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lashes; and he harboured no respect whatever for any individual or
institution; sacred or profane; he possessed; however; a shrewd sense of
his own value; as many innocent and unsuspecting souls discovered as
early as our freshman year; and his method of putting down the
presumptuous was both effective and unique。 If he liked you; there could
be no mistake about it。
One evening when I was engaged in composing a theme for Mr。 Cheyne on no
less a subject than the interpretation of the work of William Wordsworth;
I found myself unexpectedly sprawling on the floor; in my descent kicking
the table so vigorously as to send the ink…well a foot or two toward the
ceiling。 This; be it known; was a typical proof of Jerry's esteem。 For
he had entered noiselessly; jerking the back of my chair; which chanced
to be tilted; and stood with his hands in his pockets; surveying the ruin
he had wrought; watching the ink as it trickled on the carpet。 Then he
picked up the book。
〃Poetry; you darned old grind!〃 he exclaimed disgustedly。 〃Say; Parry; I
don't know what's got into you; but I want you to come home with me for
the Easter holidays。 It'll do you good。 We'll be on the Hudson; you
know; and we'll manage to make life bearable somehow。〃
I forgot my irritation; in sheer surprise。
〃Why; that's mighty good of you; Jerry〃 I began; struggling to my feet。
〃Oh; rot!〃 he exclaimed。 〃I shouldn't ask you if I didn't want you。〃
There was no denying the truth of this; and after he had gone I sat for a
long time with my pen in my mouth; reflecting as to whether or not I
should go。 For I had the instinct that here was another cross…roads;
that more depended on my decision than I cared to admit。 But even then I
knew what I should do。 Ridiculous not toI told myself。 How could a
week or ten days with Jerry possibly affect my newborn; resolve?
Yet the prospect; now; of a visit to the Kymes' was by no means so
glowing as it once would have been。 For I had seen visions; I had
dreamed dreams; beheld a delectable country of my very own。 A year ago
nay; even a month agohow such an invitation would have glittered!。。。 I
returned at length to my theme; over which; before Jerry's arrival; I had
been working feverishly。 But now the glamour had gone from it。
Presently Tom came in。
〃Anyone been here?〃 he demanded。
〃Jerry;〃 I told him。
〃What did he want?〃
〃He wanted me to go home with him at Easter。〃
〃You're going; of course。〃
〃I don't know。 I haven't decided。〃
〃You'd be a fool not to;〃 was Tom's comment。 It voiced; succinctly; a
prevailing opinion。
It was the conclusion I arrived at in my own mind。 But just why I had
been chosen for the honour; especially at such a time; was a riddle。
Jerry's invitations were charily given; and valued accordingly; and more
than once; at our table; I had felt a twinge of envy when Conybear or
someone else had remarked; with the proper nonchalance; in answer to a
question; that they were going to Weathersfield。 Such was the name of
the Kyme place。。。。
I shall never forget the impression made on me by the decorous luxury of
that big house; standing amidst its old trees; halfway up the gentle
slope that rose steadily from the historic highway where poor Andre was
captured。 I can see now the heavy stone pillars of its portico vignetted
in a flush of tenderest green; the tulips just beginning to flame forth
their Easter colours in the well…kept beds; the stately; well…groomed
evergreens; the vivid lawns; the clipped hedges。 And like an
overwhelming wave of emotion that swept all before it; the impressiveness
of wealth took possession of me。 For here was a kind of wealth I had
never known; that did not exist in the West; nor even in the still
Puritan environs of Boston where I had visited。 It took itself for
granted; proclaimed itself complacently to have solved all problems。 By
ignoring them; perhaps。 But I was too young to guess this。 It was order
personified; gaining effect at every turn by a multitude of details too
trivial to mention were it not for the fact that they entered deeply into
my consciousness; until they came to represent; collectively; the very
flower of achievement。 It was a wealth that accepted tribute calmly; as
of inherent right。 Law and tradition defended its sanctity more
effectively than troops。 Literature descended from her high altar to
lend it dignity; and the long; silent library displayed row upon row of
the masters; appropriately clad in morocco or calf;Smollett; Macaulay;
Gibbon; Richardson; Fielding; Scott; Dickens; Irving and Thackeray; as
though each had striven for a tablet here。 Art had denied herself that
her canvases might be hung on these walls; and even the Church; on that
first Sunday of my visit; forgot the blood of her martyrs that she might
adorn an appropriate niche in the setting。 The clergyman; at one of the
dinner parties; gravely asked a blessing as upon an Institution that
included and absorbed all other institutions in its being。。。。
The note of that house was a tempered gaiety。 Guests arrived from New
York; spent the night and departed again without disturbing the even
tenor of its ways。 Unobtrusive servants ministered to their wants;and
to mine。。。。
Conybear was there; and two classmates from Boston; and we were treated
with the amiable tolerance accorded to college youths and intimates of
the son of the house。 One night there was a dance in our honour。 Nor
have I forgotten Jerry's sister; Nathalie; whom I had met at Class Days;
a slim and willowy; exotic young lady of the Botticelli type; with a
crown of burnished hair; yet more suggestive of a hothouse than of
spring。 She spoke English with a French accent。 Capricious; impulsive;
she captured my interest because she put a high value on her favour; she
drove me over the hills; informing me at length that I was sympathique
different from the rest; in short; she emphasized and intensified what I
may call the Weathersfield environment; stirred up in me new and vague
aspirations that troubled yet excited me。
Then there was Mrs。 Kyme; a pretty; light…hearted lady; still young; who
seemed to have no intention of growing older; who romped and played songs
for us on the piano。 The daughter of an old but now impecunious
Westchester family; she had been born to adorn the position she held; she
was adapted by nature to wring from it the utmost of the joys it offered。
From her; rather than from her husband; both of the children seemed to
have inherited。 I used to watch Mr。 Grosvenor Kyme as he sat at the end
of the dinner…table; dark; preoccupied; taciturn; symbolical of a wealth
new to my experience; and which had about it a certain fabulous quality。
It toiled not; neither did it spin; but grew as if by magic; day and
night; until the very conception of it was overpowering。 What must it be
to have had ancestors who had been clever enough to sit still until a
congested and discontented Europe had begun to pour its thousands and
hundreds of thousands into the gateway of the western world; until that
gateway had become a metropolis? ancestors; of course; possessing what
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