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have the right to do; seeing that like Bastin and yourself; I
also asked her to marry me; but something makes me speak what I
believe to be the truth。〃
〃Like Cassandra;〃 I suggested。
〃Yes; like Cassandra who was not a popular person。〃 At first I
was inclined to resent Bickley's wordswho would not have been
in the circumstances? Then of a sudden there rushed in upon my
mind the conviction that he spoke the truth。 In this world Yva
was not for me or any man。 Moreover she knew it; the knowledge
peeped out of every word she spoke in our passionate love scene
by the lake。 She was aware; and subconsciously I was aware; that
we were plighting our troth; not for time but for eternity。 With
time we had little left to do; not for long would she wear the
ring I gave her on that holy night。
Even Bastin; whose perceptions normally were not acute; felt
that the situation was strained and awkward and broke in with a
curious air of forced satisfaction:
〃It's uncommonly lucky for you; old boy; that you happen to
have a clergyman in your party; as I shall be able to marry you
in a respectable fashion。 Of course I can't say that the
Glittering Lady is as yet absolutely converted to our faith; but
I am certain that she has absorbed enough of its principles to
justify me in uniting her in Christian wedlock。〃
〃Yes;〃 I answered; 〃she has absorbed its principles;
she told me as much herself。 Sacrifice; for instance;〃
and as I spoke the word my eyes filled with tears。
〃Sacrifice!〃 broke in Bickley with an angry snort; for he
needed a vent to his mental disturbance。 〃Rubbish。 Why should
every religion demand sacrifice as savages do? By it alone they
stand condemned。〃
〃Because as I think; sacrifice is the law of life; at least of
all life that is worth the living;〃 I answered sadly enough。
〃Anyhow I believe you are right; Bickley; and that Bastin will
not be troubled to marry us。〃
〃You don't mean;〃 broke in Bastin with a horrified air; 〃that
you propose to dispense〃
〃No; Bastin; I don't mean that。 What I mean is that it comes
upon me that something will prevent this marriage。 Sacrifice;
perhaps; though in what shape I do not know。 And now good night。
I am tired。〃
That night in the chill dead hour before the dawn Oro came
again。 I woke up to see him seated by my bed; majestic; and; as
it seemed to me; lambent; though this may have been my
imagination。
〃You take strange liberties with my daughter; Barbarian; or she
takes strange liberties with you; it does not matter which;〃 he
said; regarding me with his calm and terrible eyes。
〃Why do you presume to call me Barbarian?〃 I asked; avoiding
the main issue。
〃For this reason; Humphrey。 All men are the same。 They have the
same organs; the same instincts; the same desires; which in
essence are but two; food and rebirth that Nature commands;
though it is true that millions of years before I was born; as I
have learned from the records of the Sons of Wisdom; it was said
that they were half ape。 Yet being the same there is between them
a whole sea of difference; since some have knowledge and others
none; or little。 Those who have none or little; among whom you
must be numbered; are Barbarians。 Those who have much; among whom
my daughter and I are the sole survivors; are the Instructed。〃
〃There are nearly two thousand millions of living people in
this world;〃 I said; 〃and you name all of them Barbarians?〃
〃All; Humphrey; excepting; of course; myself and my daughter
who are not known to be alive。 You think that you have learned
much; whereas in truth you are most ignorant。 The commonest of
the outer nations; when I destroyed them; knew more than your
wisest know today。〃
〃You are mistaken; Oro; since then we have learned something of
the soul。〃
〃Ah!〃 he exclaimed; 〃that interests me and perhaps it is true。
Also; if true it is very important; as I have told you beforeor
was it Bastin? If a man has a soul; he lives; whereas even we
Sons of Wisdom die; and in Death what is the use of Wisdom?
Because you can believe; you have souls and are therefore;
perhaps; heirs to life; foolish and ignorant as you are today。
Therefore I admit you and Bastin to be my equals; though Bickley;
who like myself believes nothing; is but a common chemist and
doctor of disease。〃
〃Then you bow to Faith; Oro?〃
〃Yes; and I think that my god Fate also bows to Faith。 Perhaps;
indeed; Faith shapes Fate; not Fate。 Faith。 But whence comes that
faith which even I with all my learning cannot command? Why is it
denied to me and given to you and Bastin?〃
〃Because as Bastin would tell you; it is a gift; though one
that is never granted to the proud and self…sufficient。 Become
humble as a child; Oro; and perchance you too may acquire faith。〃
〃And how shall I become humble?〃
〃By putting away all dreams of power and its exercise; if such
you have; and in repentance walking quietly to the Gates of
Death;〃 I replied。
〃For you; Humphrey; who have little or none of these things;
that may be easy。 But for me who have much; if not all; it is
otherwise。 You ask me to abandon the certain for the uncertain;
the known for the unknown; and from a half…god communing with the
stars; to become an earthworm crawling in mud and lifting blind
eyes towards the darkness of everlasting night。〃
〃A god who must die is no god; half or whole; Oro; the
earthworm that lives on is greater than he。〃
〃Mayhap。 Yet while I endure I will be as a god; so that when
night comes; if come it must; I shall have played my part and
left my mark upon this little world of ours。 Have done!〃 he added
with a burst of impatience。 〃What will you of my daughter?〃
〃What man has always willed of womanherself; body and soul。〃
〃Her soul perchance is yours; if she has one; but her body is
mine to give or withhold。 Yet it can be bought at a price;〃 he
added slowly。
〃So she told me; Oro。〃
〃I can guess what she told you。 Did I not watch you yonder by
the lake when you gave her a ring graved with the signs of Life
and Everlastingness? The question is; will you pay the price?〃
〃Not so; the question iswhat is the price?〃
〃This; to enter my service and henceforth do my willwithout
debate or cavil。〃
〃For what reward; Oro?〃
〃Yva and the dominion of the earth while you shall live;
neither more nor less。〃
〃And what is your will?〃
〃That you shall learn in due course。 On the second night from
this I command the three of you to wait upon me at sundown in the
buried halls of Nyo。 Till then you see no more of Yva; for I do
not trust her。 She; too; has powers; though as yet she does not
use them; and perchance she would forget her oaths; and following
some new star of love; for a little while vanish with you out of
my reach。 Be in the sepulchre at the hour of sundown on the
second day from this; all three of you; if you would