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about it; and now came fresh; as judges; to settle the matter to the
satisfaction of everybody! Discontented people might talk of
corruption in the Commons; closeness in the Commons; and the
necessity of reforming the Commons; said Mr。 Spenlow solemnly;
in conclusion; but when the price of wheat per bushel had been
highest; the Commons had been busiest; and a man might lay his
hand upon his heart; and say this to the whole world;—‘Touch the
Commons; and down comes the country!’
I listened to all this with attention; and though; I must say; I had
my doubts whether the country was quite as much obliged to the
Commons as Mr。 Spenlow made out; I respectfully deferred to his
opinion。 That about the price of wheat per bushel; I modestly felt
was too much for my strength; and quite settled the question。 I
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have never; to this hour; got the better of that bushel of wheat。 It
has reappeared to annihilate me; all through my life; in connexion
with all kinds of subjects。 I don’t know now; exactly; what it has to
do with me; or what right it has to crush me; on an infinite variety
of occasions; but whenever I see my old friend the bushel brought
in by the head and shoulders (as he always is; I observe); I give up
a subject for lost。
This is a digression。 I was not the man to touch the Commons;
and bring down the country。 I submissively expressed; by my
silence; my acquiescence in all I had heard from my superior in
years and knowledge; and we talked about “The Stranger” and the
Drama; and the pairs of horses; until we came to Mr。 Spenlow’s
gate。
There was a lovely garden to Mr。 Spenlow’s house; and though
that was not the best time of the year for seeing a garden; it was so
beautifully kept; that I was quite enchanted。 There was a
charming lawn; there were clusters of trees; and there were
perspective walks that I could just distinguish in the dark; arched
over with trellis…work; on which shrubs and flowers grew in the
growing season。 ‘Here Miss Spenlow walks by herself;’ I thought。
‘Dear me!’
We went into the house; which was cheerfully lighted up; and
into a hall where there were all sorts of hats; caps; great…coats;
plaids; gloves; whips; and walking…sticks。 ‘Where is Miss Dora?’
said Mr。 Spenlow to the servant。 ‘Dora!’ I thought。 ‘What a
beautiful name!’
We turned into a room near at hand (I think it was the identical
breakfast…room; made memorable by the brown East Indian
sherry); and I heard a voice say; ‘Mr。 Copperfield; my daughter
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Dora; and my daughter Dora’s confidential friend!’ It was; no
doubt; Mr。 Spenlow’s voice; but I didn’t know it; and I didn’t care
whose it was。 All was over in a moment。 I had fulfilled my destiny。
I was a captive and a slave。 I loved Dora Spenlow to distraction!
She was more than human to me。 She was a Fairy; a Sylph; I
don’t know what she was—anything that no one ever saw; and
everything that everybody ever wanted。 I was swallowed up in an
abyss of love in an instant。 There was no pausing on the brink; no
looking down; or looking back; I was gone; headlong; before I had
sense to say a word to her。
‘I;’ observed a well…remembered voice; when I had bowed and
murmured something; ‘have seen Mr。 Copperfield before。’
The speaker was not Dora。 No; the confidential friend; Miss
Murdstone!
I don’t think I was much astonished。 To the best of my
judgement; no capacity of astonishment was left in me。 There was
nothing worth mentioning in the material world; but Dora
Spenlow; to be astonished about。 I said; ‘How do you do; Miss
Murdstone? I hope you are well。’ She answered; ‘Very well。’ I said;
‘How is Mr。 Murdstone?’ She replied; ‘My brother is robust; I am
obliged to you。’
Mr。 Spenlow; who; I suppose; had been surprised to see us
recognize each other; then put in his word。
‘I am glad to find;’ he said; ‘Copperfield; that you and Miss
Murdstone are already acquainted。’
‘Mr。 Copperfield and myself;’ said Miss Murdstone; with severe
composure; ‘are connexions。 We were once slightly acquainted。 It
was in his childish days。 Circumstances have separated us since。 I
should not have known him。’
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I replied that I should have known her; anywhere。 Which was
true enough。
‘Miss Murdstone has had the goodness;’ said Mr。 Spenlow to
me; ‘to accept the office—if I may so describe it—of my daughter
Dora’s confidential friend。 My daughter Dora having; unhappily;
no mother; Miss Murdstone is obliging enough to become her
companion and protector。’
A passing thought occurred to me that Miss Murdstone; like the
pocket instrument called a life…preserver; was not so much
designed for purposes of protection as of assault。 But as I had
none but passing thoughts for any subject save Dora; I glanced at
her; directly afterwards; and was thinking that I saw; in her
prettily pettish manner; that she was not very much inclined to be
particularly confidential to her companion and protector; when a
bell rang; which Mr。 Spenlow said was the first dinner…bell; and so
carried me off to dress。
The idea of dressing one’s self; or doing anything in the way of
action; in that state of love; was a little too ridiculous。 I could only
sit down before my fire; biting the key of my carpet…bag; and think
of the captivating; girlish; bright…eyed lovely Dora。 What a form
she had; what a face she had; what a graceful; variable; enchanting
manner!
The bell rang again so soon that I made a mere scramble of my
dressing; instead of the careful operation I could have wished
under the circumstances; and went downstairs。 There was some
company。 Dora was talking to an old gentleman with a grey head。
Grey as he was—and a great…grandfather into the bargain; for he
said so—I was madly jealous of him。
What a state of mind I was in! I was jealous of everybody。 I
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couldn’t bear the idea of anybody knowing Mr。 Spenlow better
than I did。 It was torturing to me to hear them talk of occurrences
in which I had had no share。 When a most amiable person; with a
highly polished bald head; asked me across the dinner table; if that
were the first occasion of my seeing the grounds; I could have
done anything to him that was savage and revengeful。
I don’t remember who was there; except Dora。 I have not the
least idea what we had for dinner; besides Dora。 My impression is;
that I dined off Dora; entirely; and sent away half…a…dozen plates
untouched。 I sat next to her。 I talked to her。 She had the most
delightful little voice; the gayest little laugh; the pleasantest and
most fascinating little ways; that ever led a lost youth into hopeless
slavery。 She was rather diminutive altogether。 So much the more
precious; I thought。
When she went out of the room with Miss Murdstone (no other
ladies were of the party); I fell i