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father goriot-第35章

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or charity? How is it that a dandy; who in a night has robbed a

boy of half his fortune; gets only a couple of months in prison;

while a poor devil who steals a banknote for a thousand francs;

with aggravating circumstances; is condemned to penal servitude?

Those are your laws。 Not a single provision but lands you in some

absurdity。 That man with yellow gloves and a golden tongue

commits many a murder; he sheds no blood; but he drains his

victim's veins as surely; a desperado forces open a door with a

crowbar; dark deeds both of them! You yourself will do every one

of those things that I suggest to you to…day; bar the bloodshed。

Do you believe that there is any absolute standard in this world?

Despise mankind and find out the meshes that you can slip through

in the net of the Code。 The secret of a great success for which

you are at a loss to account is a crime that has never been found

out; because it was properly executed。〃



〃Silence; sir! I will not hear any more; you make me doubt

myself。 At this moment my sentiments are all my science。〃



〃Just as you please; my fine fellow; I did think you were so

weak…minded;〃 said Vautrin; 〃I shall say no more about it。 One

last word; however;〃 and he looked hard at the student〃you have

my secret;〃 he said。



〃A young man who refuses your offer knows that he must forget

it。〃



〃Quite right; quite right; I am glad to hear you say so。 Somebody

else might not be so scrupulous; you see。 Keep in mind what I

want to do for you。 I will give you a fortnight。 The offer is

still open。〃



〃What a head of iron the man has!〃 said Eugene to himself; as he

watched Vautrin walk unconcernedly away with his cane under his

arm。 〃Yet Mme。 de Beauseant said as much more gracefully; he has

only stated the case in cruder language。 He would tear my heart

with claws of steel。 What made me think of going to Mme。 de

Nucingen? He guessed my motives before I knew them myself。 To sum

it up; that outlaw has told me more about virtue than all I have

learned from men and books。 If virtue admits of no compromises; I

have certainly robbed my sisters;〃 he said; throwing down the

bags on the table。



He sat down again and fell; unconscious of his surroundings; into

deep thought。



〃To be faithful to an ideal of virtue! A heroic martyrdom! Pshaw!

every one believes in virtue; but who is virtuous? Nations have

made an idol of Liberty; but what nation on the face of the earth

is free? My youth is still like a blue and cloudless sky。 If I

set myself to obtain wealth or power; does it mean that I must

make up my mind to lie; and fawn; and cringe; and swagger; and

flatter; and dissemble? To consent to be the servant of others

who have likewise fawned; and lied; and flattered? Must I cringe

to them before I can hope to be their accomplice? Well; then; I

decline。 I mean to work nobly and with a single heart。 I will

work day and night; I will owe my fortune to nothing but my own

exertions。 It may be the slowest of all roads to success; but I

shall lay my head on the pillow at night untroubled by evil

thoughts。 Is there a greater thing than thisto look back over

your life and know that it is stainless as a lily? I and my life

are like a young man and his betrothed。 Vautrin has put before me

all that comes after ten years of marriage。 The devil! my head is

swimming。 I do not want to think at all; the heart is a sure

guide。〃



Eugene was roused from his musings by the voice of the stout

Sylvie; who announced that the tailor had come; and Eugene

therefore made his appearance before the man with the two money

bags; and was not ill pleased that it should be so。 When he had

tried on his dress suit; he put on his new morning costume; which

completely metamorphosed him。



〃I am quite equal to M。 de Trailles;〃 he said to himself。 〃In

short; I look like a gentleman。〃



〃You asked me; sir; if I knew the houses where Mme。 de Nucingen

goes;〃 Father Goriot's voice spoke from the doorway of Eugene's

room。〃



〃Yes。〃



〃Very well then; she is going to the Marechale Carigliano's ball

on Monday。 If you can manage to be there; I shall hear from you

whether my two girls enjoyed themselves; and how they were

dressed; and all about it in fact。〃



〃How did you find that out; my good Goriot?〃 said Eugene; putting

a chair by the fire for his visitor。



〃Her maid told me。 I hear all about their doings from Therese and

Constance;〃 he added gleefully。



The old man looked like a lover who is still young enough to be

made happy by the discovery of some little stratagem which brings

him information of his lady…love without her knowledge。



〃YOU will see them both!〃 he said; giving artless expression to a

pang of jealousy。



〃I do not know;〃 answered Eugene。 〃I will go to Mme。 de Beauseant

and ask her for an introduction to the Marechale。〃



Eugene felt a thrill of pleasure at the thought of appearing

before the Vicomtesse; dressed as henceforward he always meant to

be。 The 〃abysses of the human heart;〃 in the moralists' phrase;

are only insidious thoughts; involuntary promptings of personal

interest。 The instinct of enjoyment turns the scale; those rapid

changes of purpose which have furnished the text for so much

rhetoric are calculations prompted by the hope of pleasure。

Rastignac beholding himself well dressed and impeccable as to

gloves and boots; forgot his virtuous resolutions。 Youth;

moreover; when bent upon wrongdoing does not dare to behold

himself in the mirror of consciousness; mature age has seen

itself; and therein lies the whole difference between these two

phases of life。



A friendship between Eugene and his neighbor; Father Goriot; had

been growing up for several days past。 This secret friendship and

the antipathy that the student had begun to entertain for Vautrin

arose from the same psychological causes。 The bold philosopher

who shall investigate the effects of mental action upon the

physical world will doubtless find more than one proof of the

material nature of our sentiments in other animals。 What

physiognomist is as quick to discern character as a dog is to

discover from a stranger's face whether this is a friend or no?

Those by…words〃atoms;〃 〃affinities〃are facts surviving in

modern languages for the confusion of philosophic wiseacres who

amuse themselves by winnowing the chaff of language to find its

grammatical roots。 We FEEL that we are loved。 Our sentiments make

themselves felt in everything; even at a great distance。 A letter

is a living soul; and so faithful an echo of the voice that

speaks in it; that finer natures look upon a letter as one of

love's most precious treasures。 Father Goriot's affection was of

the instinctive order; a canine affection raised to a sublime

pitch; he had scented compassion in the air; and the kindly

respect and youthful sympathy in the student's heart。 This

friendship had; however; scarcely reached the stage at which

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