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that is all very well at a proper time; but this is the time to
remember nothing but that we are all one flesh and blood。 We lie
down together in the churchyard; and we hope to rise together where
there will be no master and servant。 Think of the poor unfortunate
creature as your own flesh and blood; and tell me; will you help me
try and save her; under this terrible blow?〃
〃Ay; doctor; that we will;〃 said the footman。 〃Only you give us
our orders; and you will see。〃
〃I have no right to give you orders; but I entreat you not to show
her by word or look; that calamity is upon her。 Alas! it is only a
reprieve you can give her and to me。 The bitter hour MUST come
when I must tell her she is a widow; and her boy an orphan。 When
that day comes; I will ask you all to pray for me that I may find
words。 But now I ask you to give me that ten days' reprieve。 Let
the poor creature recover a little strength; before the thunderbolt
of affliction falls on her head。 Will you promise me?〃
They promised heartily; and more than one of the women began to
cry。
〃A general assent will not satisfy me;〃 said Dr。 Philip。 〃I want
every man; and every woman; to give me a hand upon it; then I shall
feel sure of you。〃
The men gave him their hands at once。 The women wiped their hands
with their aprons; to make sure they were clean; and gave him their
hands too。 The cook said; 〃If any one of us goes from it; this
kitchen will be too hot to hold her。〃
〃Nobody will go from it; cook;〃 said the doctor。 〃I'm not afraid
of that; and now since you have promised me; out of your own good
hearts; I'll try and be even with you。 If she knows nothing of it
by the tenth of March; five guineas to every man and woman in this
kitchen。 You shall see that; if you can be kind; we can be
grateful。〃
He then hurried away。 He found Mr。 Lusignan in the drawing…room;
and told him all this。 Lusignan was fluttered; but grateful。 〃Ah;
my good friend;〃 said he; 〃this is a hard trial to two old men;
like you and me。〃
〃It is;〃 said Philip。 〃It has shown me my age。 I declare I am
trembling; I; whose nerves were iron。 But I have a particular
contempt for servants。 Mercenary wretches! I think Heaven
inspired me to talk to them。 After all; who knows? perhaps we
might find a way to their hearts; if we did not eternally shock
their vanity; and forget that it is; and must be; far greater than
our own。 The women gave me their tears; and the men were earnest。
Not one hand lay cold in mine。 As for your kitchen…maid; I'd trust
my life to that girl。 What a grip she gave me! What strength!
What fidelity was in it! My hand was never GRASPED before。 I
think we are safe for a few days more。〃
Lusignan sighed。 〃What does it all come to? We are pulling the
trigger gently; that is all。〃
〃No; no; that is not it。 Don't let us confound the matter with
similes; please。 Keep them for children。〃
Mrs。 Staines left her bed; and would have left her room; but Dr。
Philip forbade it strictly。
One day; seated in her arm…chair; she said to the nurse; before Dr。
Philip; 〃Nurse; why do the servants look so curiously at me?〃
Mrs。 Briscoe cast a hasty glance at Dr。 Philip; and then said; 〃I
don't know; madam。 I never noticed that。〃
〃Uncle; why did nurse look at you before she answered such a simple
question?〃
〃I don't know。 What question?〃
〃About the servants。〃
〃Oh; about the servants!〃 said he contemptuously。
〃You should not turn up your nose at them; for they are all most
kind and attentive。 Only; I catch them looking at me so strangely;
reallyas if they〃
〃Rosa; you are taking me quite out of my depth。 The looks of
servant girls! Why; of course a lady in your condition is an
object of especial interest to them。 I dare say they are saying to
one another; 'I wonder when my turn will come!' A fellow…feeling
makes us wondrous kindthat is a proverb; is it not?〃
〃To be sure。 I forgot that。〃
She said no more; but seemed thoughtful; and not quite satisfied。
On this Dr。 Philip begged the maids to go near her as little as
possible。 〃You are not aware of it;〃 said he; 〃but your looks; and
your manner of speaking; rouse her attention; and she is quicker
than I thought she was; and observes very subtly。〃
This was done; and then she complained that nobody came near her。
She insisted on coming down…stairs; it was so dull。
Dr。 Philip consented; if she would be content to receive no visits
for a week。
She assented to that; and now passed some hours every day in the
drawing…room。 In her morning wrappers; so fresh and crisp; she
looked lovely; and increased in health and strength every day。
Dr。 Philip used to look at her; and his very flesh would creep at
the thought that; ere long; he must hurl this fair creature into
the dust of affliction; must; with a word; take the ruby from her
lips; the rose from her cheeks; the sparkle from her glorious eyes
eyes that beamed on him with sweet affection; and a mouth that
never opened; but to show some simplicity of mind; or some pretty
burst of the sensitive heart。
He put off; and put off; and at last cowardice began to whisper;
〃Why tell her the whole truth at all? Why not take her through
stages of doubt; alarm; and; after all; leave a grain of hope till
her child gets so rooted in her heart that〃 But conscience and
good sense interrupted this temporary thought; and made him see to
what a horrible life of suspense he should condemn a human
creature; and live a perpetual lie; and be always at the edge of
some pitfall or other。
One day; while he sat looking at her; with all these thoughts; and
many more; coursing through his mind; she looked up at him; and
surprised him。 〃Ah!〃 said she gravely。
〃What is the matter; my dear?〃
〃Oh; nothing;〃 said she cunningly。
〃Uncle; dear;〃 said she presently; 〃when do we go to Herne Bay?〃
Now; Dr。 Philip had given that up。 He had got the servants at Kent
Villa on his side; and he felt safer here than in any strange
place: so he said; 〃I don't know: that all depends。 There is
plenty of time。〃
〃No; uncle;〃 said Rosa gravely。 〃I wish to leave this house。 I
can hardly breathe in it。〃
〃What! your native air?〃
〃Mystery is not my native air; and this house is full of mystery。
Voices whisper at my door; and the people don't come in。 The maids
cast strange looks at me; and hurry away。 I scolded that pert girl
Jane; and she answered me as meek as Moses。 I catch you looking at
me; with love; and something else。 What is that something? It
is Pity: that is what it is。 Do you think; because I am called a
simpleton; that I have no eyes; nor ears; nor sense? What is this
secret which you are all hiding from one person; and that is me?
Ah! Christopher has not written these five weeks。 Tell me the
truth; for I will know it;〃 and she started up in wild excitement。
Then Dr。 Philip saw the hour was come。
He said; 〃My poor girl; you have read us right。 I am anxious about
Christopher; and all the servants know it。〃
〃Anxious; and not tell ME; his wife; the woman whose life is bound
up in his。〃
〃Was it for us to retard your convalescence;