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at the Matabele camp; looked down upon the Makalanga moving about the

first enclosure far below。 By the aid of the glasses Benita even

thought that she recognised Tamas; although of this it was difficult

to be sure; for they were all very much alike。 Still; the discovery

quite excited her。



〃I am sure it is Tamas;〃 she said。 〃And oh! how I wish that we were

down there with him; although it is true that then we should be nearer

to the Matabele。 But they are better than Mr。 Meyer; much better。〃



Now for a while they were silent; till at length she said suddenly:



〃Father; you are keeping something back from me; and things begin to

come back。 Tell me; did I go anywhere last night with Mr。 Meyeryou

and he and I together?〃



He hesitated and looked guilty; Mr。 Clifford was not a good actor。



〃I see that we did; I am sure that we did。 Father; tell me。 I must

know; I will know。〃



Then he gave way。



〃I didn't want to speak; dear; but perhaps it is best。 It is a very

strange story。 Will you promise not to be upset?〃



〃I will promise not to be more upset than I am at present;〃 she

answered; with a sad little laugh。 〃Go on。〃



〃You remember that Jacob Meyer wanted to mesmerize you?〃



〃I am not likely to forget it;〃 she answered。



〃Well; last night he did mesmerize you。〃



〃What?〃 she said。 〃/What?/ Oh! how dreadful! Now I understand it all。

But when?〃



〃When you were sound asleep; I suppose。 At least; the first I knew of

it was that some noise woke me; and I came out of the hut to see you

following him like a dead woman; with a lamp in your hand。〃



Then he told her all the story; while she listened aghast。



〃How dared he!〃 she gasped; when her father had finished the long

tale。 〃I hate him; I almost wish that you had killed him;〃 and she

clenched her little hands and shook them in the air。



〃That is not very Christian of you; Miss Clifford;〃 said a voice

behind her。 〃But it is past one o'clock; and as I am still alive I

have come to tell you that it is time for luncheon。〃



Benita wheeled round upon the stone on which she sat; and there;

standing amidst the bushes a little way from the foot of the wall; was

Jacob Meyer。 Their eyes met; hers were full of defiance; and his of

conscious power。



〃I do not want any luncheon; Mr。 Meyer;〃 she said。



〃But I am sure that you do。 Please come down and have some。 Please

come down。〃



The words were spoken humbly; almost pleadingly; yet to Benita they

seemed as a command。 At any rate; with slow reluctance she climbed

down the shattered wall; followed by her father; and without speaking

they went back to their camping place; all three of them; Jacob

leading the way。



When they had eaten; or made pretence to eat; he spoke。



〃I see that your father has told you everything; Miss Clifford; and of

that I am glad。 As for me; it would have been awkward; who must ask

your forgiveness for so much。 But what could I do? I knew; as I have

always known; that it was only possible to find this treasure by your

help。 So I gave you something to make you sleep; and then in your

sleep I hypnotized you; andyou know the rest。 I have great

experience in this art; but I have never seen or heard of anything

like what happened; and I hope I never shall again。〃



Hitherto Benita had sat silent; but now her burning indignation and

curiosity overcame her shame and hatred。



〃Mr。 Meyer;〃 she said; 〃you have done a shameful and a wicked thing;

and I tell you at once that I can never forgive you。〃



〃Don't say that。 Please don't say that;〃 he interrupted in tones of

real grief。 〃Make allowances for me。 I had to learn; and there was no

other way。 You are a born clairvoyante; one among ten thousand; my art

told me so; and you know all that is at stake。〃



〃By which you mean so many ounces of gold; Mr。 Meyer。〃



〃By which I mean the greatness that gold can give; Miss Clifford。〃



〃Such greatness; Mr。 Meyer; as a week of fever; or a Matabele spear;

or God's will can rob you of。 But the thing is done; and soon or late

the sin must be paid for。 Now I want to ask you a question。 You

believe in nothing; you have told me so several times。 You say that

there is no such thing as a spirit; that when we die; we die; and

there's an end。 Do you not?〃



〃Yes; I do。〃



〃Then tell me; what was it that spoke out of my lips last night; and

how came it that I; who know no Portuguese; talked to you in that

tongue?〃



He shrugged his shoulders。



〃You have put a difficult question; but one I think that can be

answered。 There is no such thing as a spirit; an identity that

survives death。 But there is such a thing as the subconscious self;

which is part of the animating principle of the universe; and; if only

its knowledge can be unsealed; knows all that has passed and all that

is passing in that universe。 One day perhaps you will read the works

of my compatriot; Hegel; and there you will find it spoken of。〃



〃You explain nothing。〃



〃I am about to explain; Miss Clifford。 Last night I gave to your sub…

conscious selfthat which knows allthe strength of liberty; so that

it saw the past as it happened in this place。 Already you knew the

story of the dead girl; Benita da Ferreira; and that story you

re…enacted; talking the tongue she used as you would have talked Greek

or any other tongue; had it been hers。 It was not her spirit that

animated you; although at the time I called it so for shortness; but

your own buried knowledge; tricked out and furnished by the effort of

your human imagination。 That her name; Benita; should have been yours

also is no doubt a strange coincidence; but no more。 Also we have no

proof that it was so; only what you said in your trance。〃



〃Perhaps;〃 said Benita; who was in no mood for philosophical argument。

〃Perhaps also one day you will see a spirit; Mr。 Meyer; and think

otherwise。〃



〃When I see a spirit and know that it is a spirit; then doubtless I

shall believe in spirits。 But what is the good of talking of such

things? I do not seek spirits; I seek Portuguese gold。 Now; I am sure

you can tell where that gold lies。 You would have told us last night;

had not your nervous strength failed you; who are unaccustomed to the

state of trance。 Speaking as Benita da Ferreira; you said that you saw

it and described its condition。 Then you could; or would; say no more;

and it became necessary to waken you。 Miss Clifford; you must let me

mesmerize you once again for a few minutes only; for then we will

waste no time on past histories; and we shall find the gold。 Unless;

indeed;〃 he added by an afterthought; and looking at her sharply; 〃you

know already where it is; in which case I need not trouble you。〃



〃I do not know; Mr。 Meyer。 I remember nothing about the gold。〃



〃Which proves my theory。 What purported to be the spirit of Benita da

Ferreira said that it had passed the secret on to you; but in your

waking stat
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