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the apartment of the young girls。
〃Remain!〃 said the marshal; so imperiously that the soldier; accustomed
to obedience; hung his head; and stood still。
〃What would you do?〃 resumed the marshal。 〃Tell my children; that I
think they do not love me? induce them to affect a tenderness they do not
feelwhen it is not their fault; but mine?〃
〃Oh; general!〃 said Dagobert; in a tone of despair; 〃I no longer feel
anger; in hearing you speak thus of your children。 It is such grief;
that it breaks my heart!〃
Touched by the expression of the soldier's countenance; the marshal
continued; less abruptly: 〃Come; I may be wrong; and yet I ask you;
without bitterness or jealousy; are not my children more confiding; more
familiar; with you than with me?〃
〃God bless me; general!〃 cried Dagobert; 〃if you come to that; they are
more familiar with Spoil…sport than with either of us。 You are their
father; and; however kind a father may be; he must always command some
respect。 Familiar with me! I should think so。 A fine story! What the
devil should they respect in me; who; except that I am six feet high; and
wear a moustache; might pass for the old woman that nursed them?and
then I must say; that; even before the death of your worthy father; you
were sad and full of thought; the children have remarked that; and what
you take for coldness on their part; is; I am sure; anxiety for you。
Come; general; you are not just。 You complain; because they love you too
much。〃
〃I complain; because I suffer;〃 said the marshal; in an agony of
excitement。 〃I alone know my sufferings。〃
〃They must indeed be grievous; general;〃 said Dagobert; carried further
than he would otherwise have gone by his attachment for the orphans;
〃since those who love you feel them so cruelly。〃
〃What; sir! more reproaches?〃
〃Yes; general; reproaches;〃 cried Dagobert。 〃Your children have the
right to complain of you; since you accuse them so unjustly。〃
〃Sir;〃 said the marshal; scarcely able to contain himself; ‘this is
enoughthis is too much!〃
〃Oh; yes! it is enough;〃 replied Dagobert; with rising emotion。 〃Why
defend unfortunate children; who can only love and submit? Why defend
them against your unhappy blindness?〃
The marshal started with anger and impatience; but then replied; with a
forced calmness: 〃I needs must remember all that I owe youand I will
not forget it; say what you will。〃
〃But; general;〃 cried Dagobert; 〃why will you not let me fetch your
children?〃
〃Do you not see that this scene is killing me?〃 cried the exasperated
marshal。 〃Do you not understand; that I will not have my children
witness what I suffer? A father's grief has its dignity; sir; and you
ought to feel for and respect it。〃
〃Respect it? nonot when it is founded on injustice!〃
〃Enough; sirenough!〃
〃And not content with tormenting yourself;〃 cried Dagobert; unable any
longer to control his feelings; 〃do you know what you will do? You will
make your children die of sorrow。 Was it for this; that I brought them
to you from the depths of Siberia?〃
〃More reproaches!〃
〃Yes; for the worst ingratitude towards me; is to make your children
unhappy。〃
〃Leave the room; sir!〃 cried the marshal; quite beside himself; and so
terrible with rage and grief; that Dagobert; regretting that he had gone
so far; resumed: 〃I was wrong; general。 I have perhaps been wanting in
respect to youforgive mebut〃
〃I forgive youonly leave me!〃 said the marshal; hardly restraining
himself。
〃One word; general〃
〃I entreat you to leave meI ask it as a serviceis that enough?〃 said
the marshal; with renewed efforts to control the violence of his
emotions。
A deadly paleness succeeded to the high color which during this painful
scene had inflamed the cheeks of the marshal。 Alarmed at this symptom;
Dagobert redoubled his entreaties。 〃I implore you; general;〃 said he; in
an agitated mice; 〃to permit me for one moment〃
〃Since you will have it so; sir; I must be the one to leave;〃 said the
marshal; making a step towards the door。
These words were said in such a manner; that Dagobert could no longer
resist。 He hung his head in despair; looked for a moment in silent
supplication at the marshal; and then; as the latter seemed yielding to a
new movement of rage; the soldier slowly quitted the room。
A few minutes had scarcely elapsed since the departure of Dagobert; when
the marshal; who; after a long and gloomy silence; had repeatedly drawn
near the door of his daughters' apartment with a mixture of hesitation
and anguish; suddenly made a violent effort; wiped the cold sweat from
his brow; and entered the chamber in which Rose and Blanche had taken
refuge。
CHAPTER XLIX。
THE TEST。
Dagobert was right in defending his children; as he paternally called
Rose and Blanche; and yet the apprehensions of the marshal with regard to
the coldness of his daughters; were unfortunately justified by
appearances。 As he had told his father; unable to explain the sad; and
almost trembling embarrassment; which his daughters felt in his presence;
he sought in vain for the cause of what he termed their indifference。
Now reproaching himself bitterly for not concealing from them his grief
at the death of their mother; he feared he might have given them to
understand that they would be unable to console him; now supposing that
he had not shown himself sufficiently tender; and that had chilled them
with his military sternness; and now repeating with bitter regret; that;
having always lived away from them; he must be always a stranger to them。
In a word; the most unlikely suppositions presented themselves by turns
to his mind; and whenever such seeds of doubt; suspicion; or fear; are
blended with a warm affection; they will sooner or later develop
themselves with fatal effect。 Yet; notwithstanding this fancied
coldness; from which he suffered so much; the affection of the marshal
for his daughters was so true and deep; that the thought of again
quitting them caused the hesitations which were the torment of his life;
and provoked an incessant struggle between his paternal love and the duty
he held most sacred。
The injurious calumnies; which had been so skillfully propagated; that
men of honor; like his old brothers in arms; were found to attach some
credit to them; had been spread with frightful pertinacity by the friends
of the Princess de Saint…Dizier。 We shall describe hereafter the meaning
and object of these odious reports; which; joined with so many other
fatal injuries; had filled up the measure of the marshal's indignation。
Inflamed with anger; excited almost to madness by this incessant
〃stabbing with pins〃 (as he had himself called it); and offended at some
of Dagobert's words; he had spoken harshly to him。 But; after the
soldier's departure; when left to reflect in silence; the marshal
remembered the warm and earnest expressions of the defender of his
children; and doubt crossed his mind; as to the reality of the coldness
of which he accused them。 Therefore; having taken a terrible resolution
in case a new trial should confirm his desponding doubts; he entered; as
we before said; hi