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strange unwholesome smell upon the room; like mildewed
corduroys; sweet apples wanting air; and rotten books。 There
could not well be more ink splashed about it; if it had been roofless
from its first construction; and the skies had rained; snowed;
hailed; and blown ink through the varying seasons of the year。
Mr。 Mell having left me while he took his irreparable boots
upstairs; I went softly to the upper end of the room; observing all
this as I crept along。 Suddenly I came upon a pasteboard placard;
beautifully written; which was lying on the desk; and bore these
words: ‘Take care of him。 He bites。’
I got upon the desk immediately; apprehensive of at least a
great dog underneath。 But; though I looked all round with anxious
eyes; I could see nothing of him。 I was still engaged in peering
about; when Mr。 Mell came back; and asked me what I did up
there?
‘I beg your pardon; sir;’ says I; ‘if you please; I’m looking for the
dog。’
‘Dog?’ he says。 ‘What dog?’
‘Isn’t it a dog; sir?’
‘Isn’t what a dog?’
‘That’s to be taken care of; sir; that bites。’
‘No; Copperfield;’ says he; gravely; ‘that’s not a dog。 That’s a
boy。 My instructions are; Copperfield; to put this placard on your
back。 I am sorry to make such a beginning with you; but I must do
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it。’ With that he took me down; and tied the placard; which was
neatly constructed for the purpose; on my shoulders like a
knapsack; and wherever I went; afterwards; I had the consolation
of carrying it。
What I suffered from that placard; nobody can imagine。
Whether it was possible for people to see me or not; I always
fancied that somebody was reading it。 It was no relief to turn
round and find nobody; for wherever my back was; there I
imagined somebody always to be。 That cruel man with the wooden
leg aggravated my sufferings。 He was in authority; and if he ever
saw me leaning against a tree; or a wall; or the house; he roared
out from his lodge door in a stupendous voice; ‘Hallo; you sir! You
Copperfield! Show that badge conspicuous; or I’ll report you!’ The
playground was a bare gravelled yard; open to all the back of the
house and the offices; and I knew that the servants read it; and the
butcher read it; and the baker read it; that everybody; in a word;
who came backwards and forwards to the house; of a morning
when I was ordered to walk there; read that I was to be taken care
of; for I bit; I recollect that I positively began to have a dread of
myself; as a kind of wild boy who did bite。
There was an old door in this playground; on which the boys
had a custom of carving their names。 It was completely covered
with such inscriptions。 In my dread of the end of the vacation and
their coming back; I could not read a boy’s name; without
inquiring in what tone and with what emphasis he would read;
‘Take care of him。 He bites。’ There was one boy—a certain J。
Steerforth—who cut his name very deep and very often; who; I
conceived; would read it in a rather strong voice; and afterwards
pull my hair。 There was another boy; one Tommy Traddles; who I
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dreaded would make game of it; and pretend to be dreadfully
frightened of me。 There was a third; George Demple; who I fancied
would sing it。 I have looked; a little shrinking creature; at that
door; until the owners of all the names—there were five…and…forty
of them in the school then; Mr。 Mell said—seemed to send me to
Coventry by general acclamation; and to cry out; each in his own
way; ‘Take care of him。 He bites!’
It was the same with the places at the desks and forms。 It was
the same with the groves of deserted bedsteads I peeped at; on my
way to; and when I was in; my own bed。 I remember dreaming
night after night; of being with my mother as she used to be; or of
going to a party at Mr。 Peggotty’s; or of travelling outside the
stage…coach; or of dining again with my unfortunate friend the
waiter; and in all these circumstances making people scream and
stare; by the unhappy disclosure that I had nothing on but my
little night…shirt; and that placard。
In the monotony of my life; and in my constant apprehension of
the re…opening of the school; it was such an insupportable
affliction! I had long tasks every day to do with Mr。 Mell; but I did
them; there being no Mr。 and Miss Murdstone here; and got
through them without disgrace。 Before; and after them; I walked
about—supervised; as I have mentioned; by the man with the
wooden leg。 How vividly I call to mind the damp about the house;
the green cracked flagstones in the court; an old leaky water…butt;
and the discoloured trunks of some of the grim trees; which
seemed to have dripped more in the rain than other trees; and to
have blown less in the sun! At one we dined; Mr。 Mell and I; at the
upper end of a long bare dining…room; full of deal tables; and
smelling of fat。 Then; we had more tasks until tea; which Mr。 Mell
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drank out of a blue teacup; and I out of a tin pot。 All day long; and
until seven or eight in the evening; Mr。 Mell; at his own detached
desk in the schoolroom; worked hard with pen; ink; ruler; books;
and writing…paper; making out the bills (as I found) for last half…
year。 When he had put up his things for the night he took out his
flute; and blew at it; until I almost thought he would gradually
blow his whole being into the large hole at the top; and ooze away
at the keys。
I picture my small self in the dimly…lighted rooms; sitting with
my head upon my hand; listening to the doleful performance of
Mr。 Mell; and conning tomorrow’s lessons。 I picture myself with
my books shut up; still listening to the doleful performance of Mr。
Mell; and listening through it to what used to be at home; and to
the blowing of the wind on Yarmouth flats; and feeling very sad
and solitary。 I picture myself going up to bed; among the unused
rooms; and sitting on my bed…side crying for a comfortable word
from Peggotty。 I picture myself coming downstairs in the morning;
and looking through a long ghastly gash of a staircase window at
the school…bell hanging on the top of an out…house with a
weathercock above it; and dreading the time when it shall ring J。
Steerforth and the rest to work: which is only second; in my
foreboding apprehensions; to the time when the man with the
wooden leg shall unlock the rusty gate to give admission to the
awful Mr。 Creakle。 I cannot think I was a very dangerous
character in any of these aspects; but in all of them I carried the
same warning on my back。
Mr。 Mell never said much to me; but he was never harsh to me。
I suppose we were company to each other; without talking。 I forgot
to mention that he would talk to himself sometimes; and grin; and
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clench his fist; and grind his teeth; and pull his hair in an
unaccountable manner。 But he had thes