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well as in individuals;needs stronger than the state; stronger than the
law or constitution。  In order to make our resources effective;
combinations of capital are more and more necessary; and no more to be
denied than a chemical process; given the proper ingredients; can be
thwarted。  The men who control capital must have a free hand; or the
structure will be destroyed。  This compels us to do many things which we
would rather not do; which we might accomplish openly and unopposed if
conditions were frankly recognized; and met by wise statesmanship which
sought to bring about harmony by the reshaping of laws and policies。  Do
you follow me?〃

〃Yes;〃 I answered。  〃But I have never heard the situation stated so
clearly。  Do you think the day will come when statesmanship will
recognize this need?〃

〃Ah;〃 he said; 〃I'm afraid notin my time; at least。  But we shall have
to develop that kind of statesmen or go on the rocks。  Public opinion in
the old democratic sense is a myth; it must be made by strong individuals
who recognize and represent evolutionary needs; otherwise it's at the
mercy of demagogues who play fast and loose with the prejudice and
ignorance of the mob。  The people don't value the vote; they know nothing
about the real problems。  So far as I can see; they are as easily swayed
to…day as the crowd that listened to Mark Antony's oration about Caesar。
You've seen how we have to handle them; in this election andin other
matters。  It isn't a pleasant practice; something we'd indulge in out of
choice; but the alternative is unthinkable。  We'd have chaos in no time。
We've just got to keep hold; you understandwe can't leave it to the
irresponsible。〃

〃Yes;〃 I said。  In this mood he was more impressive than I had ever known
him; and his confidence flattered and thrilled me。

〃In the meantime; we're criminals;〃 he continued。  〃From now on we'll
have to stand more and more denunciation from the visionaries; the
dissatisfied; the trouble makers。  We may as well make up our minds to
it。  But we've got something on our side worth fighting for; and the man
who is able to make that clear will be great。〃

〃But youyou are going to the Senate;〃 I reminded him。

He shook his head。

〃The time has not yet come;〃 he said。  〃Confusion and misunderstanding
must increase before they can diminish。  But I have hopes of you; Hugh;
or I shouldn't have spoken。 I shan't be here nowof course I'll keep in
touch with you。  I wanted to be sure that you had the right view of this
thing。〃

〃I see it now;〃 I said。  〃I had thought of it; but nevernever as a
wholenot in the large sense in which you have expressed it。〃  To
attempt to acknowledge or deprecate the compliment he had paid me was
impossible; I felt that he must have read my gratitude and appreciation
in my manner。

〃I mustn't keep you up until morning。〃  He glanced at the clock; and went
with me through the hall into the open air。  A meteor darted through the
November night。  〃We're like that;〃 he observed; staring after it; a
〃flash across the darkness; and we're gone。〃

〃Onlythere are many who haven't the satisfaction of a flash;〃 I was
moved to reply。

He laughed and put his hand on my shoulder as he bade me good night。

〃Hugh; you ought to get married。  I'll have to find a nice girl for you;〃
he said。  With an elation not unmingled with awe I made my way homeward。

Theodore Watling had given me a creed。

A week or so after the election I received a letter from George Hutchins
asking me to come to Elkington。  I shall not enter into the details of
the legal matter involved。  Many times that winter I was a guest at the
yellow…brick house; and I have to confess; as spring came on; that I made
several trips to Elkington which business necessity did not absolutely
demand。

I considered Maude Hutchins; and found the consideration rather a
delightful process。  As became an eligible and successful young man; I
was careful not to betray too much interest; and I occupied myself at
first with a review of what I deemed her shortcomings。  Not that I was
thinking of marriagebut I had imagined the future Mrs。 Paret as tall;
Maude was up to my chin: again; the hair of the fortunate lady was to be
dark; and Maude's was golden red: my ideal had esprit; lightness of
touch; the faculty of seizing just the aspect of a subject that delighted
me; and a knowledge of the world; Maude was simple; direct; and in a word
provincial。  Her provinciality; however; was negative rather than
positive; she had no disagreeable mannerisms; her voice was not nasal;
her plasticity appealed to me。  I suppose I was lost without knowing it
when I began to think of moulding her。

All of this went on at frequent intervals during the winter; and while I
was organizing the Elkington Power and Traction Company for George I
found time to dine and sup at Maude's house; and to take walks with her。
I thought I detected an incense deliciously sweet; by no means
overpowering; like the lily's; but more like the shy fragrance of the
wood flower。  I recall her kind welcomes; the faint deepening of colour
in her cheeks when she greeted me; and while I suspected that she looked
up to me she had a surprising and tantalizing self…command。

There came moments when I grew slightly alarmed; as; for instance; one
Sunday in the early spring when I was dining at the Ezra Hutchins's house
and surprised Mrs。 Hutchins's glance on me; suspecting her of seeking to
divine what manner of man I was。  I became self…conscious; I dared not
look at Maude; who sat across the table; thereafter I began to feel that
the Hutchins connection regarded me as a suitor。  I had grown intimate
with George and his wife; who did not refrain from sly allusions; and
George himself once remarked; with characteristic tact; that I was most
conscientious in my attention to the traction affair; I have reason to
believe they were even less delicate with Maude。  This was the logical
time to withdrawbut I dallied。  The experience was becoming more
engrossing;if I may so describe it;and spring was approaching。  The
stars in their courses were conspiring。  I was by no means as yet a self…
acknowledged wooer; and we discussed love in its lighter phases through
the medium of literature。  Heaven forgive me for calling it so!  About
that period; it will be remembered; a mushroom growth of volumes of a
certain kind sprang into existence; little books with 〃artistic〃 bindings
and wide margins; sweetened essays; some of them written in beautiful
English by dilettante authors for drawing…room consumption; and
collections of short stories; no doubt chiefly bought by philanderers
like myself; who were thus enabled to skate on thin ice over deep water。
It was a most delightful relationship that these helped to support; and I
fondly believed I could reach shore again whenever I chose。

There came a Sunday in early May; one of those days when the feminine
assumes a large importance。  I had been to the Hutchinses' church; and
Maude; as she sat and prayed decorously in the pew beside me; suddenly
increased in attractiveness and desirability。  Her voice was very sweet;
and I felt a deliciou
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