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which a broad sign impends； like a crag over the brow of a lofty precipice。 The lower floor only appeared to be open to the public。 Its tessellated pavement and ample courts suggested the idea of a temple where great multitudes might kneel uncrowded at their devotions； but from appearances about the place where the altar should be； I judged； that； if one asked the officiating priest for the cup which cheers and likewise inebriates； his prayer would not be unanswered。 The edifice recalled to me a similar phenomenon I had once looked upon； the famous Caffe Pedrocchi at Padua。 It was the same thing in Italy and America： a rich man builds himself a mausoleum； and calls it a place of entertainment。 The fragrance of innumerable libations and the smoke of incense…breathing cigars and pipes shall ascend day and night through the arches of his funereal monument。 What are the poor dips which flare and flicker on the crowns of spikes that stand at the corners of St。 Genevieve's filigree…cased sarcophagus to this perpetual offering of sacrifice？
Ten o'clock in the evening was approaching。 The telegraph office would presently close； and as yet there were no tidings from Hagerstown。 Let us step over and see for ourselves。 A message！ A message！
〃Captain H。 still here leaves seven to…morrow for Harrisburg Penna Is doing well Mrs HK。〃
A note from Dr。 Cuyler to the same effect came soon afterwards to the hotel。
We shall sleep well to…night； but let us sit awhile with nubiferous； or； if we may coin a word； nepheligenous accompaniment； such as shall gently narcotize the over…wearied brain and fold its convolutions for slumber like the leaves of a lily at nightfall。 For now the over… tense nerves are all unstraining themselves； and a buzz； like that which comes over one who stops after being long jolted upon an uneasy pavement； makes the whole frame alive with a luxurious languid sense of all its inmost fibres。 Our cheerfulness ran over； and the mild； pensive clerk was so magnetized by it that he came and sat down with us。 He presently confided to me； with infinite naivete and ingenuousness； that； judging from my personal appearance； he should not have thought me the writer that he in his generosity reckoned me to be。 His conception； so far as I could reach it； involved a huge； uplifted forehead； embossed with protuberant organs of the intellectual faculties； such as all writers are supposed to possess in abounding measure。 While I fell short of his ideal in this respect； he was pleased to say that he found me by no means the remote and inaccessible personage he had imagined； and that I had nothing of the dandy about me； which last compliment I had a modest consciousness of most abundantly deserving。
Sweet slumbers brought us to the morning of Thursday。 The train from Hagerstown was due at 11。15 A。 M： We took another ride behind the codling； who showed us the sights of yesterday over again。 Being in a gracious mood of mind； I enlarged on the varying aspects of the town…pumps and other striking objects which we had once inspected； as seen by the different lights of evening and morning。 After this； we visited the school…house hospital。 A fine young fellow； whose arm had been shattered； was just falling into the spasms of lock…jaw。 The beads of sweat stood large and round on his flushed and contracted features。 He was under the effect of opiates；why not （if his case was desperate； as it seemed to be considered） stop his sufferings with chloroform？ It was suggested that it might shorten life。 〃What then？〃 I said。 〃Are a dozen additional spasms worth living for？〃
The time approached for the train to arrive from Hagerstown； and we went to the station。 I was struck； while waiting there； with what seemed to me a great want of care for the safety of the people standing round。 Just after my companion and myself had stepped off the track； I noticed a car coming quietly along at a walk； as one may say； without engine； without visible conductor； without any person heralding its approach； so silently； so insidiously； that I could not help thinking how very near it came to flattening out me and my match…box worse than the Ravel pantomimist and his snuff…box were flattened out in the play。 The train was late；fifteen minutes； half an hour late； and I began to get nervous； lest something had happened。 While I was looking for it； out started a freight…train； as if on purpose to meet the cars I was expecting； for a grand smash… up。 I shivered at the thought； and asked an employee of the road； with whom I had formed an acquaintance a few minutes old； why there should not be a collision of the expected train with this which was just going out。 He smiled an official smile； and answered that they arranged to prevent that； or words to that effect。
Twenty…four hours had not passed from that moment when a collision did occur； just out of the city； where I feared it； by which at least eleven persons were killed； and from forty to sixty more were maimed and crippled！
To…day there was the delay spoken of； but nothing worse。 The expected train came in so quietly that I was almost startled to see it on the track。 Let us walk calmly through the cars； and look around us。
In the first car； on the fourth seat to the right； I saw my Captain； there saw I him； even my first…born； whom I had sought through many cities。
〃How are you； Boy？〃
〃How are you； Dad？〃
Such are the proprieties of life； as they are observed among us Anglo…Saxons of the nineteenth century； decently disguising those natural impulses that made Joseph； the Prime Minister of Egypt； weep aloud so that the Egyptians and the house of Pharaoh heard； nay； which had once overcome his shaggy old uncle Esau so entirely that he fell on his brother's neck and cried like a baby in the presence of all the women。 But the hidden cisterns of the soul may be filling fast with sweet tears； while the windows through which it looks are undimmed by a drop or a film of moisture。
These are times in which we cannot live solely for selfish joys or griefs。 I had not let fall the hand I held； when a sad； calm voice addressed me by name。 I fear that at the moment I was too much absorbed in my own feelings； for certainly at any other time。 I should have yielded myself without stint to the sympathy which this meeting might well call forth。
〃You remember my son； Cortland Saunders； whom I brought to see you once in Boston？〃
〃I do remember him well。〃
〃He was killed on Monday； at Shepherdstown。 I am carrying his body back with me on this train。 He was my only child。 If you could come to my house；I can hardly call it my home now；it would be a pleasure to me。〃
This young man； belonging in Philadelphia； was the author of a 〃New System of Latin Paradigms；〃 a work showing extraordinary scholarship and capacity。 It was this book which first made me acquainted with him； and I kept him in my memory； for there was genius in the youth。 Some time afterwards he came to me with a modest request to be introduced to President Felton； and one or two others； who would aid him in a course of independent study he was proposing to himself。 I was most happy to smooth the way for him；