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A voice coming from a quarter where no attendant form could be seen would； in most cases； be ascribed to supernal agency； and a command imposed on them； in this manner； would be obeyed with religious scrupulousness。 Thus men might be imperiously directed in the disposal of their industry； their property； and even of their lives。 Men； actuated by a mistaken sense of duty； might； under this influence； be led to the commission of the most flagitious； as well as the most heroic acts： If it were his desire to accumulate wealth； or institute a new sect； he should need no other instrument。
I listened to this kind of discourse with great avidity； and regretted when he thought proper to introduce new topics。 He ended by requesting me to visit him； which I eagerly consented to do。 When left alone； my imagination was filled with the images suggested by this conversation。 The hopelessness of better fortune； which I had lately harboured； now gave place to cheering confidence。 Those motives of rectitude which should deter me from this species of imposture； had never been vivid or stable； and were still more weakened by the artifices of which I had already been guilty。 The utility or harmlessness of the end； justified； in my eyes； the means。
No event had been more unexpected； by me； than the bequest of my aunt to her servant。 The will； under which the latter claimed； was dated prior to my coming to the city。 I was not surprised； therefore； that it had once been made； but merely that it had never been cancelled or superseded by a later instrument。 My wishes inclined me to suspect the existence of a later will； but I had conceived that； to ascertain its existence； was beyond my power。
Now； however； a different opinion began to be entertained。 This woman like those of her sex and class was unlettered and superstitious。 Her faith in spells and apparitions； was of the most lively kind。 Could not her conscience be awakened by a voice from the grave！ Lonely and at midnight； my aunt might be introduced； upbraiding her for her injustice； and commanding her to attone for it by acknowledging the claim of the rightful proprietor。
True it was； that no subsequent will might exist； but this was the fruit of mistake； or of negligence。 She probably intended to cancel the old one； but this act might； by her own weakness； or by the artifices of her servant； be delayed till death had put it out of her power。 In either case a mandate from the dead could scarcely fail of being obeyed。
I considered this woman as the usurper of my property。 Her husband as well as herself； were laborious and covetous； their good fortune had made no change in their mode of living； but they were as frugal and as eager to accumulate as ever。 In their hands； money was inert and sterile； or it served to foster their vices。 To take it from them would； therefore； be a benefit both to them and to myself； not even an imaginary injury would be inflicted。 Restitution； if legally compelled to it； would be reluctant and painful； but if enjoined by Heaven would be voluntary； and the performance of a seeming duty would carry with it； its own reward。
These reasonings； aided by inclination； were sufficient to determine me。 I have no doubt but their fallacy would have been detected in the sequel； and my scheme have been productive of nothing but confusion and remorse。 From these consequences； however； my fate interposed； as in the former instance； to save me。
Having formed my resolution； many preliminaries to its execution were necessary to be settled。 These demanded deliberation and delay； meanwhile I recollected my promise to Ludlow； and paid him a visit。 I met a frank and affectionate reception。 It would not be easy to paint the delight which I experienced in this man's society。 I was at first oppressed with the sense of my own inferiority in age； knowledge and rank。 Hence arose numberless reserves and incapacitating diffidences； but these were speedily dissipated by the fascinations of this man's address。 His superiority was only rendered； by time； more conspicuous； but this superiority； by appearing never to be present to his own mind； ceased to be uneasy to me。 My questions required to be frequently answered； and my mistakes to be rectified； but my keenest scrutiny； could detect in his manner； neither arrogance nor contempt。 He seemed to talk merely from the overflow of his ideas； or a benevolent desire of imparting information。
Chapter IV。
My visits gradually became more frequent。 Meanwhile my wants increased； and the necessity of some change in my condition became daily more urgent。 This incited my reflections on the scheme which I had formed。 The time and place suitable to my design； were not selected without much anxious inquiry and frequent waverings of purpose。 These being at length fixed； the interval to elapse； before the carrying of my design into effect； was not without perturbation and suspense。 These could not be concealed from my new friend and at length prompted him to inquire into the cause。
It was not possible to communicate the whole truth； but the warmth of his manner inspired me with some degree of ingenuousness。 I did not hide from him my former hopes and my present destitute condition。 He listened to my tale with no expressions of sympathy； and when I had finished； abruptly inquired whether I had any objection to a voyage to Europe？ I answered in the negative。 He then said that he was preparing to depart in a fortnight and advised me to make up my mind to accompany him。
This unexpected proposal gave me pleasure and surprize； but the want of money occurred to me as an insuperable objection。 On this being mentioned； Oho！ said he； carelessly； that objection is easily removed； I will bear all expenses of your passage myself。
The extraordinary beneficence of this act as well as the air of uncautiousness attending it； made me doubt the sincerity of his offer； and when new declarations removed this doubt； I could not forbear expressing at once my sense of his generosity and of my own unworthiness。
He replied that generosity had been expunged from his catalogue as having no meaning or a vicious one。 It was the scope of his exertions to be just。 This was the sum of human duty； and he that fell short； ran beside； or outstripped justice was a criminal。 What he gave me was my due or not my due。 If it were my due； I might reasonably demand it from him and it was wicked to withhold it。 Merit on one side or gratitude on the other； were contradictory and unintelligible。
If I were fully convinced that this benefit was not my due and yet received it； he should hold me in contempt。 The rectitude of my principles and conduct would be the measure of his approbation； and no benefit should he ever bestow which the receiver was not entitled to claim； and which it would not be criminal in him to refuse。
These principles were not new from the mouth of Ludloe； but they had； hitherto； been regarded as the fruits of a venturous speculation in my mind。 I had never traced them into their practical consequences； and if his conduct on this occasion had not squared with his maxims； I should not have imputed to him incon