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of mystery。 I remember Maude's naive delight when we inspected it。
〃You'd never guess what the inside was like; would you; Hugh?〃 she
cried。
From the panelled box of an entrance hall one went up a few steps to a
drawing…room which had a bowed recess like an oriel; and window…seats。
The dining…room was an odd shape; and was wainscoted in oak; it had a
tiled fireplace and (according to Maude) the 〃sweetest〃 china closet
built into the wall。 There was a 〃den〃 for me; and an octagonal
reception…room on the corner。 Upstairs; the bedrooms were quite as
unusual; the plumbing of the new pattern; heavy and imposing。 Maude
expressed the air of seclusion when she exclaimed that she could almost
imagine herself in one of the mediaeval towns we had seen abroad。
〃It's a dream; Hugh;〃 she sighed。 〃Butdo you think we can afford
it?〃。。。
〃This house;〃 I announced; smiling; 〃is only a stepping…stone to the
palace I intend to build you some day。〃
〃I don't want a palace!〃 she cried。 〃I'd rather live here; like this;
always。〃
A certain vehemence in her manner troubled me。 I was charmed by this
disposition for domesticity; and yet I shrank from the contemplation of
its permanency。 I felt vaguely; at the time; the possibility of a future
conflict of temperaments。 Maude was docile; now。 But would she remain
docile? and was it in her nature to take ultimately the position that was
desirable for my wife? Well; she must be moulded; before it were too
late。 Her ultra…domestic tendencies must be halted。 As yet blissfully
unaware of the inability of the masculine mind to fathom the subtleties
of feminine relationships; I was particularly desirous that Maude and
Nancy Durrett should be intimates。 The very day after our arrival; and
while we were still at my mother's; Nancy called on Maude; and took her
out for a drive。 Maude told me of it when I came home from the office。
〃Dear old Nancy!〃 I said。 〃I know you liked her。〃
〃Of course; Hugh。 I should like her for your sake; anyway。 She'sshe's
one of your oldest and best friends。〃
〃But I want you to like her for her own sake。〃
〃I think I shall;〃 said Maude。 She was so scrupulously truthful!
〃I was a little afraid of her; at first。〃
〃Afraid of Nancy!〃 I exclaimed。
〃Well; you know; she's much older than I。 I think she is sweet。 But she
knows so much about the worldso much that she doesn't say。 I can't
describe it。〃
I smiled。
〃It's only her manner。 You'll get used to that; when you know what she
really is。〃
〃Oh; I hope so;〃 answered Maude。 〃I'm very anxious to like herI do
like her。 But it takes me such a lot of time to get to know people。〃
Nancy asked us to dinner。
〃I want to help Maude all I can;if she'll let me;〃 Nancy said。
〃Why shouldn't she let you?〃 I asked。
〃She may not like me;〃 Nancy replied。
〃Nonsense!〃 I exclaimed。
Nancy smiled。
〃It won't be my fault; at any rate; if she doesn't;〃 she said。 〃I wanted
her to meet at first just the right people your old friends and a few
others。 It is hard for a womanespecially a young womancoming among
strangers。〃 She glanced down the table to where Maude sat talking to
Ham。 〃She has an air about her;a great deal of self…possession。〃
I; too; had noticed this; with pride and relief。 For I knew Maude had
been nervous。
〃You are luckier than you deserve to be;〃 Nancy reminded me。 〃But I hope
you realize that she has a mind of her own; that she will form her own
opinions of people; independently of you。〃
I must have betrayed the fact that I was a little startled; for the
remark came as a confirmation of what I had dimly felt。
〃Of course she has;〃 I agreed; somewhat lamely。 〃Every woman has; who is
worth her salt。〃
Nancy's smile bespoke a knowledge that seemed to transcend my own。
〃You do like her?〃 I demanded。
〃I like her very much indeed;〃 said Nancy; a little gravely。 〃She's
simple; she's real; she has that which so few of us possess nowadays
character。 ButI've got to be prepared for the possibility that she may
not get along with me。〃
〃Why not?〃 I demanded。
〃There you are again; with your old unwillingness to analyze a situation
and face it。 For heaven's sake; now that you have married her; study
her。 Don't take her for granted。 Can't you see that she doesn't care
for the things that amuse me; that make my life?〃
〃Of course; if you insist on making yourself out a hardened;
sophisticated woman〃 I protested。 But she shook her head。
〃Her roots are deeper;she is in touch; though she may not realize it;
with the fundamentals。 She is one of those women who are race…makers。〃
Though somewhat perturbed; I was struck by the phrase。 And I lost sight
of Nancy's generosity。 She looked me full in the face。
〃I wonder whether you can rise to her;〃 she said。 〃If I were you; I
should try。 You will be happierfar happier than if you attempt to use
her for your own ends; as a contributor to your comfort and an auxiliary
to your career。 I was afraidI confess itthat you had married an
aspiring; simpering and empty…headed provincial like that Mrs。 George
Hutchins' whom I met once; and who would sell her soul to be at my table。
Well; you escaped that; and you may thank God for it。 You've got a
chance; think it over。
〃A chance!〃 I repeated; though I gathered something of her meaning。
〃Think it over; said Nancy again。 And she smiled。
〃Butdo you want me to bury myself in domesticity?〃 I demanded; without
grasping the significance of my words。
〃You'll find her reasonable; I think。 You've got a chance now; Hugh。
Don't spoil it。〃
She turned to Leonard Dickinson; who sat on her other side。。。。
When we got home I tried to conceal my anxiety as to Maude's impressions
of the evening。 I lit a cigarette; and remarked that the dinner had been
a success。
〃Do you know what I've been wondering all evening?〃 Maude asked。 〃Why
you didn't marry Nancy instead of me。〃
〃Well;〃 I replied; 〃it just didn't come off。 And Nancy was telling me at
dinner how fortunate I was to have married you。〃
Maude passed this。
〃I can't see why she accepted Hambleton Durrett。 It seems horrible that
such a woman as she is could have marriedjust for money。
〃Nancy has an odd streak in her;〃 I said。 〃But then we all have odd
streaks。 She's the best friend in the world; when she is your friend。〃
〃I'm sure of it;〃 Maude agreed; with a little note of penitence。
〃You enjoyed it;〃 I ventured cautiously。
〃Oh; yes;〃 she agreed。 〃And everyone was so nice to mefor your sake of
course。〃
〃Don't be ridiculous!〃 I said。 〃I shan't tell you what Nancy and the
others said about you。〃
Maude had the gift of silence。
〃What a beautiful house!〃 she sighed presently。 〃I know you'll think me
silly; but so much luxury as that frightens me a little。 In England; in
those places we saw; it seemed natural enough; but in America! And
they all your friendsseem to take it as a matter of course。〃
〃There's no reason why we shouldn't have beautiful things and well served
dinners; too; if we have the money to pay for them。〃
〃I suppose not;〃 she agreed; absently。
XV。
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