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when the world shook-第77章

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have the right to do; seeing that like Bastin and yourself; I

also asked her to marry me; but something makes me speak what I

believe to be the truth。〃



〃Like Cassandra;〃 I suggested。



〃Yes; like Cassandra who was not a popular person。〃 At first I

was inclined to resent Bickley's wordswho would not have been

in the circumstances? Then of a sudden there rushed in upon my

mind the conviction that he spoke the truth。 In this world Yva

was not for me or any man。 Moreover she knew it; the knowledge

peeped out of every word she spoke in our passionate love scene

by the lake。 She was aware; and subconsciously I was aware; that

we were plighting our troth; not for time but for eternity。 With

time we had little left to do; not for long would she wear the

ring I gave her on that holy night。



Even Bastin; whose perceptions normally were not acute; felt

that the situation was strained and awkward and broke in with a

curious air of forced satisfaction:



〃It's uncommonly lucky for you; old boy; that you happen to

have a clergyman in your party; as I shall be able to marry you

in a respectable fashion。 Of course I can't say that the

Glittering Lady is as yet absolutely converted to our faith; but

I am certain that she has absorbed enough of its principles to

justify me in uniting her in Christian wedlock。〃



〃Yes;〃 I answered; 〃she has absorbed its principles;

she told me as much herself。 Sacrifice; for instance;〃

and as I spoke the word my eyes filled with tears。



〃Sacrifice!〃 broke in Bickley with an angry snort; for he

needed a vent to his mental disturbance。 〃Rubbish。 Why should

every religion demand sacrifice as savages do? By it alone they

stand condemned。〃



〃Because as I think; sacrifice is the law of life; at least of

all life that is worth the living;〃 I answered sadly enough。

〃Anyhow I believe you are right; Bickley; and that Bastin will

not be troubled to marry us。〃



〃You don't mean;〃 broke in Bastin with a horrified air; 〃that

you propose to dispense〃



〃No; Bastin; I don't mean that。 What I mean is that it comes

upon me that something will prevent this marriage。 Sacrifice;

perhaps; though in what shape I do not know。 And now good night。

I am tired。〃





That night in the chill dead hour before the dawn Oro came

again。 I woke up to see him seated by my bed; majestic; and; as

it seemed to me; lambent; though this may have been my

imagination。



〃You take strange liberties with my daughter; Barbarian; or she

takes strange liberties with you; it does not matter which;〃 he

said; regarding me with his calm and terrible eyes。



〃Why do you presume to call me Barbarian?〃 I asked; avoiding

the main issue。



〃For this reason; Humphrey。 All men are the same。 They have the

same organs; the same instincts; the same desires; which in

essence are but two; food and rebirth that Nature commands;

though it is true that millions of years before I was born; as I

have learned from the records of the Sons of Wisdom; it was said

that they were half ape。 Yet being the same there is between them

a whole sea of difference; since some have knowledge and others

none; or little。 Those who have none or little; among whom you

must be numbered; are Barbarians。 Those who have much; among whom

my daughter and I are the sole survivors; are the Instructed。〃



〃There are nearly two thousand millions of living people in

this world;〃 I said; 〃and you name all of them Barbarians?〃



〃All; Humphrey; excepting; of course; myself and my daughter

who are not known to be alive。 You think that you have learned

much; whereas in truth you are most ignorant。 The commonest of

the outer nations; when I destroyed them; knew more than your

wisest know today。〃



〃You are mistaken; Oro; since then we have learned something of

the soul。〃



〃Ah!〃 he exclaimed; 〃that interests me and perhaps it is true。

Also; if true it is very important; as I have told you beforeor

was it Bastin? If a man has a soul; he lives; whereas even we

Sons of Wisdom die; and in Death what is the use of Wisdom?

Because you can believe; you have souls and are therefore;

perhaps; heirs to life; foolish and ignorant as you are today。

Therefore I admit you and Bastin to be my equals; though Bickley;

who like myself believes nothing; is but a common chemist and

doctor of disease。〃



〃Then you bow to Faith; Oro?〃



〃Yes; and I think that my god Fate also bows to Faith。 Perhaps;

indeed; Faith shapes Fate; not Fate。 Faith。 But whence comes that

faith which even I with all my learning cannot command? Why is it

denied to me and given to you and Bastin?〃



〃Because as Bastin would tell you; it is a gift; though one

that is never granted to the proud and self…sufficient。 Become

humble as a child; Oro; and perchance you too may acquire faith。〃



〃And how shall I become humble?〃



〃By putting away all dreams of power and its exercise; if such

you have; and in repentance walking quietly to the Gates of

Death;〃 I replied。



〃For you; Humphrey; who have little or none of these things;

that may be easy。 But for me who have much; if not all; it is

otherwise。 You ask me to abandon the certain for the uncertain;

the known for the unknown; and from a half…god communing with the

stars; to become an earthworm crawling in mud and lifting blind

eyes towards the darkness of everlasting night。〃



〃A god who must die is no god; half or whole; Oro; the

earthworm that lives on is greater than he。〃



〃Mayhap。 Yet while I endure I will be as a god; so that when

night comes; if come it must; I shall have played my part and

left my mark upon this little world of ours。 Have done!〃 he added

with a burst of impatience。 〃What will you of my daughter?〃



〃What man has always willed of womanherself; body and soul。〃



〃Her soul perchance is yours; if she has one; but her body is

mine to give or withhold。 Yet it can be bought at a price;〃 he

added slowly。



〃So she told me; Oro。〃



〃I can guess what she told you。 Did I not watch you yonder by

the lake when you gave her a ring graved with the signs of Life

and Everlastingness? The question is; will you pay the price?〃



〃Not so; the question iswhat is the price?〃



〃This; to enter my service and henceforth do my willwithout

debate or cavil。〃



〃For what reward; Oro?〃



〃Yva and the dominion of the earth while you shall live;

neither more nor less。〃



〃And what is your will?〃



〃That you shall learn in due course。 On the second night from

this I command the three of you to wait upon me at sundown in the

buried halls of Nyo。 Till then you see no more of Yva; for I do

not trust her。 She; too; has powers; though as yet she does not

use them; and perchance she would forget her oaths; and following

some new star of love; for a little while vanish with you out of

my reach。 Be in the sepulchre at the hour of sundown on the

second day from this; all three of you; if you would
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