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I tried to ascertain whether Mr。 Dick had any understanding of
the causes of this sudden and great change in my aunt’s affairs。
As I might have expected; he had none at all。 The only account he
could give of it was; that my aunt had said to him; the day before
yesterday; ‘Now; Dick; are you really and truly the philosopher I
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take you for?’ That then he had said; Yes; he hoped so。 That then
my aunt had said; ‘Dick; I am ruined。’ That then he had said; ‘Oh;
indeed!’ That then my aunt had praised him highly; which he was
glad of。 And that then they had come to me; and had had bottled
porter and sandwiches on the road。
Mr。 Dick was so very complacent; sitting on the foot of the bed;
nursing his leg; and telling me this; with his eyes wide open and a
surprised smile; that I am sorry to say I was provoked into
explaining to him that ruin meant distress; want; and starvation;
but I was soon bitterly reproved for this harshness; by seeing his
face turn pale; and tears course down his lengthened cheeks; while
he fixed upon me a look of such unutterable woe; that it might
have softened a far harder heart than mine。 I took infinitely
greater pains to cheer him up again than I had taken to depress
him; and I soon understood (as I ought to have known at first) that
he had been so confident; merely because of his faith in the wisest
and most wonderful of women; and his unbounded reliance on my
intellectual resources。 The latter; I believe; he considered a match
for any kind of disaster not absolutely mortal。
‘What can we do; Trotwood?’ said Mr。 Dick。 ‘There’s the
Memorial—’
‘To be sure there is;’ said I。 ‘But all we can do just now; Mr。
Dick; is to keep a cheerful countenance; and not let my aunt see
that we are thinking about it。’
He assented to this in the most earnest manner; and implored
me; if I should see him wandering an inch out of the right course;
to recall him by some of those superior methods which were
always at my command。 But I regret to state that the fright I had
given him proved too much for his best attempts at concealment。
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All the evening his eyes wandered to my aunt’s face; with an
expression of the most dismal apprehension; as if he saw her
growing thin on the spot。 He was conscious of this; and put a
constraint upon his head; but his keeping that immovable; and
sitting rolling his eyes like a piece of machinery; did not mend the
matter at all。 I saw him look at the loaf at supper (which happened
to be a small one); as if nothing else stood between us and famine;
and when my aunt insisted on his making his customary repast; I
detected him in the act of pocketing fragments of his bread and
cheese; I have no doubt for the purpose of reviving us with those
savings; when we should have reached an advanced stage of
attenuation。
My aunt; on the other hand; was in a composed frame of mind;
which was a lesson to all of us—to me; I am sure。 She was
extremely gracious to Peggotty; except when I inadvertently called
her by that name; and; strange as I knew she felt in London;
appeared quite at home。 She was to have my bed; and I was to lie
in the sitting…room; to keep guard over her。 She made a great
point of being so near the river; in case of a conflagration; and I
suppose really did find some satisfaction in that circumstance。
‘Trot; my dear;’ said my aunt; when she saw me making
preparations for compounding her usual night…draught; ‘No!’
‘Nothing; aunt?’
‘Not wine; my dear。 Ale。’
‘But there is wine here; aunt。 And you always have it made of
wine。’
‘Keep that; in case of sickness;’ said my aunt。 ‘We mustn’t use it
carelessly; Trot。 Ale for me。 Half a pint。’
I thought Mr。 Dick would have fallen; insensible。 My aunt
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being resolute; I went out and got the ale myself。 As it was
growing late; Peggotty and Mr。 Dick took that opportunity of
repairing to the chandler’s shop together。 I parted from him; poor
fellow; at the corner of the street; with his great kite at his back; a
very monument of human misery。
My aunt was walking up and down the room when I returned;
crimping the borders of her nightcap with her fingers。 I warmed
the ale and made the toast on the usual infallible principles。 When
it was ready for her; she was ready for it; with her nightcap on;
and the skirt of her gown turned back on her knees。
‘My dear;’ said my aunt; after taking a spoonful of it; ‘it’s a great
deal better than wine。 Not half so bilious。’
I suppose I looked doubtful; for she added:
‘Tut; tut; child。 If nothing worse than Ale happens to us; we are
well off。’
‘I should think so myself; aunt; I am sure;’ said I。
‘Well; then; why don’t you think so?’ said my aunt。
‘Because you and I are very different people;’ I returned。
‘Stuff and nonsense; Trot!’ replied my aunt。
My aunt went on with a quiet enjoyment; in which there was
very little affectation; if any; drinking the warm ale with a teaspoon; and soaking her strips of toast in it。
‘Trot;’ said she; ‘I don’t care for strange faces in general; but I
rather like that Barkis of yours; do you know!’
‘It’s better than a hundred pounds to hear you say so!’ said I。
‘It’s a most extraordinary world;’ observed my aunt; rubbing
her nose; ‘how that woman ever got into it with that name; is
unaccountable to me。 It would be much more easy to be born a
Jackson; or something of that sort; one would think。’
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‘Perhaps she thinks so; too; it’s not her fault;’ said I。
‘I suppose not;’ returned my aunt; rather grudging the
admission; ‘but it’s very aggravating。 However; she’s Barkis now。
That’s some comfort。 Barkis is uncommonly fond of you; Trot。’
‘There is nothing she would leave undone to prove it;’ said I。
‘Nothing; I believe;’ returned my aunt。 ‘Here; the poor fool has
been begging and praying about handing over some of her
money—because she has got too much of it。 A simpleton!’
My aunt’s tears of pleasure were positively trickling down into
the warm ale。
‘She’s the most ridiculous creature that ever was born;’ said my
aunt。 ‘I knew; from the first moment when I saw her with that
poor dear blessed baby of a mother of yours; that she was the most
ridiculous of mortals。 But there are good points in Barkis!’
Affecting to laugh; she got an opportunity of putting her hand
to her eyes。 Having availed herself of it; she resumed her toast
and her discourse together。
‘Ah! Mercy upon us!’ sighed my aunt。 ‘I know all about it; Trot!
Barkis and myself had quite a gossip while you were out with
Dick。 I know all about it。 I don’t know where these wretched girls
expect to go to; for my part。 I wonder they don’t knock out their
brains against—against mantelpieces;’ said my aunt; an idea
which was probably sug