityhe who loved them all； and was about to die for them。
In the spectacle of a great assemblage of people there are always the bewilderment and fascination one feels while looking over a stretch of sea in agitation； and never had this one been exceeded； yet Ben…Hur gave it but a passing glance； for that which was going on in the space described would permit no division of his interest。
Up on the knoll so high as to be above the living wall； and visible over the heads of an attending company of notables； conspicuous because of his mitre and vestments and his haughty air； stood the high priest。 Up the knoll still higher； up quite to the round summit； so as to be seen far and near； was the Nazarene； stooped and suffering； but silent。 The wit among the guard had complemented the crown upon his head by putting a reed in his hand for a sceptre。 Clamors blew upon him like blastslaughterexecrationssometimes both together indistinguishably。 A manONLY a man； O reader； would have charged the blasts with the remainder of his love for the race； and let it go forever。
All the eyes then looking were fixed upon the Nazarene。 It may have been pity with which he was moved； whatever the cause； Ben…Hur was conscious of a change in his feelings。 A conception of something better than the best of this lifesomething so much better that it could serve a weak man with strength to endure agonies of spirit as well as of body； something to make death welcomeperhaps another life purer than this oneperhaps the spirit…life which Balthasar held to so fast； began to dawn upon his mind clearer and clearer； bringing to him a certain sense that； after all； the mission of the Nazarene was that of guide across the boundary for such as loved him； across the boundary to where his kingdom was set up and waiting for him。 Then； as something borne through the air out of the almost forgotten； he heard again； or seemed to hear； the saying of the Nazarene；
〃I AM THE RESURRECTION AND THE LIFE。〃
And the words repeated themselves over and over； and took form； and the dawn touched them with its light； and filled them with a new meaning。 And as men repeat a question to grasp and fix the meaning； he asked； gazing at the figure on the hill fainting under its crown； Who the Resurrection？ and who the Life？
〃I AM；〃
the figure seemed to sayand say it for him； for instantly he was sensible of a peace such as he had never knownthe peace which is the end of doubt and mystery； and the beginning of faith and love and clear understanding。
From this dreamy state Ben…Hur was aroused by the sound of hammering。 On the summit of the knoll he observed then what had escaped him beforesome soldiers and workmen preparing the crosses。 The holes for planting the trees were ready； and now the transverse beams were being fitted to their places。
〃Bid the men make haste；〃 said the high…priest to the centurion。 〃These〃and he pointed to the Nazarene〃must be dead by the going…down of the sun； and buried that the land may not be defiled。 Such is the Law。〃
With a better mind； a soldier went to the Nazarene and offered him something to drink； but he refused the cup。 Then another went to him and took from his neck the board wi