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and received with unbelieving protests。
〃John is a good man； but he has his faults； and you must learn to see and bear with them； remembering your own。 He is very decided； but never will be obstinate； if you reason kindly； not oppose impatiently。 He is very accurate； and particular about the trutha good trait； though you call him ‘fussy'。 Never deceive him by look or word； Meg； and he will give you the confidence you deserve； the support you need。 He has a temper； not like oursone flash and then all overbut the white； still anger that is seldom stirred； but once kindled is hard to quench。 Be careful； be very careful； not to wake his anger against yourself； for peace and happiness depend on keeping his respect。 Watch yourself； be the first to ask pardon if you both err； and guard against the little piques； misunderstandings； and hasty words that often pave the way for bitter sorrow and regret。〃
These words came back to Meg； as she sat sewing in the sunset； especially the last。 This was the first serious disagreement； her own hasty speeches sounded both silly and unkind； as she recalled them； her own anger looked childish now； and thoughts of poor John coming home to such a scene quite melted her heart。 She glanced at him with tears in her eyes； but he did not see them。 She put down her work and got up； thinking； 〃I will be the first to say； ‘Forgive me'； but he did not seem to hear her。 She went very slowly across the room； for pride was hard to swallow； and stood by him； but he did not turn his head。 For a minute she felt as if she really couldn't do it； then came the thought； This is the beginning。 I'll do my part； and have nothing to reproach myself with；〃 and stooping sown； she softly kissed her husband on the forehead。 Of course that settled it。 The penitent kiss was better than a world of words； and John had her on his knee in a minute； saying tenderly。。。
〃It was too bad to laugh at the poor little jelly pots。 Forgive me； dear。 I never will again！〃
But he did； oh bless you； yes； hundreds of times； and so did Meg； both declaring that it was the sweetest jelly they ever made； for family peace was preserved in that little family jar。
After this； Meg had Mr。 Scott to dinner by special invitation； and served him up a pleasant feast without a cooked wife for the first course； on which occasion she was so gay and gracious； and made everything go off so charmingly； that Mr。 Scott told John he was a lucky fellow； and shook his head over the hardships of bachelorhood all the way home。
In the autumn； new trials and experiences came to Meg。 Sallie Moffat renewed her friendship； was always running out for a dish of gossip at the little house； or inviting ‘that poor dear' to come in and spend the day at the big house。 It was pleasant； for in dull weather Meg often felt lonely。 All were busy at home； John absent till night； and nothing to do but sew； or read； or potter about。 So it naturally fell out that Meg got into the way of gadding and gossiping with her friend。 Seeing Sallie's pretty things made her long for such； and pity herself because she had not got them。 Sallie was very kind； and often offered her the coveted trifles； but Meg declined them； knowing that John wouldn't like it； and then this foolish little woman went and did what John disliked even worse。
She knew her husband's income； and she loved to feel that he trusted her； not only with his happiness； but what some men seem to value morehis money。 She knew where it was； was free to take what she liked； and all he asked was that she should keep account of every penny； pay bills once a month； and remember that she was a poor man's wife。 Till now she had done well； been prudent and exact； kept her little account books neatly； and showed them to him monthly without fear。 But that autumn the serpent got into Meg's paradise； and tempted her like many a modern Eve； not with apples； but with dress。 Meg didn't like to be pitied and made to feel poor。 It irritated her； but she was ashamed to confess it； and now and then she tried to console herself by buying something pretty； so that Sallie needn't think she had to economize。 She always felt wicked after it； for the pretty things were seldom necessaries； but then they cost so little； it wasn't worth worrying about； so the trifles increased unconsciously； and in the shopping excursions she was no longer a passive looker…on。
But the trifles cost more than one would imagine； and when she cast up her accounts at the end of the month the sum total rather scared her。 John was busy that month and left the bills to her； the next month he was absent； but the third he had a grand quarterly settling up； and Meg never forgot it。 A few days before she had done a dreadful thing； and it weighed upon her conscience。 Sallie had been buying silks； and Meg longed for a new one； just a handsome light one for parties； her black silk was so common； and thin things for evening wear were only proper for girls。 Aunt March usually gave the sisters a present of twenty…five dollars apiece at New Year's。 That was only a month to wait； and here was a lovely violet silk going at a bargain； and she had the money； if she only dared to take it。 John always said what was his was hers； but would he think it right to spend not only the prospective five…and…twenty； but another five…and…twenty out of the household fund？ That was the question。 Sallie had urged her to do it； had offered to lend the money； and with the best intentions in life had tempted Meg beyond her strength。 In an evil moment the shopman held up the lovely； shimmering folds； and said； 〃A bargain； I assure； you； ma'am。〃 She answered； 〃I'll take it；〃 and it was cut off and paid for； and Sallie had exulted； and she had laughed as if it were a thing of no consequence； and driven away； feeling as if she had stolen something； and the police were after her。
When she got home； she tried to assuage the pangs of remorse by spreading forth the lovely silk； but it looked less silvery now； didn't become her； after all； and the words ‘fifty dollars' seemed stamped like a pattern down each breadth。 She put it away； but it haunted her； not delightfully as a new dress should； but dreadfully like the ghost of a folly that was not easily laid。 When John got out his books that night； Meg's heart sank； and for the first time in her married life； she was afraid of her husband。 The kind； brown eyes looked as if they could be stern； and though he was unusually merry； she fancied he had found her out； but didn't mean to let her know it。 The house bills were all paid； the books all in order。 John had praised her； and was undoing the old pocketbook which they called the ‘bank'； when Meg； knowing that it was quite empty； stopped his hand； saying nervously。。。
〃You haven't seen my private expense book yet。〃
John never asked to see it； but she always insisted on his doing so； and used to enjoy his masculine amazement at the queer things women wanted； and made him guess what piping was； demand fiercely the meaning of a hug…me…tight； or wonder how a little thing composed of three rosebuds； a bit of velvet； and a pair of strings； could possibly be a bonnet； and cost six dollars。 That night he looked as if he would l