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altogether; and I gave the poor unfortunate girl a letter; which I
fully believe was the beginning of her ever speaking to Littimer;
who was left behind on purpose!’
I stood amazed at the revelation of all this perfidy; looking at
Miss Mowcher as she walked up and down the kitchen until she
was out of breath: when she sat upon the fender again; and; drying
her face with her handkerchief; shook her head for a long time;
without otherwise moving; and without breaking silence。
‘My country rounds;’ she added at length; ‘brought me to
Norwich; Mr。 Copperfield; the night before last。 What I happened
to find there; about their secret way of coming and going; without
you—which was strange—led to my suspecting something wrong。
I got into the coach from London last night; as it came through
Norwich; and was here this morning。 Oh; oh; oh! too late!’
Poor little Mowcher turned so chilly after all her crying and
fretting; that she turned round on the fender; putting her poor
little wet feet in among the ashes to warm them; and sat looking at
the fire; like a large doll。 I sat in a chair on the other side of the
hearth; lost in unhappy reflections; and looking at the fire too; and
sometimes at her。
‘I must go;’ she said at last; rising as she spoke。 ‘It’s late。 You
don’t mistrust me?’
Meeting her sharp glance; which was as sharp as ever when she
asked me; I could not on that short challenge answer no; quite
frankly。
‘Come!’ said she; accepting the offer of my hand to help her
over the fender; and looking wistfully up into my face; ‘you know
you wouldn’t mistrust me; if I was a full…sized woman!’
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I felt that there was much truth in this; and I felt rather
ashamed of myself。
‘You are a young man;’ she said; nodding。 ‘Take a word of
advice; even from three foot nothing。 Try not to associate bodily
defects with mental; my good friend; except for a solid reason。’
She had got over the fender now; and I had got over my
suspicion。 I told her that I believed she had given me a faithful
account of herself; and that we had both been hapless instruments
in designing hands。 She thanked me; and said I was a good fellow。
‘Now; mind!’ she exclaimed; turning back on her way to the
door; and looking shrewdly at me; with her forefinger up again。—‘I
have some reason to suspect; from what I have heard—my ears
are always open; I can’t afford to spare what powers I have—that
they are gone abroad。 But if ever they return; if ever any one of
them returns; while I am alive; I am more likely than another;
going about as I do; to find it out soon。 Whatever I know; you shall
know。 If ever I can do anything to serve the poor betrayed girl; I
will do it faithfully; please Heaven! And Littimer had better have a
bloodhound at his back; than little Mowcher!’
I placed implicit faith in this last statement; when I marked the
look with which it was accompanied。
‘Trust me no more; but trust me no less; than you would trust a
full…sized woman;’ said the little creature; touching me appealingly
on the wrist。 ‘If ever you see me again; unlike what I am now; and
like what I was when you first saw me; observe what company I
am in。 Call to mind that I am a very helpless and defenceless little
thing。 Think of me at home with my brother like myself and sister
like myself; when my day’s work is done。 Perhaps you won’t; then;
be very hard upon me; or surprised if I can be distressed and
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serious。 Good night!’
I gave Miss Mowcher my hand; with a very different opinion of
her from that which I had hitherto entertained; and opened the
door to let her out。 It was not a trifling business to get the great
umbrella up; and properly balanced in her grasp; but at last I
successfully accomplished this; and saw it go bobbing down the
street through the rain; without the least appearance of having
anybody underneath it; except when a heavier fall than usual from
some over…charged water…spout sent it toppling over; on one side;
and discovered Miss Mowcher struggling violently to get it right。
After making one or two sallies to her relief; which were rendered
futile by the umbrella’s hopping on again; like an immense bird;
before I could reach it; I came in; went to bed; and slept till
morning。
In the morning I was joined by Mr。 Peggotty and by my old
nurse; and we went at an early hour to the coach office; where
Mrs。 Gummidge and Ham were waiting to take leave of us。
‘Mas’r Davy;’ Ham whispered; drawing me aside; while Mr。
Peggotty was stowing his bag among the luggage; ‘his life is quite
broke up。 He doen’t know wheer he’s going; he doen’t know—
what’s afore him; he’s bound upon a voyage that’ll last; on and off;
all the rest of his days; take my wured for ‘t; unless he finds what
he’s a seeking of。 I am sure you’ll be a friend to him; Mas’r Davy?’
‘Trust me; I will indeed;’ said I; shaking hands with Ham
earnestly。
‘Thankee。 Thankee; very kind; sir。 One thing furder。 I’m in
good employ; you know; Mas’r Davy; and I han’t no way now of
spending what I gets。 Money’s of no use to me no more; except to
live。 If you can lay it out for him; I shall do my work with a better
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art。 Though as to that; sir;’ and he spoke very steadily and mildly;
‘you’re not to think but I shall work at all times; like a man; and act
the best that lays in my power!’
I told him I was well convinced of it; and I hinted that I hoped
the time might even come; when he would cease to lead the lonely
life he naturally contemplated now。
‘No; sir;’ he said; shaking his head; ‘all that’s past and over with
me; sir。 No one can never fill the place that’s empty。 But you’ll
bear in mind about the money; as theer’s at all times some laying
by for him?’
Reminding him of the fact; that Mr。 Peggotty derived a steady;
though certainly a very moderate income from the bequest of his
late brother…in…law; I promised to do so。 We then took leave of
each other。 I cannot leave him even now; without remembering
with a pang; at once his modest fortitude and his great sorrow。
As to Mrs。 Gummidge; if I were to endeavour to describe how
she ran down the street by the side of the coach; seeing nothing
but Mr。 Peggotty on the roof; through the tears she tried to
repress; and dashing herself against the people who were coming
in the opposite direction; I should enter on a task of some
difficulty。 Therefore I had better leave her sitting on a baker’s
door…step; out of breath; with no shape at all remaining in her
bonnet; and one of her shoes off; lying on the pavement at a
considerable distance。
When we got to our journey’s end; our first pursuit was to look
about for a little lodging for Peggotty; where her brother could
have a bed。 We were so fortunate as to find one; of a very clean
and cheap description; over a chandler’s shop; only t