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his master's immediate supervision; came running to him to say that
Arkie was in the schoolroom and wanted to see him。
He hastened to her。
〃A word with you; please; Mr。 Grant;〃 she said。
Donal sent the boy away。
〃I have debated with myself all day whether I should tell you;〃 she
beganand her voice trembled not a little; 〃but I think I shall not
be so much afraid to go to bed if I do tell you what I dreamt last
night。〃
Her face was very pale; and there was a quiver about her mouth: she
seemed ready to burst into tears。
〃Do tell me;〃 said Donal sympathetically。
〃Do you think it very silly to mind one's dreams?〃 she asked。
〃Silly or not;〃 answered Donal; 〃as regards the general run of
dreams; it is plain you have had one that must be minded。 What we
must mind; it cannot be silly to mind。〃
〃I am in no mood; I fear; for philosophy;〃 she rejoined; trying to
smile。 〃It has taken such a hold of me that I cannot get rid of it;
and there is no one I could tell it to but you; any one else would
laugh at me; but you never laugh at anybody!
〃I went to bed as well as usual; only a little troubled about my
uncle's strangeness; and soon fell asleep; to find myself presently
in a most miserable place。 It was like a brick…fieldbut a deserted
brick…field。 Heaps of broken and half…burnt bricks were all about。
For miles and miles they stretched around me。 I walked fast to get
out of it。 Nobody was near or in sight; there was not a sign of
human habitation from horizon to horizon。
〃All at once I saw before me a dreary church。 It was old;
tumble…down; and dirtynot in the least venerablevery uglya
huge building without shape; like most of our churches。 I shrank
from the look of it: it was more horrible to me than I could account
for; I feared it。 But I must go inwhy; I did not know; but I must:
the dream itself compelled me。
〃I went in。 It looked as if nobody had crossed its threshold for a
hundred years。 The pews were mouldering away; the canopy over the
pulpit had half fallen; and rested its edge on the book…board; the
great galleries had in parts tumbled into the body of the church; in
other parts they hung sloping from the walls。 The centre of the
floor had fallen in; and there was a great; descending slope of
earth; soft…looking; mixed with bits of broken and decayed wood;
from the pews above and the coffins below。 I stood gazing down in
horror unutterable。 How far the gulf went I could not see。 I was
fascinated by its slow depth; and the thought of its possible
contentswhen suddenly I knew rather than perceived that something
was moving in its darkness: it was something deadsomething
yellow…white。 It came nearer; it was slowly climbing; like one dead
and stiff it was labouring up the slope。 I could neither cry out nor
move。 It was about three yards below me; when it raised its head: it
was my uncle; dead; and dressed for the grave。 He beckoned meand I
knew I must go; I had to go; nor once thought of resisting。 My heart
became like lead; but immediately I began the descent。 My feet sank
in the mould of the ancient dead; soft as if thousands of graveyard
moles were for ever burrowing in it; as down and down I went;
settling and sliding with the black plane。 Then I began to see the
sides and ends of coffins in the walls of the gulf; and the walls
came closer and closer as I descended; until they scarcely left me
room to get through。 I comforted myself with the thought that those
in these coffins had long been dead; and must by this time be at
rest; nor was there any danger of seeing mouldy hands come out to
seize me。 At last I saw that my uncle had stopped; and I stood
still; a few yards above him; more composed than I can understand。〃
〃The wonder is we are so believing; yet not more terrified; in our
dreams;〃 said Donal。
〃He began to heave and pull at a coffin that seemed to stop the way。
Just as he got it dragged on one side; I saw on the bright silver
handle of it the Morven crest。 The same instant the lid rose; and my
father came out of the coffin; looking alive and bright; my uncle
stood beside him like a corpse beside a soul。 'What do you want with
my child?' he said; and my uncle cowered before him。 He took my hand
and said; 'Come with me; my child。' And I went with himoh; so
gladly! My fear was gone; and so was my uncle。 He led me up the way
we had come down; but when we came out of the hole; instead of
finding myself in the horrible church; I was in my own room。 I
looked roundno one was near! I was sorry my father was gone; but
glad to be in my own room。 Then I wokeand here was the terrible
thingnot in my bedbut standing in the middle of the floor; just
where my dream had left me! I cannot get rid of the thought that I
really went somewhere。 I have been haunted with it the whole day。 It
is a terror to mefor if I did; where is my help against going
again!〃
〃In God our saviour;〃 said Donal。 〃But had your uncle given you
anything?〃
〃I wish I could think so; but I do not see how he could。〃
〃You must change your room; and get mistress Brookes to sleep near
you。〃
〃I will。〃
Gladly would Donal have offered to sleep; like one of his colleys;
outside her door; but Mrs。 Brookes was the only one to help her。
He began at once to make observations towards determining the
existence or non…existence of a hidden room; but in the quietest
way; so as to attract no attention; and had soon satisfied himself
concerning some parts that it could not be there。 Without free scope
and some one to help him; the thing was difficult。 To guage a
building which had grown through centuries; to fit the varying
tastes and changing needs of the generations; was in itself not
easy; and he judged it all but impossible without drawing
observation and rousing speculation。 Great was the chaotic element
in the congeries of erections and additions; brought together by
various contrivances; and with daringly enforced communication。 Open
spaces within the walls; different heights in the stories of
contiguous buildings; breaks in the continuity of floors; and
various other irregularities; he found confusingly obstructive。
CHAPTER LII。
INVESTIGATION。
The autumn brought terrible storms。 Many fishing boats came to
grief。 Of some; the crews lost everything: of others; the loss of
their lives delivered their crews from smaller losses。 There were
many bereaved in the village; and Donal went about among them; doing
what he could; and getting help for them where his own ability would
not reach their necessity。 Lady Arctura wanted no persuasion to go
with him in some of his visits; and the intercourse she thus gained
with humanity in its simpler forms; of which she had not had enough
for the health of her own nature; was of high service to her。
Perhaps nothing helps so much to believe in the Father; as the
active practical love of the brother。 If he who loveth not his
brother whom he hath seen; can ill love God whom he hath not seen;
then he who loves his brother must surely find it the easier to love
God! Arctura found that to visit the widow and the fatherless in
their afflictions; to look on and know them as her kind; to enter