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more experienced hands; To dress the wounds needing most skilful care;
Yet even the youngest Novice took her share。 To Angela; who had but
ready will And tender pity; yet no special skill; Was given the charge of a
young foreign knight; Whose wounds were painful; but whose danger
slight。 Day after day she watched beside his bed; And first in hushed
repose the hours fled: His feverish moans alone the silence stirred; Or her
soft voice; uttering some pious word。 At last the fever left him; day by day
The hours; no longer silent; passed away。 What could she speak of? First;
to still his plaints; She told him legends of the martyred Saints; Described
the pangs; which; through God's plenteous grace; Had gained their souls
so high and bright a place。 This pious artifice soon found success … Or so
she fanciedfor he murmured less。 So she described the glorious pomp
sublime; In which the chapel shone at Easter time; The Banners;
Vestments; gold; and colours bright; Counted how many tapers gave their
light; Then; in minute detail went on to say; How the High Altar looked on
Christmas…day: The kings and shepherds; all in green and red; And a bright
star of jewels overhead。 Then told the sign by which they all had seen;
How even nature loved to greet her Queen; For; when Our Lady's last
procession went Down the long garden; every head was bent; And; rosary
in hand; each Sister prayed; As the long floating banners were displayed;
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They struck the hawthorn boughs; and showers and showers Of buds and
blossoms strewed her way with flowers。 The Knight unwearied listened;
till at last; He too described the glories of his past; Tourney; and joust; and
pageant bright and fair; And all the lovely ladies who were there。 But half
incredulous she heard。 Could this … This be the world? this place of love
and bliss! Where then was hid the strange and hideous charm; That never
failed to bring the gazer harm? She crossed herself; yet asked; and listened
still; And still the knight described with all his skill The glorious world of
joy; all joys above; Transfigured in the golden mist of love。 Spread; spread
your wings; ye angel guardians bright; And shield these dazzling phantoms
from her sight! But no; days passed; matins and vespers rang; And still the
quiet Nuns toiled; prayed; and sang; And never guessed the fatal; coiling
net Which every day drew near; and nearer yet; Around their darling; for
she went and came About her duties; outwardly the same。 The same? ah;
no! even when she knelt to pray; Some charmed dream kept all her heart
away。 So days went on; until the convent gate Opened one night。 Who
durst go forth so late? Across the moonlit grass; with stealthy tread; Two
silent; shrouded figures passed and fled。 And all was silent; save the
moaning seas; That sobbed and pleaded; and a wailing breeze That sighed
among the perfumed hawthorn trees。
What need to tell that dream so bright and brief; Of joy unchequered
by a dread of grief? What need to tell how all such dreams must fade;
Before the slow; foreboding; dreaded shade; That floated nearer; until
pomp and pride; Pleasure and wealth; were summoned to her side。 To bid;
at least; the noisy hours forget; And clamour down the whispers of regret。
Still Angela strove to dream; and strove in vain; Awakened once; she could
not sleep again。 She saw; each day and hour; more worthless grown The
heart for which she cast away her own; And her soul learnt; through
bitterest inward strife; The slight; frail love for which she wrecked her life;
The phantom for which all her hope was given; The cold bleak earth for
which she bartered heaven! But all in vain; would even the tenderest heart
Now stoop to take so poor an outcast's part?
Years fled; and she grew reckless more and more; Until the humblest
peasant closed his door; And where she passed; fair dames; in scorn and
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pride; Shuddered; and drew their rustling robes aside。 At last a yearning
seemed to fill her soul; A longing that was stronger than control: Once
more; just once again; to see the place That knew her young and innocent;
to retrace The long and weary southern path; to gaze Upon the haven of
her childish days; Once more beneath the convent roof to lie; Once more
to look upon her homeand die! Weary and wornher comrades; chill
remorse And black despair; yet a strange silent force Within her heart; that
drew her more and more … Onward she crawled; and begged from door to
door。 Weighed down with weary days; her failing strength Grew less each
hour; till one day's dawn at length; As first its rays flooded the world with
light; Showed the broad waters; glittering blue and bright; And where;
amid the leafy hawthorn wood; Just as of old the quiet cloister stood。
Would any know her? Nay; no fear。 Her face Had lost all trace of youth;
of joy; of grace; Of the pure happy soul they used to know … The novice
Angelaso long ago。 She rang the convent bell。 The well…known sound
Smote on her heart; and bowed her to the ground; And she; who had not
wept for long dry years; Felt the strange rush of unaccustomed tears;
Terror and anguish seemed to check her breath; And stop her heart。 Oh
God! could this be death? Crouching against the iron gate; she laid Her
weary head against the bars; and prayed: But nearer footsteps drew; then
seemed to wait: And then she heard the opening of the grate; And saw the
withered face; on which awoke Pity and sorrow; as the portress spoke; And
asked the stranger's bidding: 〃Take me in;〃 She faltered; 〃Sister Monica;
from sin; And sorrow; and despair; that will not cease; Oh; take me in; and
let me die in peace!〃 With soothing words the Sister bade her wait; Until
she brought the key to unbar the gate。 The beggar tried to thank her as she
lay; And heard the echoing footsteps die away。 But what soft voice was
that which sounded near; And stirred strange trouble in her heart to hear?
She raised her head; she sawshe seemed to know … A face that came from
long; long years ago: Herself; yet not as when she fled away; The young
and blooming novice; fair and gay; But a grave woman; gentle and serene:
The outcast