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it with liberating help。
The autumn passed; and the winter was at handa terrible time to
the old and ailing even in tracts nearer the sunto the young and
healthy a merry time even in the snows and bitter frosts of eastern
Scotland。 Davie looked chiefly to the skating; and in particular to
the pleasure he was going to have in teaching Mr。 Grant; who had
never done any sliding except on the soles of his nailed shoes: when
the time came; he acquired the art the more rapidly that he never
minded what blunders he made in learning a thing。 The dread of
blundering is a great bar to success。
He visited the Comins often; and found continual comfort and help in
their friendship。 The letters he received from home; especially
those of his friend sir Gibbie; who not unfrequently wrote also for
Donal's father and mother; were a great nourishment to him。
As the cold and the nights grew; the water…level rose in Donal's
well; and the poetry began to flow。 When we have no summer without;
we must supply it from within。 Those must have comfort in
themselves who are sent to help others。 Up in his aerie; like an
eagle above the low affairs of the earth; he led a keener life;
breathed the breath of a more genuine existence than the rest of the
house。 No doubt the old cobbler; seated at his last over a mouldy
shoe; breathed a yet higher air than Donal weaving his verse; or
reading grand old Greek; in his tower; but Donal was on the same
path; the only path with an infinite endthe divine destiny。
He had often thought of trying the old man with some of the best
poetry he knew; desirous of knowing what receptivity he might have
for it; but always when with him had hitherto forgot his proposed
inquiry; and thought of it again only after he had left him: the
original flow of the cobbler's life put the thought of testing it
out of his mind。
One afternoon; when the last of the leaves had fallen; and the
country was bare as the heart of an old man who has lived to
himself; Donal; seated before a great fire of coal and boat…logs;
fell a thinking of the old garden; vanished with the summer; but
living in the memory of its delight。 All that was left of it at the
foot of the hill was its corpse; but its soul was in the heaven of
Donal's spirit; and there this night gathered to itself a new form。
It grew and grew in him; till it filled with its thoughts the mind
of the poet。 He turned to his table; and began to write: with many
emendations afterwards; the result was this:
THE OLD GARDEN。
I。
I stood in an ancient garden
With high red walls around;
Over them gray and green lichens
In shadowy arabesque wound。
The topmost climbing blossoms
On fields kine…haunted looked out;
But within were shelter and shadow;
And daintiest odours about。
There were alleys and lurking arbours
Deep glooms into which to dive;
The lawns were as soft as fleeces
Of daisies I counted but five。
The sun…dial was so aged
It had gathered a thoughtful grace;
And the round…about of the shadow
Seemed to have furrowed its face。
The flowers were all of the oldest
That ever in garden sprung;
Red; and blood…red; and dark purple;
The rose…lamps flaming hung。
Along the borders fring閐
With broad thick edges of box;
Stood fox…gloves and gorgeous poppies;
And great…eyed hollyhocks。
There were junipers trimmed into castles;
And ash…trees bowed into tents;
For the garden; though ancient and pensive;
Still wore quaint ornaments。
It was all so stately fantastic;
Its old wind hardly would stir:
Young Spring; when she merrily entered;
Must feel it no place for her!
II。
I stood in the summer morning
Under a cavernous yew;
The sun was gently climbing;
And the scents rose after the dew。
I saw the wise old mansion;
Like a cow in the noonday…heat;
Stand in a pool of shadows
That rippled about its feet。
Its windows were oriel and latticed;
Lowly and wide and fair;
And its chimneys like clustered pillars
Stood up in the thin blue air。
White doves; like the thoughts of a lady;
Haunted it in and out;
With a train of green and blue comets;
The peacock went marching about。
The birds in the trees were singing
A song as old as the world;
Of love and green leaves and sunshine;
And winter folded and furled。
They sang that never was sadness
But it melted and passed away;
They sang that never was darkness
But in came the conquering day。
And I knew that a maiden somewhere;
In a sober sunlit gloom;
In a nimbus of shining garments;
An aureole of white…browed bloom;
Looked out on the garden dreamy;
And knew not that it was old;
Looked past the gray and the sombre;
And saw but the green and the gold。
III。
I stood in the gathering twilight;
In a gently blowing wind;
And the house looked half uneasy;
Like one that was left behind。
The roses had lost their redness;
And cold the grass had grown;
At roost were the pigeons and peacock;
And the dial was dead gray stone。
The world by the gathering twilight
In a gauzy dusk was clad;
It went in through my eyes to my spirit;
And made me a little sad。
Grew and gathered the twilight;
And filled my heart and brain;
The sadness grew more than sadness;
And turned to a gentle pain。
Browned and brooded the twilight;
And sank down through the calm;
Till it seemed for some human sorrows
There could not be any balm。
IV。
Then I knew that; up a staircase;
Which untrod will yet creak and shake;
Deep in a distant chamber;
A ghost was coming awake。
In the growing darkness growing
Growing till her eyes appear;
Like spots of a deeper twilight;
But more transparent clear
Thin as hot air up…trembling;
Thin as a sun…molten crape;
The deepening shadow of something
Taketh a certain shape;
A shape whose hands are uplifted
To throw back her blinding hair;
A shape whose bosom is heaving;
But draws not in the air。
And I know; by what time the moonlight
On her nest of shadows will sit;
Out on the dim lawn gliding
That shadow of shadows will flit。
V。
The moon is dreaming upward
From a sea of cloud and gleam;
She looks as if she had seen us
Never but in a dream。
Down that stair I know she is coming;
Bare…footed; lifting her train;
It creaks notshe hears it creaking;
For the sound is in her brain。
Out at the side…door she's coming;
With a timid glance right and left!
Her look is hopeless yet eager;
The look of a heart bereft。
Across the lawn she is flitting;
Her eddying robe in the wind!
Are her fair feet bending the grasses?
Her hair is half lifted behind!
VI。
Shall I stay to look on her nearer?
Would she start and vanish away?
No; no; she will never see me;
If I stand as near as I may!
It is not this wind she is feeling;
Not this cool grass below;
'Tis the wind and the grass of an evening
A hundred years ago。
She sees no roses darkling;
No stately hollyhocks dim;
She is only thinking and dreaming
Of the garden; the night; and him;
Of the unlit windows behind