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an old maid-第35章

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Normandie; were also most alarming。



〃If we bought our own horses;〃 said the Ronceret circle; 〃we couldn't

sell them to those who come to buy。〃



Stupid as it was; this reasoning seemed sound; for surely such a

course would prevent the region from grasping the money of foreigners。

In the eyes of the provinces wealth consisted less in the rapid

turning over of money than in sterile accumulation。 It may be

mentioned here that Penelope succumbed to a pleurisy which she

acquired about six weeks before the marriage; nothing could save her。



Madame Granson; Mariette; Madame du Coudrai; Madame du Ronceret; and

through them the whole town; remarked that Madame du Bousquier entered

the church WITH HER LEFT FOOT;an omen all the more dreadful because

the term Left was beginning to acquire a political meaning。 The priest

whose duty it was to read the opening formula opened his book by

chance at the De Profundis。 Thus the marriage was accompanied by

circumstances so fateful; so alarming; so annihilating that no one

dared to augur well of it。 Matters; in fact; went from bad to worse。

There was no wedding party; the married pair departed immediately for

Prebaudet。 Parisian customs; said the community; were about to triumph

over time…honored provincial ways。



The marriage of Jacquelin and Josette now took place: it was gay; and

they were the only two persons in Alencon who refuted the sinister

prophecies relating to the marriage of their mistress。



Du Bousquier determined to use the proceeds of the sale of his late

residence in restoring and modernizing the hotel Cormon。 He decided to

remain through two seasons at Prebaudet; and took the Abbe de Sponde

with them。 This news spread terror through the town; where every

individual felt that du Bousquier was about to drag the community into

the fatal path of 〃comfort。〃 This fear increased when the inhabitants

of Alencon saw the bridegroom driving in from Prebaudet one morning to

inspect his works; in a fine tilbury drawn by a new horse; having Rene

at his side in livery。 The first act of his administration had been to

place his wife's savings on the Grand…Livre; which was then quoted at

67 fr。 50 cent。 In the space of one year; during which he played

constantly for a rise; he made himself a personal fortune almost as

considerable as that of his wife。



But all these foreboding prophecies; these perturbing innovations;

were superseded and surpassed by an event connected with this marriage

which gave a still more fatal aspect to it。



On the very evening of the ceremony; Athanase and his mother were

sitting; after their dinner; over a little fire of fagots; which the

servant lighted usually at dessert。



〃Well; we will go this evening to the du Roncerets'; inasmuch as we

have lost Mademoiselle Cormon;〃 said Madame Granson。 〃Heavens! how

shall I ever accustom myself to call her Madame du Bousquier! that

name burns my lips。〃



Athanase looked at his mother with a constrained and melancholy air;

he could not smile; but he seemed to wish to welcome that naive

sentiment which soothed his wound; though it could not cure his

anguish。



〃Mamma;〃 he said; in the voice of his childhood; so tender was it; and

using the name he had abandoned for several years;〃my dear mamma; do

not let us go out just yet; it is so pleasant here before the fire。〃



The mother heard; without comprehending; that supreme prayer of a

mortal sorrow。



〃Yes; let us stay; my child;〃 she said。 〃I like much better to talk

with you and listen to your projects than to play at boston and lose

my money。〃



〃You are so handsome to…night I love to look at you。 Besides; I am in

a current of ideas which harmonize with this poor little salon where

we have suffered so much。〃



〃And where we shall still suffer; my poor Athanase; until your works

succeed。 For myself; I am trained to poverty; but you; my treasure! to

see your youth go by without a joy! nothing but toil for my poor boy

in life! That thought is like an illness to a mother; it tortures me

at night; it wakes me in the morning。 O God! what have I done? for

what crime dost thou punish me thus?〃



She left her sofa; took a little chair; and sat close to Athanase; so

as to lay her head on the bosom of her child。 There is always the

grace of love in true motherhood。 Athanase kissed her on the eyes; on

her gray hair; on her forehead; with the sacred desire of laying his

soul wherever he applied his lips。



〃I shall never succeed;〃 he said; trying to deceive his mother as to

the fatal resolution he was revolving in his mind。



〃Pooh! don't get discouraged。 As you often say; thought can do all

things。 With ten bottles of ink; ten reams of paper; and his powerful

will; Luther upset all Europe。 Well; you'll make yourself famous; you

will do good things by the same means which he used to do evil things。

Haven't you said so yourself? For my part; I listen to you; I

understand you a great deal more than you think I do;for I still

bear you in my bosom; and your every thought still stirs me as your

slightest motion did in other days。〃



〃I shall never succeed here; mamma; and I don't want you to witness

the sight of my struggles; my misery; my anguish。 Oh; mother; let me

leave Alencon! I want to suffer away from you。〃



〃And I wish to be at your side;〃 replied his mother; proudly。 〃Suffer

without your mother!that poor mother who would be your servant if

necessary; who will efface herself rather than injure you; your

mother; who will never shame you。 No; no; Athanase; we must not part。〃



Athanase clung to his mother with the ardor of a dying man who clings

to life。



〃But I wish it; nevertheless。 If not; you will lose me; this double

grief; yours and mine; is killing me。 You would rather I lived than

died?〃



Madame Granson looked at her son with a haggard eye。



〃So this is what you have been brooding?〃 she said。 〃They told me

right。 Do you really mean to go?〃



〃Yes。〃



〃You will not go without telling me; without warning me? You must have

an outfit and money。 I have some louis sewn into my petticoat; I shall

give them to you。〃



Athanase wept。



〃That's all I wanted to tell you;〃 he said。 〃Now I'll take you to the

du Roncerets'。 Come。〃



The mother and the son went out。 Athanase left his mother at the door

of the house where she intended to pass the evening。 He looked long at

the light which came through the shutters; he clung closely to the

wall; and a frenzied joy came over him when he presently heard his

mother say; 〃He has great independence of heart。〃



〃Poor mother! I have deceived her;〃 he cried; as he made his way to

the Sarthe。



He reached the noble poplar beneath which he had meditated so much for

the last forty days; and where he had placed two heavy stones on which

he now sat down。 He contemplated that beautiful nature lighted by the

moon; he reviewed once more the glorious future he had lo
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