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； quiet； reserved； sticking loyally by each other； the oldest； however； beginning to enter into social relations with us of somewhat maturer years。 One of these two boys was destined to be widely known； first in literature； as author of one of the most popular books of its time and which is freighted for a long voyage； then as an eminent lawyer； a man who； if his countrymen are wise； will yet be prominent in the national councils。 Richard Henry Dana； Junior； is the name he bore and bears； he found it famous； and will bequeath it a fresh renown。
Sitting on the girls' benches； conspicuous among the school…girls of unlettered origin by that look which rarely fails to betray hereditary and congenital culture； was a young person very nearly of my own age。 She came with the reputation of being 〃smart；〃 as we should have called it； clever as we say nowadays。 This was Margaret Fuller； the only one among us who； like 〃Jean Paul；〃 like 〃The Duke；〃 like 〃Bettina；〃 has slipped the cable of the more distinctive name to which she was anchored； and floats on the waves of speech as 〃Margaret。〃 Her air to her schoolmates was marked by a certain stateliness and distance； as if she had other thoughts than theirs and was not of them。 She was a great student and a great reader of what she used to call 〃naw…vels。〃 I remember her so well as she appeared at school and later； that I regret that she had not been faithfully given to canvas or marble in the day of her best looks。 None know her aspect who have not seen her living。 Margaret； as I remember her at school and afterwards； was tall； fair complexioned； with a watery； aqua…marine lustre in her light eyes； which she used to make small； as one does who looks at the sunshine。 A remarkable point about her was that long； flexile neck； arching and undulating in strange sinuous movements； which one who loved her would compare to those of a swan； and one who loved her not to those of the ophidian who tempted our common mother。 Her talk was affluent； magisterial； de haut en bas； some would say euphuistic； but surpassing the talk of women in breadth and audacity。 Her face kindled and reddened and dilated in every feature as she spoke； and； as I once saw her in a fine storm of indignation at the supposed ill… treatment of a relative； showed itself capable of something resembling what Milton calls the viraginian aspect。
Little incidents bear telling when they recall anything of such a celebrity as Margaret。 I remember being greatly awed once； in our school…days； with the maturity of one of her expressions。 Some themes were brought home from the school for examination by my father； among them one of hers。 I took it up with a certain emulous interest （for I fancied at that day that I too had drawn a prize； say a five…dollar one； at least； in the great intellectual life…lottery） and read the first words。
〃It is a trite remark；〃 she began。
I stopped。 Alas！ I did not know what trite meant。 How could I ever judge Margaret fairly after such a crushing discovery of her superiority？ I doubt if I ever did； yet oh； how pleasant it would have been； at about the age； say； of threescore and ten； to rake over these ashes for cinders with her；she in a snowy cap； and I in a decent peruke！
After being five years at the Port School； the time drew near when I was to enter college。 It seemed advisable to give me a year of higher training； and for that end some public school was thought to offer advantages。 Phillips Academy at Andover was well known to us。 We had been up there； my father and myself； at anniversaries。 Some Boston boys of well…known and distinguished parentage had been scholars there very lately； Master Edmund Quincy； Master Samuel Hurd Walley； Master Nathaniel Parker Willis；all promising youth； who fulfilled their promise。
I do not believe there was any thought of getting a little respite of quiet by my temporary absence； but I have wondered that there was not。 Exceptional boys of fourteen or fifteen make home a heaven； it is true； but I have suspected； late in life； that I was not one of the exceptional kind。 I had tendencies in the direction of flageolets and octave flutes。 I had a pistol and a gun； and popped at everything that stirred； pretty nearly； except the house…cat。 Worse than this； I would buy a cigar and smoke it by instalments； putting it meantime in the barrel of my pistol； by a stroke of ingenuity which it gives me a grim pleasure to recall； for no maternal or other female eyes would explore the cavity of that dread implement in search of contraband commodities。
It was settled； then； that I should go to Phillips Academy； and preparations were made that I might join the school at the beginning of the autumn。
In due time I took my departure in the old carriage； a little modernized from the pattern of my Lady Bountiful's； and we jogged soberly along；kind parents and slightly nostalgic boy；towards the seat of learning； some twenty miles away。 Up the old West Cambridge road； now North Avenue； past Davenport's tavern； with its sheltering tree and swinging sign； past the old powder…house； looking like a colossal conical ball set on end； past the old Tidd House； one of the finest of the ante…Revolutionary mansions； past Miss Swan's great square boarding…school； where the music of girlish laughter was ringing through the windy corridors； so on to Stoneham； town of the bright lake； then darkened with the recent memory of the barbarous murder done by its lonely shore； through pleasant Reading； with its oddly named village centres； 〃Trapelo；〃 〃Read'nwoodeend；〃 as rustic speech had it； and the rest； through Wilmington； then renowned for its hops； so at last into the hallowed borders of the academic town。
It was a shallow； two…story white house before which we stopped； just at the entrance of the central village； the residence of a very worthy professor in the theological seminary；learned； amiable； exemplary； but thought by certain experts to be a little questionable in the matter of homoousianism； or some such doctrine。 There was a great rock that showed its round back in the narrow front yard。 It looked cold and hard； but it hinted firmness and indifference to the sentiments fast struggling to get uppermost in my youthful bosom； for I was not too old for home…sickness；who is： The carriage and my fond companions had to leave me at last。 I saw it go down the declivity that sloped southward； then climb the next ascent； then sink gradually until the window in the back of it disappeared like an eye that shuts； and leaves the world dark to some widowed heart。
Sea…sickness and home…sickness are hard to deal with by any remedy but time。 Mine was not a bad case； but it excited sympathy。 There was an ancient； faded old lady in the house； very kindly； but very deaf； rustling about in dark autumnal foliage of silk or other murmurous fabric； somewhat given to snuff； but a very worthy gentlewoman of the poor…relation variety。 She comforted me； I well remember； but not with apples； and stayed me； but not with flagons。 She went in her benevolence； and； taking a blue and white soda… powder； mingled the same in water； and encouraged me to drink the result。 It might be a sp