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to be taken out of myself。〃
〃But what is the matter?〃
〃You are the very last person whom I should tell;〃 she exclaimed。
〃Then I am connected in some way in this secret。 I wonder what it
is?〃
〃Perhaps。 Yet; no;〃 she went on; 〃it is a domestic quarrel; which
ought to be buried in the depths of the heart。 I am very unhappy;
did I not tell you so the day before yesterday? Golden chains are
the heaviest of all fetters。〃
When a woman tells a young man that she is very unhappy; and when
the young man is clever; and well dressed; and has fifteen
hundred francs lying idle in his pocket; he is sure to think as
Eugene said; and he becomes a coxcomb。
〃What can you have left to wish for?〃 he answered。 〃You are
young; beautiful; beloved; and rich。〃
〃Do not let us talk of my affairs;〃 she said shaking her head
mournfully。 〃We will dine together tete…a…tete; and afterwards we
will go to hear the most exquisite music。 Am I to your taste?〃
she went on; rising and displaying her gown of white cashmere;
covered with Persian designs in the most superb taste。
〃I wish that you were altogether mine;〃 said Eugene; 〃you are
charming。〃
〃You would have a forlorn piece of property;〃 she said; smiling
bitterly。 〃There is nothing about me that betrays my
wretchedness; and yet; in spite of appearances; I am in despair。
I cannot sleep; my troubles have broken my night's rest; I shall
grow ugly。〃
〃Oh! that is impossible;〃 cried the law student; 〃but I am
curious to know what these troubles can be that a devoted love
cannot efface。〃
〃Ah! if I were to tell you about them; you would shun me;〃 she
said。 〃Your love for me is as yet only the conventional gallantry
that men use to masquerade in; and; if you really loved me; you
would be driven to despair。 I must keep silence; you see。 Let us
talk of something else; for pity's sake;〃 she added。 〃Let me show
you my rooms。〃
〃No; let us stay here;〃 answered Eugene; he sat down on the sofa
before the fire; and boldly took Mme。 de Nucingen's hand in his。
She surrendered it to him; he even felt the pressure of her
fingers in one of the spasmodic clutches that betray terrible
agitation。
〃Listen;〃 said Rastignac; 〃if you are in trouble; you ought to
tell me about it。 I want to prove to you that I love you for
yourself alone。 You must speak to me frankly about your troubles;
so that I can put an end to them; even if I have to kill half…a…
dozen men; or I shall go; never to return。〃
〃Very well;〃 she cried; putting her hand to her forehead in an
agony of despair; 〃I will put you to the proof; and this very
moment。 Yes;〃 she said to herself; 〃I have no other resource
left。〃
She rang the bell。
〃Are the horses put in for the master?〃 she asked of the servant。
〃Yes; madame。〃
〃I shall take his carriage myself。 He can have mine and my
horses。 Serve dinner at seven o'clock。〃
〃Now; come with me;〃 she said to Eugene; who thought as he sat in
the banker's carriage beside Mme。 de Nucingen that he must surely
be dreaming。
〃To the Palais…Royal;〃 she said to the coachman; 〃stop near the
Theatre…Francais。〃
She seemed to be too troubled and excited to answer the
innumerable questions that Eugene put to her。 He was at a loss
what to think of her mute resistance; her obstinate silence。
〃Another moment and she will escape me;〃 he said to himself。
When the carriage stopped at last; the Baroness gave the law
student a glance that silenced his wild words; for he was almost
beside himself。
〃Is it true that you love me?〃 she asked。
〃Yes;〃 he answered; and in his manner and tone there was no trace
of the uneasiness that he felt。
〃You will not think ill of me; will you; whatever I may ask of
you?〃
〃No。〃
〃Are you ready to do my bidding?〃
〃Blindly。〃
〃Have you ever been to a gaming…house?〃 she asked in a tremulous
voice。
〃Never。〃
〃Ah! now I can breathe。 You will have luck。 Here is my purse;〃
she said。 〃Take it! there are a hundred francs in it; all that
such a fortunate woman as I can call her own。 Go up into one of
the gaming…housesI do not know where they are; but there are
some near the Palais…Royal。 Try your luck with the hundred francs
at a game they call roulette; lose it all or bring me back six
thousand francs。 I will tell you about my troubles when you come
back。〃
〃Devil take me; I'm sure; if I have a glimmer of a notion of what
I am about; but I will obey you;〃 he added; with inward
exultation; as he thought; 〃She has gone too far to draw back
she can refuse me nothing now!〃
Eugene took the dainty little purse; inquired the way of a
second…hand clothes…dealer; and hurried to number 9; which
happened to be the nearest gaming…house。 He mounted the
staircase; surrendered his hat; and asked the way to the
roulette…table; whither the attendant took him; not a little to
the astonishment of the regular comers。 All eyes were fixed on
Eugene as he asked; without bashfulness; where he was to deposit
his stakes。
〃If you put a louis on one only of those thirty…six numbers; and
it turns up; you will win thirty…six louis;〃 said a respectable…
looking; white…haired old man in answer to his inquiry。
Eugene staked the whole of his money on the number 21 (his own
age)。 There was a cry of surprise; before he knew what he had
done; he had won。
〃Take your money off; sir;〃 said the old gentleman; 〃you don't
often win twice running by that system。〃
Eugene took the rake that the old man handed to him; and drew in
his three thousand six hundred francs; and; still perfectly
ignorant of what he was about; staked again on the red。 The
bystanders watched him enviously as they saw him continue to
play。 The disc turned; and again he won; the banker threw him
three thousand six hundred francs once more。
〃You have seven thousand; two hundred francs of your own;〃 the
old gentleman said in his ear。 〃Take my advice and go away with
your winnings; red has turned up eight times already。 If you are
charitable; you will show your gratitude for sound counsel by
giving a trifle to an old prefect of Napoleon who is down on his
luck。〃
Rastignac's head was swimming; he saw ten of his louis pass into
the white…haired man's possession; and went down…stairs with his
seven thousand francs; he was still ignorant of the game; and
stupefied by his luck。
〃So; that is over; and now where will you take me?〃 he asked; as
soon as the door was closed; and he showed the seven thousand
francs to Mme。 de Nucingen。
Delphine flung her arms about him; but there was no passion in
that wild embrace。
〃You have saved me!〃 she cried; and tears of joy flowed fast。
〃I will tell you everything; my friend。 For you will be my
friend; will you not? I am rich; you think; very rich; I have
everything I want; or I seem as if I had everything。 Very well;
you must know