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France! And yet I should be disingenuous if I did not own this was
a case apart; in ordinary circumstances; some one might have
stumbled or been intimidated into an admission; and what bound us
together with a closeness beyond that of mere comrades was a secret
to which we were all committed and a design in which all were
equally engaged。 No need to inquire as to its nature: there is
only one desire; and only one kind of design; that blooms in
prisons。 And the fact that our tunnel was near done supported and
inspired us。
I came off in public; as I have said; with flying colours; the
sittings of the court of inquiry died away like a tune that no one
listens to; and yet I was unmasked … I; whom my very adversary
defended; as good as confessed; as good as told the nature of the
quarrel; and by so doing prepared for myself in the future a most
anxious; disagreeable adventure。 It was the third morning after
the duel; and Goguelat was still in life; when the time came round
for me to give Major Chevenix a lesson。 I was fond of this
occupation; not that he paid me much … no more; indeed; than
eighteenpence a month; the customary figure; being a miser in the
grain; but because I liked his breakfasts and (to some extent)
himself。 At least; he was a man of education; and of the others
with whom I had any opportunity of speech; those that would not
have held a book upsidedown would have torn the pages out for pipe…
lights。 For I must repeat again that our body of prisoners was
exceptional: there was in Edinburgh Castle none of that educational
busyness that distinguished some of the other prisons; so that men
entered them unable to read; and left them fit for high
employments。 Chevenix was handsome; and surprisingly young to be a
major: six feet in his stockings; well set up; with regular
features and very clear grey eyes。 It was impossible to pick a
fault in him; and yet the sum…total was displeasing。 Perhaps he
was too clean; he seemed to bear about with him the smell of soap。
Cleanliness is good; but I cannot bear a man's nails to seem
japanned。 And certainly he was too self…possessed and cold。 There
was none of the fire of youth; none of the swiftness of the
soldier; in this young officer。 His kindness was cold; and cruel
cold; his deliberation exasperating。 And perhaps it was from this
character; which is very much the opposite of my own; that even in
these days; when he was of service to me; I approached him with
suspicion and reserve。
I looked over his exercise in the usual form; and marked six
faults。
'H'm。 Six;' says he; looking at the paper。 'Very annoying! I can
never get it right。'
'Oh; but you make excellent progress!' I said。 I would not
discourage him; you understand; but he was congenitally unable to
learn French。 Some fire; I think; is needful; and he had quenched
his fire in soapsuds。
He put the exercise down; leaned his chin upon his hand; and looked
at me with clear; severe eyes。
'I think we must have a little talk;' said he。
'I am entirely at your disposition;' I replied; but I quaked; for I
knew what subject to expect。
'You have been some time giving me these lessons;' he went on; 'and
I am tempted to think rather well of you。 I believe you are a
gentleman。'
'I have that honour; sir;' said I。
'You have seen me for the same period。 I do not know how I strike
you; but perhaps you will be prepared to believe that I also am a
man of honour;' said he。
'I require no assurances; the thing is manifest;' and I bowed。
'Very well; then;' said he。 'What about this Goguelat?'
'You heard me yesterday before the court;' I began。 'I was
awakened only … '
'Oh yes; I 〃heard you yesterday before the court;〃 no doubt;' he
interrupted; 'and I remember perfectly that you were 〃awakened
only。〃 I could repeat the most of it by rote; indeed。 But do you
suppose that I believed you for a moment?'
'Neither would you believe me if I were to repeat it here;' said I。
'I may be wrong … we shall soon see;' says he; 'but my impression
is that you will not 〃repeat it here。〃 My impression is that you
have come into this room; and that you will tell me something
before you go out。'
I shrugged my shoulders。
'Let me explain;' he continued。 'Your evidence; of course; is
nonsense。 I put it by; and the court put it by。'
'My compliments and thanks!' said I。
'You MUST know … that's the short and the long;' he proceeded。
'All of you in shed B are bound to know。 And I want to ask you
where is the common…sense of keeping up this farce; and maintaining
this cock…and…bull story between friends。 Come; come; my good
fellow; own yourself beaten; and laugh at it yourself。'
'Well; I hear you; go ahead;' said I。 'You put your heart in it。'
He crossed his legs slowly。 'I can very well understand;' he
began; 'that precautions have had to be taken。 I dare say an oath
was administered。 I can comprehend that perfectly。' (He was
watching me all the time with his cold; bright eyes。) 'And I can
comprehend that; about an affair of honour; you would be very
particular to keep it。'
'About an affair of honour?' I repeated; like a man quite puzzled。
'It was not an affair of honour; then?' he asked。
'What was not? I do not follow;' said I。
He gave no sign of impatience; simply sat awhile silent; and began
again in the same placid and good…natured voice: 'The court and I
were at one in setting aside your evidence。 It could not deceive a
child。 But there was a difference between myself and the other
officers; because I KNEW MY MAN and they did not。 They saw in you
a common soldier; and I knew you for a gentleman。 To them your
evidence was a leash of lies; which they yawned to hear you
telling。 Now; I was asking myself; how far will a gentleman go?
Not surely so far as to help hush a murder up? So that … when I
heard you tell how you knew nothing of the matter; and were only
awakened by the corporal; and all the rest of it … I translated
your statements into something else。 Now; Champdivers;' he cried;
springing up lively and coming towards me with animation; 'I am
going to tell you what that was; and you are going to help me to
see justice done: how; I don't know; for of course you are under
oath … but somehow。 Mark what I'm going to say。'
At that moment he laid a heavy; hard grip upon my shoulder; and
whether he said anything more or came to a full stop at once; I am
sure I could not tell you to this day。 For; as the devil would
have it; the shoulder he laid hold of was the one Goguelat had
pinked。 The wound was but a scratch; it was healing with the first
intention; but in the clutch of Major Chevenix it gave me agony。
My head swam; the sweat poured off my face; I must have grown
deadly pale。
He rem