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Street and began walking in dimly lighted streets filled with frame houses。
Out of doors under the black sky filled with stars he forgot his companions of the pool room。 Because it was dark and he was alone he began to talk aloud。 In a spirit of play he reeled along the street imitating a drunken man and then imagined himself a soldier clad in shining boots that reached to the knees and wearing a sword that jingled as he walked。 As a soldier he pictured himself as an inspector； passing before a long line of men who stood at attention。 He began to examine the accoutrements of the men。 Before a tree he stopped and began to scold。 〃Your pack is not in order；〃 he said sharply。 〃How many times will I have to speak of this matter？ Everything must be in order here。 We have a difficult task be… fore us and no difficult task can be done without order。〃
Hypnotized by his own words； the young man stumbled along the board sidewalk saying more words。 〃There is a law for armies and for men too；〃 he muttered； lost in reflection。 〃The law begins with little things and spreads out until it covers every… thing。 In every little thing there must be order； in the place where men work； in their clothes； in their thoughts。 I myself must be orderly。 I must learn that law。 I must get myself into touch with something orderly and big that swings through the night like a star。 In my little way I must begin to learn some… thing； to give and swing and work with life； with the law。〃
George Willard stopped by a picket fence near a street lamp and his body began to tremble。 He had never before thought such thoughts as had just come into his head and he wondered where they had come from。 For the moment it seemed to him that some voice outside of himself had been talking as he walked。 He was amazed and delighted with his own mind and when he walked on again spoke of the matter with fervor。 〃To come out of Ransom Surbeck's pool room and think things like that；〃 he whispered。 〃It is better to be alone。 If I talked like Art Wilson the boys would understand me but they wouldn't understand what I've been thinking down here。〃
In Winesburg； as in all Ohio towns of twenty years ago； there was a section in which lived day laborers。 As the time of factories had not yet come； the laborers worked in the fields or were section hands on the railroads。 They worked twelve hours a day and received one dollar for the long day of toil。 The houses in which they lived were small cheaply constructed wooden affairs with a garden at the back。 The more comfortable among them kept cows and perhaps a pig； housed in a little shed at the rear of the garden。
With his head filled with resounding thoughts； George Willard walked into such a street on the clear January night。 The street was dimly lighted and in places there was no sidewalk。 In the scene that lay about him there was something that excited his al… ready aroused fancy。 For a year he had been devot… ing all of his odd moments to the reading of books and now some tale he had read concerning fife in old world towns of the middle ages came sharply back to his mind so that he stumbled forward with the curious feeling of one revisiting a place that had been a part of some former existence。 On an impulse he turned out of the street and went into a little dark alleyway behind the sheds in which lived the cows and pigs。
For a half hour he stayed in the alleyway； smelling the strong smell of animals too closely housed and letting his mind play with the strange new thoughts that came to him。 The very rankness of the smell of manure in the clear sweet air awoke something heady in his brain。 The poor little houses lighted by kerosene lamps； the smoke from the chimneys mounting straight up into the clear air； the grunting of pigs； the women clad in cheap calico dresses and washing dishes in the kitchens； the footsteps of men coming out of the houses and going off to the stores and saloons of Main Street； the dogs barking and the children cryingall of these things made him seem； as he lurked in the darkness； oddly detached and apart from all life。
The excited young man； unable to bear the weight of his own thoughts； began to move cautiously along the alleyway。 A dog attacked him and had to be driven away with stones； and a man appeared at the door of one of the houses and swore at the dog。 George went into a vacant lot and throwing back his head looked up at the sky。 He felt unutterably big and remade by the simple experience through which he had been passing and in a kind of fervor of emo… tion put up his hands； thrusting them into the dark… ness above his head and muttering words。 The desire to say words overcame him and he said words without meaning； rolling them over on his tongue and saying them because they were brave words； full of meaning。 〃Death；〃 he muttered； night； the sea； fear； loveliness。〃
George Willard came out of the vacant lot and stood again on the sidewalk facing the houses。 He felt that all of the people in the little street must be brothers and sisters to him and he wished he had the courage to call them out of their houses and to shake their hands。 〃If there were only a woman here I would take hold of her hand and we would run until we were both tired out；〃 he thought。 〃That would make me feel better。〃 With the thought of a woman in his mind he walked out of the street and went toward the house where Belle Carpenter lived。 He thought she would understand his mood and that he could achieve in her presence a position he had long been wanting to achieve。 In the past when he had been with her and had kissed her lips he had come away filled with anger at himself。 He had felt like one being used for some obscure purpose and had not enjoyed the feeling。 Now he thought he had suddenly become too big to be used。
When George got to Belle Carpenter's house there had already been a visitor there before him。 Ed Handby had come to the door and calling Belle out of the house had tried to talk to her。 He had wanted to ask the woman to come away with him and to be his wife； but when she came and stood by the door he lost his self…assurance and became sullen。 〃You stay away from that kid；〃 he growled； thinking of George Willard； and then； not knowing what else to say； turned to go away。 〃If I catch you together I will break your bones and his too；〃 he added。 The bartender had come to woo； not to threaten； and was angry with himself because of his failure。
When her lover had departed Belle went indoors and ran hurriedly upstairs。 From a window at the upper part of the house she saw Ed Handby cross the street and sit down on a horse block before the house of a neighbor。 In the dim light the man sat motionless holding his head in his hands。 She was made happy by the sight； and when George Willard came to the door she greeted him effusively and hurriedly put on her hat。 She thought that； as she walked through the streets with young Willard； Ed Handby would follow and she wanted to make him suffer。
For an hour Belle Carpenter and the young re… porter walked about under the trees in the sweet night air。 George Willard was full of big words。 The sense of power that had c