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the room with the bed in it is separate from the sitting…room。 You can go in
one and stay a while； and go in another and stay a while； and then go in
the thirdand you have a different feeling for each room that you're in。 I'd
rather see everything at once； as I can in my cabin。 And that bed！ If my
little bed at home could be brought here and set up beside this hotel
wonder； the very walls would cry out。。。。 I wish I could sleep in my little
bed tonight； and hear the wind howling over the mountain。
〃The dining…room is the finest thing I ever saw； I doubt if the kings
and queens of old times ever ate in richer surroundings。 There are rows of
immense mirrors along the wall and gold borders and then the tables！ I
wonder what would happen if anybody should spread newspapers on one
of these wonderful tables and use them for a tablecloth？ At home； we can
just reach out and take what we want off the stove； and help our plates
without rising。 It's so different here！ After you've worried over crooked
lists of things to eat that you've never heard of； and have hurried to select
so the waiter won't have to lose any time； the waiter goes away。 And when
he puts something before you； you don't know what to call it； because it's
been so long； you've forgotten its name on that awful pasteboard。 But
there's something pleasant when you've finished； in just getting up and
walking away； not caring who cleans up the dishes！
〃I've been to the opera…house； but it wasn't an opera； it was a play。 That
houseI wish you could see it！the inside； I mean； for outside it looks like
it needs washing。 The chairswell； if you sent that stool of ours to a
university you couldn't train it up to look anything like those opera…chairs。
And the dressesthe diamonds。。。。 Everything was perfectly lovely except
what we had come to see； and my party thought it was too funny for
anything； but it wasn't funny to me。 The story they acted was all about a
young couple fooling their parents and getting married without father and
mother knowing； and a baby brought in at the last that nobody would
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claim though it was said to be somebody's that shouldn't have had onethe
audience just screamed with laughter over that； I thought they never would
quiet down。 Out in The big world； babies and old fathers and mothers
seem to be jokes。 The star of the evening was a married actress with 'Miss'
before her name。 You could hear every word she spoke； but the others
didn't seem to try to make themselves plainI guess that's why they aren't
stars； too。
〃I've lived more during the last week than I had the previous fifty…one。
We must have been to everything there is； except a church。 Yesterday was
Sunday； and I asked Mrs。 Sellimer about it； but she said people didn't go to
church any more。
〃Maybe you wonder why I don't tell you about our crowd； but I guess
it's because I feel as if they didn't matter。 I wouldn't say that to anybody in
the world but to you； Brick and Bill； and if I hadn't promised to write you
every single thing； I wouldn't even tell you； because they are so good to
me。 It sounds untrue to them； doesn't it？ But you won't tell anybody；
because you've nobody to tell！ And besides； they could be different in a
minute if they wanted to be； it isn't as if they were helpless。
〃Miss Sellimer is witty and talented； and from the way she treats me； I
know she has a tender heart。 And her mother is a perfect wonder of a
manager； and never makes mistakes except such as happen to be the fad of
the hour。 And Mr。 Edgerton Compton could be splendid； for he seems to
know everything； and when we travel with him； or go to the parks and all
that； people do just as he says； as if he were a prince； he has a magnificent
way of showering money on porters and waiters and cabmen that is
dazzling； and he holds himself perfectly WITHOUT TRYING； and dresses
so that you are glad you're with him in a crowd； he knows what to do ALL
the time about EVERYTHING。 But there he stops。 I mean； he isn't trying
to do anything that matters。 Neither are any of the rest。
〃What they are working at now； is all they expect to work at as long as
they liveand it takes awfully hard work to keep up with their set。 They
call it 'keeping in the swim；' and let me tell you what it reminds me ofa
strong young steer out in a 'tank；' using all the strength he has just to keep
on top of the water； instead of swimming to shore and going somewhere。
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Society people don't go anywhere； they use all their energy staying right
where they are； and if one of them loses grip and goes under
GOODNESS！
〃I know what Mrs。 Sellimer has set her heart on； because she has
already begun instructing me in her ideals。 She wants her daughter to
marry a rich man； and Mr。 Edgerton Compton isn't rich； he only looks like
he is。 Mrs。 Sellimer feels that she's terribly poor； herself； it's the kind of
poverty that has all it wants to eat and wear； but hasn't as many horses and
servants as it wants。 It's just as hard on her as it would be on you if the
bacon gave out and you couldn't go for more。 Annabelthat's Miss
Sellimerlikes Mr。 Compton very； very much； but she feels like her
mother about marrying a rich man； and I don't think he has much chance。
One trouble is that he thinks he must marry a rich girl； so they just go on；
loving each other； and looking about for 'chances。'
〃I feel like I oughtn't to be wasting my time telling about my friends
when there are all these wonderful lights and carpets and decorations and
conveniences； so much more interesting。 Whenever you want hot water；
instead of bringing a bucketful from the spring and building a fire and
sitting down to watch it simmer； you just turn a handle and out it comes；
smoking； and whenever you want ice…water； you touch a button and give a
boy ten cents。
〃The funny thing to me is that Annabel and Mr。 Compton both think
they HAVE to marry somebody rich； or not marry at all。 They really don't
know they COULD marry each other； because imagining they would be
unable to keep the wolf from the door。 That's because they can't imagine
themselves living behind anything but a door on one of the 'best