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when the world shook-第66章

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strength of their will and knowledge; of the dwindling of their

race and of the final destruction of its enemies; although I

noticed that now he no longer said that this was his work alone。

One night I asked him if he did not miss all such pomp and power。



Then suddenly he broke out; and for the first time I really

learned what ambition can be when it utterly possesses the soul

of man。



〃Are you mad;〃 he asked; 〃that you suppose that I; Oro; the

King of kings; can be content to dwell solitary in a great cave

with none but the shadows of the dead to serve me? Nay; I must

rule again and be even greater than before; or else I too will

die。 Better to face the future; even if it means oblivion; than

to remain thus a relic of a glorious past; still living and yet

dead; like that statue of the great god Fate which you saw in the

temple of my worship。〃



〃Bastin does not think that the future means oblivion;〃 I

remarked。



〃I know it。 I have studied his faith and find it too humble for

my taste; also too new。 Shall I; Oro; creep a suppliant before

any Power; and confess what Bastin is pleased to call my sins?

Nay; I who am great will be the equal of all greatness; or

nothing。〃



He paused a while; then went on:



〃Bastin speaks of 'eternity。' Where and what then is this

eternity which if it has no end can have had no beginning? I know

the secret of the suns and their attendant worlds; and they are

no more eternal than the insect which glitters for an hour。 Out

of shapeless; rushing gases they gathered to live their day; and

into gases at last they dissolve again with all they bore。〃



〃Yes;〃 I answered; 〃but they reform into new worlds。〃



〃That have no part with the old。 This world; too; will melt;

departing to whence it came; as your sacred writings say; and

what then of those who dwelt and dwell thereon? No; Man of

today; give me Time in which I rule and keep your dreams of an

Eternity that is not; and in which you must still crawl and

serve; even if it were。 Yet; if I might; I confess it; I would

live on for ever; but as Master not as Slave。〃





On another night he began to tempt me; very subtly。 〃I see a

spark of greatness in you; Humphrey;〃 he said; 〃and it comes into

my heart that you; too; might learn to rule。 With Yva; the last

of my blood; it is otherwise。 She is the child of my age and of a

race outworn; too gentle; too much all womanly。 The soul that

triumphs must shine like steel in the sun; and cut if need be;

not merely be beauteous and shed perfume like a lily in the

shade。 Yet she is very wise and fair;〃 here he looked at me;

〃perchance of her might come children such as were their

forefathers; who again would wield the sceptre of the dominion of

the earth。〃



I made no answer; wondering what he meant exactly and thinking

it wisest to be silent。



〃You are of the short…lived races;〃 he went on; 〃yet very much

a man; not without intelligence; and by the arts I have I can so

strengthen your frame that it will endure the shocks of time for

three such lives as yours; or perchance for more; and then〃



Again he paused and went on:



〃The Daughter of kings likes you also; perhaps because you

resemble〃 here he fixed me with his piercing eyes; 〃a certain

kinglet of base blood whom once she also liked; but whom it was

my duty to destroy。 Well; I must think。 I must study this world

of yours also and therein you may help me。 Perhaps afterwards I

will tell you how。 Now sleep。〃



In another moment he was gone; but notwithstanding his powerful

command; for a while I could not sleep。 I understood that he was

offering Yva to me; but upon what terms? That was the question。

With her was to go great dominion over the kingdoms of the earth。

I could not help remembering that always this has been and still

is Satan's favourite bait。 To me it did not particularly appeal。

I had been ambitious in my timewho is not that is worth his

salt? I could have wished to excel in something; literature or

art; or whatever it might be; and thus to ensure the memory of my

name in the world。



Of course this is a most futile desire; seeing that soon or

late every name must fade out of the world like an unfixed

photograph which is exposed to the sun。 Even if it could endure;

as the old demigod; or demidevil; Oro; had pointed out; very

shortly; by comparison with Time's unmeasured vastness; the whole

solar system will also fade。 So of what use is this feeble love

of fame and this vain attempt to be remembered that animates us

so strongly? Moreover; the idea of enjoying mere temporal as

opposed to intellectual power; appealed to me not at all。 I am a

student of history and I know what has been the lot of kings and

the evil that; often enough; they work in their little day。



Also if I needed any further example; there was that of Oro

himself。 He had outlived the greatness of his House; as a royal

family is called; and after some gigantic murder; if his own

story was to be believed; indulged in a prolonged sleep。 Now he

awoke to find himself quite alone in the world; save for a

daughter with whom he did not agree or sympathise。 In short; he

was but a kind of animated mummy inspired by one idea which I

felt quite sure would be disappointed; namely; to renew his

former greatness。 To me he seemed as miserable a figure as one

could imagine; brooding and plotting in his illuminated cave; at

the end of an extended but misspent life。



Also I wondered what he; or rather his ego; had been doing

during all those two hundred and fifty thousand years of sleep。

Possibly if Yva's theory; as I understood it; were correct; he

had reincarnated as Attila; or Tamerlane; or Napoleon; or even as

Chaka the terrible Zulu king。 At any rate there he was still in

the world; filled with the dread of death; but consumed now as

ever by his insatiable and most useless finite ambitions。



Yva; also! Her case was his; but yet how different。 In all this

long night of Time she had but ripened into one of the sweetest

and most gentle women that ever the world bore。 She; too; was

great in her way; it appeared in her every word and gesture; but

where was the ferocity of her father? Where his desire to reach

to splendour by treading on a blood…stained road paved with

broken human hearts? It did not exist。 Her nature was different

although her body came of a long line of these power…loving

kings。 Why this profound difference of the spirit? Like

everything else it was a mystery。 The two were as far apart as

the Poles。 Everyone must have hated Oro; from the beginning;

however much he feared him; but everyone who came in touch with

her must have loved Yva。





Here I may break into my personal narrative to say that this;

by their own confession; proved to be true of two such various

persons as Bastin and Bickley。



〃The truth; which I am sure it would be wrong to hide from you;

Arbuthnot;〃 said the former to me o
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