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resumed; without noticing what he had said:
‘Those terms are; that you will earn enough for yourself to
provide for your eating and drinking; and pocket…money。 Your
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lodging (which I have arranged for) will be paid by me。 So will
your washing—’
‘—Which will be kept down to my estimate;’ said his sister。
‘Your clothes will be looked after for you; too;’ said Mr。
Murdstone; ‘as you will not be able; yet awhile; to get them for
yourself。 So you are now going to London; David; with Mr。
Quinion; to begin the world on your own account。’
‘In short; you are provided for;’ observed his sister; ‘and will
please to do your duty。’
Though I quite understood that the purpose of this
announcement was to get rid of me; I have no distinct
remembrance whether it pleased or frightened me。 My impression
is; that I was in a state of confusion about it; and; oscillating
between the two points; touched neither。 Nor had I much time for
the clearing of my thoughts; as Mr。 Quinion was to go upon the
morrow。
Behold me; on the morrow; in a much…worn little white hat;
with a black crape round it for my mother; a black jacket; and a
pair of hard; stiff corduroy trousers—which Miss Murdstone
considered the best armour for the legs in that fight with the world
which was now to come off。 behold me so attired; and with my
little worldly all before me in a small trunk; sitting; a lone lorn
child (as Mrs。 Gummidge might have said); in the post…chaise that
was carrying Mr。 Quinion to the London coach at Yarmouth! See;
how our house and church are lessening in the distance; how the
grave beneath the tree is blotted out by intervening objects; how
the spire points upwards from my old playground no more; and
the sky is empty!
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Chapter 11
I BEGIN LIFE ON MY OWN ACCOUNT; AND
DON’T LIKE IT
Iknow enough of the world now; to have almost lost the
capacity of being much surprised by anything; but it is matter
of some surprise to me; even now; that I can have been so
easily thrown away at such an age。 A child of excellent abilities;
and with strong powers of observation; quick; eager; delicate; and
soon hurt bodily or mentally; it seems wonderful to me that
nobody should have made any sign in my behalf。 But none was
made; and I became; at ten years old; a little labouring hind in the
service of Murdstone and Grinby。
Murdstone and Grinby’s warehouse was at the waterside。 It was
down in Blackfriars。 Modern improvements have altered the
place; but it was the last house at the bottom of a narrow street;
curving down hill to the river; with some stairs at the end; where
people took boat。 It was a crazy old house with a wharf of its own;
abutting on the water when the tide was in; and on the mud when
the tide was out; and literally overrun with rats。 Its panelled
rooms; discoloured with the dirt and smoke of a hundred years; I
dare say; its decaying floors and staircase; the squeaking and
scuffling of the old grey rats down in the cellars; and the dirt and
rottenness of the place; are things; not of many years ago; in my
mind; but of the present instant。 They are all before me; just as
they were in the evil hour when I went among them for the first
time; with my trembling hand in Mr。 Quinion’s。
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Murdstone and Grinby’s trade was among a good many kinds of
people; but an important branch of it was the supply of wines and
spirits to certain packet ships。 I forget now where they chiefly
went; but I think there were some among them that made voyages
both to the East and West Indies。 I know that a great many empty
bottles were one of the consequences of this traffic; and that
certain men and boys were employed to examine them against the
light; and reject those that were flawed; and to rinse and wash
them。 When the empty bottles ran short; there were labels to be
pasted on full ones; or corks to be fitted to them; or seals to be put
upon the corks; or finished bottles to be packed in casks。 All this
work was my work; and of the boys employed upon it I was one。
There were three or four of us; counting me。 My working place
was established in a corner of the warehouse; where Mr。 Quinion
could see me; when he chose to stand up on the bottom rail of his
stool in the counting…house; and look at me through a window
above the desk。 Hither; on the first morning of my so auspiciously
beginning life on my own account; the oldest of the regular boys
was summoned to show me my business。 His name was Mick
Walker; and he wore a ragged apron and a paper cap。 He informed
me that his father was a bargeman; and walked; in a black velvet
head…dress; in the Lord Mayor’s Show。 He also informed me that
our principal associate would be another boy whom he introduced
by the—to me—extraordinary name of Mealy Potatoes。 I
discovered; however; that this youth had not been christened by
that name; but that it had been bestowed upon him in the
warehouse; on account of his complexion; which was pale or
mealy。 Mealy’s father was a waterman; who had the additional
distinction of being a fireman; and was engaged as such at one of
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the large theatres; where some young relation of Mealy’s—I think
his little sister—did Imps in the Pantomimes。
No words can express the secret agony of my soul as I sunk into
this companionship; compared these henceforth everyday
associates with those of my happier childhood—not to say with
Steerforth; Traddles; and the rest of those boys; and felt my hopes
of growing up to be a learned and distinguished man; crushed in
my bosom。 The deep remembrance of the sense I had; of being
utterly without hope now; of the shame I felt in my position; of the
misery it was to my young heart to believe that day by day what I
had learned; and thought; and delighted in; and raised my fancy
and my emulation up by; would pass away from me; little by little;
never to be brought back any more; cannot be written。 As often as
Mick Walker went away in the course of that forenoon; I mingled
my tears with the water in which I was washing the bottles; and
sobbed as if there were a flaw in my own breast; and it were in
danger of bursting。
The counting…house clock was at half past twelve; and there
was general preparation for going to dinner; when Mr。 Quinion
tapped at the counting…house window; and beckoned to me to go
in。 I went in; and found there a stoutish; middle…aged person; in a
brown surtout and black tights and shoes; with no more hair upon
his head (which was a large one; and very shining) than there is
upon an egg; and with a very extensive face; which he turned full
upon me。 His clothes were shabby; but he had an imposing shirt…
collar on。 He carried a jaunty sort of a stick; with a large pair of
rusty tassels to it; and a quizzing…glass hung outside his coat;—for
ornament; I afterwards