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although he had resolved not to hasten matters; he stammered:
〃Wellwhywhy do you not resumethat professionunderthe name
of Duroy?〃
She became suddenly serious; and placing her hand on his arm; she
said: 〃Do not let us speak of that yet。〃
Divining that she would accept him; he fell upon his knees; and
passionately kissed her hands; saying:
〃Thank youthank youhow I love you。〃
She rose; she was very pale。 Duroy kissed her brow。 When she had
disengaged herself from his embrace; she said gravely: 〃Listen; my
friend; I have not yet fully decided; but my answer may be 'yes。'
You must wait patiently; however; until I disclose the secret to
you。〃
He promised and left her; his heart overflowing with joy。 He worked
steadily; spent little; tried to save some money that he might not
be without a sou at the time of his marriage; and became as miserly
as he had once been prodigal。 Summer glided by; then autumn; and no
one suspected the tie existing between Duroy and Mme。 Forestier; for
they seldom met in public。
One evening Madeleine said to him: 〃You have not yet told Mme。 de
Marelle our plans?〃
〃No; my dear; as you wished them kept secret; I have not mentioned
them to a soul。〃
〃Very well; there is plenty of time。 I will tell the Walters。〃
She turned away her head and continued: 〃If you wish; we can be
married the beginning of May。〃
〃I obey you in all things joyfully。〃
〃The tenth of May; which falls on Saturday; would please me; for it
is my birthday。〃
〃Very well; the tenth of May。〃
〃Your parents live near Rouen; do they not?〃
〃Yes; near Rouen; at Canteleu。〃
〃I am very anxious to see them!〃
He hesitated; perplexed: 〃Butthey are〃 Then he added more
firmly: 〃My dear; they are plain; country people; innkeepers; who
strained every nerve to give me an education。 I am not ashamed of
them; but theirsimplicitytheir rusticity might annoy you。〃
She smiled sweetly。 〃No; I will love them very much。 We will visit
them; I wish to。 I; too; am the child of humble parentsbut I lost
mineI have no one in the world〃she held out her hand to him
〃but you。〃
He was affected; conquered as he had never been by any woman。
〃I have been thinking of something;〃 said she; 〃but it is difficult
to explain。〃
He asked: 〃What is it?〃
〃It is this: I am like all women。 I have mymy weaknesses。 I should
like to bear a noble name。 Can you not on the occasion of our
marriage change your name somewhat?〃 She blushed as if she had
proposed something indelicate。
He replied simply: 〃I have often thought of it; but it does not seem
easy to me。〃
〃Why not?〃
He laughed。 〃Because I am afraid I should be ridiculed。〃
She shrugged her shoulders。 〃Not at allnot at all。 Everyone does
it; and no one laughs。 Separate your name in this way: Du Roy。 It
sounds very well。〃
He replied: 〃No; that will not do; it is too common a proceeding。 I
have thought of assuming the name of my native place; first as a
literary pseudonym and then as my surname in conjunction with Duroy;
which might later on; as you proposed; be separated。〃
She asked: 〃Is your native place Canteleu?〃
〃Yes。〃
〃I do not like the termination。 Could we not modify it?〃
She took a pen and wrote down the names in order to study them。
Suddenly she cried: 〃Now I have it;〃 and held toward him a sheet of
paper on which was written: 〃Mme。 Duroy de Cantel。〃
Gravely he replied: 〃Yes; it is very nice。〃
She was delighted; and repeated: 〃Duroy de Cantel。 Mme。 Duroy de
Cantel。 It is excellent; excellent!〃
Then she added with an air of conviction: 〃You will see how easily
it will be accepted by everyone! After to…morrow; sign your articles
'D。 de Cantel;' and your 'Echoes' simply 'Duroy。' That is done on
the press every day and no one will be surprised to see you take a
nom de plume。 What is your father's name?〃
〃Alexandre。〃
She murmured 〃Alexandre!〃 two or three times in succession; then she
wrote upon a blank sheet:
〃M。 and Mme。 Alexandre du Roy de Cantel announce the marriage of
their son; M。 Georges du Roy de Cantel with Mme。 Forestier。〃
She examined her writing; and; charmed with the effect; exclaimed:
〃With a little method one can succeed in anything。〃
When Georges reached the street resolved to call himself;
henceforth; 〃Du Roy;〃 or even 〃Du Roy de Cantel;〃 it seemed to him
that he was of more importance。 He swaggered more boldly; held his
head more erect and walked as he thought gentlemen should。 He felt a
desire to inform the passers…by; 〃My name is Du Roy de Cantel。〃
Scarcely had he entered his apartments when the thought of Mme。 de
Marelle rendered him uneasy; and he wrote to her immediately;
appointing a meeting for the following day。
〃It will be hard;〃 thought he。 〃There will be a quarrel surely。〃
The next morning he received a telegram from Madame; informing him
that she would be with him at one o'clock。 He awaited her
impatiently; determined to confess at once and afterward to argue
with her; to tell her that he could not remain a bachelor
indefinitely; and that; as M。 de Marelle persisted in living; he had
been compelled to choose some one else as a legal companion。 When
the bell rang; his heart gave a bound。
Mme。 de Marelle entered and cast herself into his arms; saying:
〃Good afternoon; Bel…Ami。〃 Perceiving that his embrace was colder
than usual; she glanced up at him and asked: 〃What ails you?〃
〃Take a seat;〃 said he。 〃We must talk seriously。〃
She seated herself without removing her hat; and waited。 He cast
down his eyes; he was preparing to commence。
Finally he said slowly: 〃My dear friend; you see that I am very much
perplexed; very sad; and very much embarrassed by what I have to
confess to you。 I love you; I love you with all my heart; and the
fear of giving you pain grieves me more than what I have to tell
you。〃
She turned pale; trembled; and asked: 〃What is it? Tell me quickly。〃
He said sadly but resolutely: 〃I am going to be married。〃
She sighed like one about to lose consciousness; then she gasped;
but did not speak。
He continued: 〃You cannot imagine how much I suffered before taking
that resolution。 But I have neither position nor money。 I am alone
in Paris; I must have near me some one who can counsel; comfort; and
support me。 What I need is an associate; an ally; and I have found
one!〃 He paused; hoping that she would reply; expecting an outburst
of furious rage; reproaches; and insults。 She pressed her hand to
her heart and breathed with difficulty。 He took the hand resting on
the arm of the chair; but she drew it away and murmured as if
stupefied: 〃Oh; my God!〃
He fell upon his knees before her; without; however; venturing to
touch her; more moved by her silence than he would have been by her
anger。
〃Clo; my little Clo; you understand my position。 Oh; if I could have
married you; what happiness it would have afforded me! But you were
married! What could I do? Just think of it! I must make my way in
the world and I can never do so as long as I have no domestic ties。
If you knew。 There are days when I should like to kill your
husband。〃 He spoke in a low; seductive voice。 He saw two tears
gather in Mm