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〃Experience teaches fools;〃 was the first moral apothegm that I wrote in small text; when learning to write at the school; and I have ever since thought it was a very sensible reflection。 For assuredly; as year after year has flown away on the swift wings of time; I have found my experience mellowing; and my discernment improving; by which I have; in the afternoon of life; been enabled to foresee what kings and nations would do; by the symptoms manifested within the bounds of the society around me。 Therefore; at the beginning of the spring in this Ann。 Dom。; I had misgivings at the heart; a fluttering in my thoughts; and altogether a strange uneasiness as to the stability of the peace and harmony that was supposed to be founded upon a steadfast foundation between us and the French people。 What my fears principally took their rise from; was a sort of compliancy; on the part of those in power and authority; to cultivate the old relations and parts between them and the commonalty。 It did not appear to me that this proceeded from any known or decided event; for I read the papers at this period daily; but from some general dread and fear; that was begotten; like a vapour out of the fermentation of all sorts of opinions; most people of any sagacity thinking that the state of things in France being so much of an antic; poetical; and playactor…like guise; that it would never obtain that respect; far less that reverence from the world; which is necessary to the maintenance of all beneficial government。 The consequence of this was a great distrust between man and man; and an aching restlessness among those who had their bread to bake in the world; persons possessing the power to provide for their kindred; forcing them; as it were; down the throats of those who were dependent on them in business; a bitter morsel。
But the pith of these remarks chiefly applies to the manufacturing concerns of the new town of Cayenneville; for in the clachan we lived in the lea of the dike; and were more taken up with our own natural rural affairs; and the markets for victual; than the craft of merchandise。 The only man interested in business; who walked in a steady manner at his old pace; though he sometimes was seen; being of a spunkie temper; grinding the teeth of vexation; was Mr Cayenne himself。
One day; however; he came to me at the manse。 〃Doctor;〃 says he; for so he always called me; 〃I want your advice。 I never choose to trouble others with my private affairs; but there are times when the word of an honest man may do good。 I need not tell you; that when I declared myself a Royalist in America; it was at a considerable sacrifice。 I have; however; nothing to complain of against government on that score; but I think it damn'd hard that those personal connexions; whose interests I preserved to the detriment of my own; should in my old age make such an ungrateful return。 By the steps I took prior to quitting America; I saved the property of a great mercantile concern in London。 In return for that; they took a share with me; and for me; in the cotton…mill; and being here on the spot; as manager; I have both made and saved them money。 I have; no doubt; bettered my own fortune in the mean time。 Would you believe it; doctor; they have written a letter to me; saying that they wish to provide for a relation; and requiring me to give up to him a portion of my share in the concerna pretty sort of providing this; at another man's expense! But I'll be damn'd if I do any such thing! If they want to provide for their friend; let them do so from themselves; and not at my costWhat is your opinion?〃
This appeared to me a very weighty concern; and; not being versed in mercantile dealing; I did not well know what to say; but I reflected for some time; and then I replied; 〃As far; Mr Cayenne; as my observation has gone in this world; I think that the giffs and the gaffs nearly balance one another; and when they do not; there is a moral defect on the failing side。 If a man long gives his labour to his employer; and is paid for that labour; it might be said that both are equal; but I say no。 For it's in human nature to be prompt to change; and the employer; having always more in his power than his servant or agent; it seems to me a clear case; that in the course of a number of years; the master of the old servant is the obligated of the two; and therefore I say; in the first place; in your case there is no tie or claim; by which you may; in a moral sense; be called upon to submit to the dictates of your London correspondents; but there is a reason; in the nature of the thing and case; by which you may ask a favour from themSo; the advice I would give you would be this: write an answer to their letter; and tell them that you have no objection to the taking in of a new partner; but you think it would be proper to revise all the copartnery; especially as you have; considering the manner in which you have advanced the business; been of opinion; that your share should be considerably enlarged。〃
I thought Mr Cayenne would have louped out of his skin with mirth at this notion; and; being a prompt man; he sat down at my scrutoire; and answered the letter which gave him so much uneasiness。 No notice was taken of it for some time; but in the course of a month he was informed; that it was not considered expedient at that time to make any change in the company。 I thought the old man was gone by himself when he got this letter。 He came over instantly in his chariot; from the cotton…mill office to the manse; and swore an oath; by some dreadful name; that I was a Solomon。 However; I only mention this to show how experience had instructed me; and as a sample of that sinister provisioning of friends that was going on in the world at this timeall owing; as I do verily believe; to the uncertain state of governments and national affairs。
Besides these generalities; I observed another thing working to effectmankind read more; and the spirit of reflection and reasoning was more awake than at any time within my remembrance。 Not only was there a handsome bookseller's shop in Cayenneville; with a London newspaper daily; but magazines; and reviews; and other new publications。
Till this year; when a chaise was wanted we had to send to Irville; but Mr Toddy of the Cross…Keys being in at Glasgow; he bought an excellent one at the second…hand; a portion of the effects of a broken merchant; by which; from that period; we had one of our own; and it proved a great convenience; for I; who never but twice in my life before hired that kind of commodity; had it thrice during the summer; for a bit jaunt with Mrs Balwhidder to divers places and curiosities in the county that I had not seen before; by which our ideas were greatly enlarged; indeed; I have always had a partiality for travelling; as one of the best means of opening the faculty of the mind; and giving clear and correct notions of men and things。
CHAPTER XLIV YEAR 1803
During the tempestuous times that ensued; from the death of the King of France by the hands of the executioner in 1793; there had been a political schism among my people that often made me very uneasy。 The folk belonging to the