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escape； and then； to get the reward； catch them and
return them to their masters。 I was afraid that these
seemingly good men might use me so； but I never…
theless remembered their advice； and from that time
I resolved to run away。 I looked forward to a time
at which it would be safe for me to escape。 I was
too young to think of doing so immediately； besides；
I wished to learn how to write； as I might have oc…
casion to write my own pass。 I consoled myself with
the hope that I should one day find a good chance。
Meanwhile； I would learn to write。
The idea as to how I might learn to write was
suggested to me by being in Durgin and Bailey's
ship…yard； and frequently seeing the ship carpenters；
after hewing； and getting a piece of timber ready
for use； write on the timber the name of that part
of the ship for which it was intended。 When a piece
of timber was intended for the larboard side； it
would be marked thus〃L。〃 When a piece was for
the starboard side； it would be marked thus〃S。〃 A
piece for the larboard side forward； would be marked
thus〃L。 F。〃 When a piece was for starboard side
forward； it would be marked thus〃S。 F。〃 For lar…
board aft； it would be marked thus〃L。 A。〃 For star…
board aft； it would be marked thus〃S。 A。〃 I soon
learned the names of these letters； and for what
they were intended when placed upon a piece of
timber in the ship…yard。 I immediately commenced
copying them； and in a short time was able to make
the four letters named。 After that； when I met with
any boy who I knew could write； I would tell him
I could write as well as he。 The next word would be；
〃I don't believe you。 Let me see you try it。〃 I would
then make the letters which I had been so fortunate
as to learn； and ask him to beat that。 In this way I
got a good many lessons in writing； which it is quite
possible I should never have gotten in any other way。
During this time； my copy…book was the board fence；
brick wall； and pavement； my pen and ink was a
lump of chalk。 With these； I learned mainly how to
write。 I then commenced and continued copying the
Italics in Webster's Spelling Book； until I could make
them all without looking on the book。 By this time；
my little Master Thomas had gone to school； and
learned how to write； and had written over a number
of copy…books。 These had been brought home； and
shown to some of our near neighbors； and then laid
aside。 My mistress used to go to class meeting at
the Wilk Street meetinghouse every Monday after…
noon； and leave me to take care of the house。 When
left thus； I used to spend the time in writing in the
spaces left in Master Thomas's copy…book； copying
what he had written。 I continued to do this until I
could write a hand very similar to that of Master
Thomas。 Thus； after a long； tedious effort for years；
I finally succeeded in learning how to write。
CHAPTER VIII
In a very short time after I went to live at Balti…
more； my old master's youngest son Richard died；
and in about three years and six months after his
death； my old master； Captain Anthony； died； leav…
only his son； Andrew； and daughter； Lucretia； to
share his estate。 He died while on a visit to see his
daughter at Hillsborough。 Cut off thus unexpectedly；
he left no will as to the disposal of his property。 It
was therefore necessary to have a valuation of the
property； that it might be equally divided between
Mrs。 Lucretia and Master Andrew。 I was immedi…
ately sent for； to be valued with the other property。
Here again my feelings rose up in detestation of
slavery。 I had now a new conception of my degraded
condition。 Prior to this； I had become； if not in…
sensible to my lot； at least partly so。 I left Baltimore
with a young heart overborne with sadness； and a
soul full of apprehension。 I took passage with Cap…
tain Rowe； in the schooner Wild Cat； and； after a
sail of about twenty…four hours； I found myself near
the place of my birth。 I had now been absent from
it almost； if not quite； five years。 I； however； re…
membered the place very well。 I was only about
five years old when I left it； to go and live with my
old master on Colonel Lloyd's plantation； so that
I was now between ten and eleven years old。
We were all ranked together at the valuation。 Men
and women； old and young； married and single； were
ranked with horses； sheep； and swine。 There were
horses and men； cattle and women； pigs and chil…
dren； all holding the same rank in the scale of being；
and were all subjected to the same narrow examina…
tion。 Silvery…headed age and sprightly youth； maids
and matrons； had to undergo the same indelicate
inspection。 At this moment； I saw more clearly than
ever the brutalizing effects of slavery upon both
slave and slaveholder。
After the valuation； then came the division。 I have
no language to express the high excitement and deep
anxiety which were felt among us poor slaves during
this time。 Our fate for life was now to be decided。
we had no more voice in that decision than the
brutes among whom we were ranked。 A single word
from the white men was enoughagainst all our
wishes； prayers； and entreatiesto sunder forever the
dearest friends； dearest kindred； and strongest ties
known to human beings。 In addition to the pain of
separation； there was the horrid dread of falling into
the hands of Master Andrew。 He was known to us
all as being a most cruel wretch；a common drunk…
ard； who had； by his reckless mismanagement and
profligate dissipation； already wasted a large por…
tion of his father's property。 We all felt that we
might as well be sold at once to the Georgia traders；
as to pass into his hands； for we knew that that
would be our inevitable condition；a condition held
by us all in the utmost horror and dread。
I suffered more anxiety than most of my fellow…
slaves。 I had known what it was to be kindly treated；
they had known nothing of the kind。 They had seen
little or nothing of the world。 They were in very
deed men and women of sorrow； and acquainted with
grief。 Their backs had been made familiar with the
bloody lash； so that they had become callous； mine
was yet tender； for while at Baltimore I got few whip…
pings； and few slaves could boast of a kinder master
and mistress than myself； and the thought of pass…
ing out of their hands into those of Master Andrew
a man who； but a few days before； to give me a
sample of his bloody disposition； took my little
brother by the throat； threw him on the ground； and
with the heel of his boot stamped upon his head
till the blood gushed from his nose and earswas
well calculated to make me anxious as to my fate。
After he had committed this savage outrage upon
my brother； he turned to me； and said that was the
way he meant to serve me one of these days；mean…
ing； I suppose； when I came into his p