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〃Wretched woman!〃 cried Morok; irritated at this meeting; which might;
perhaps; be fatal to his projects; 〃do you wish to kill him? In his
present state; this agitation is death。 Begone!〃 So saying; he seized
Cephyse suddenly by the arm; just as Jacques; waking; as it were; from a
painful dream; began to distinguish what was passing around him。
〃You! It is you!〃 cried the Bacchanal Queen; in amazement; as she
recognized Morok; 〃who separated me from Jacques!〃
She paused; for the dim eye of the victim; as it rested upon her; grew
suddenly bright。
〃Cephyse!〃 murmured Jacques; 〃is it you?〃
〃Yes; it is I;〃 answered she; in a voice of deep emotion; 〃who have come…
…I will tell you〃
She was unable to continue; and; as she clasped her hands together; her
pale; agitated; tearful countenance expressed her astonishment and
despair at the mortal change which had taken place in the features of
Jacques。 He understood the cause of her surprise; and as he
contemplated; in his turn; the suffering and emaciated countenance of
Cephyse。 he said to her; 〃Poor girl! you also have had to bear much
grief; much miseryI should hardly have known you。〃
〃Yes;〃 replied Cephyse; 〃much griefmuch miseryand worse than misery;〃
she added; trembling; whilst a deep blush overspread her pale features。
〃Worse than misery?〃 said Jacques; astonished。
〃But it is you who have suffered;〃 hastily resumed Cephyse; without
answering her lover。
〃Just now; I was going to make an end of ityour voice has recalled me
for an instantbut I feel something here;〃 and he laid his hand upon his
breast; 〃which never gives quarter。 It is all the same nowI have seen
youI shall die happy。〃
〃You shall not die; Jacques; I am here〃
〃Listen to one; my girl。 If I had a bushel of live coal in my stomach;
it could hardly burn me more。 For more than a month; I have been
consuming my body by a slow fire。 This gentleman;〃 he added; glancing at
Morok; 〃this dear friend; always undertook to feed the flame。 I do not
regret life; I have lost the habit of work; and taken to drink and riot;
I should have finished by becoming a thorough blackguard: I preferred
that my friend here should amuse himself with lighting a furnace in my
inside。 Since what I drank just now; I am certain that it fumes like
yonder punch。〃
〃You are both foolish and ungrateful;〃 said Morok; shrugging his
shoulders; 〃you held out your glass; and I filled itand; faith; we
shall drink long and often together yet。〃
For some moments; Cephyse had not withdrawn her eyes from Morok。 〃I tell
you; that you have long blown the fire; in which I have burnt my skin;〃
resumed Jacques; addressing Morok in a feeble voice; 〃so that they may
not think I die of cholera。 It would look as if I had been frightened by
the part I played。 I do not therefore reproach you; my affectionate
friend;〃 added he; with a sardonic smile; 〃you dug my grave gaylyand
sometimes; when; seeing the great dark hole; into which I was about to
fall; I drew back a stepbut you; my excellent friend; still pushed me
forward; saying; ‘Go on; my boy; go on!'and I went onand here I am〃
So saying; Sleepinbuff burst into a bitter laugh; which sent an icy
shudder through the spectators of this scene。
〃My good fellow;〃 said Morok; coolly; 〃listen to me; and follow my
advice。〃
〃Thank you! I know your adviceand; instead of listening to you; I
prefer speaking to my poor Cephyse。 Before I go down to the moles; I
should like to tell her what weighs on my heart。〃
〃Jacques;〃 replied Cephyse; 〃do not talk so。 I tell you; you shall not
die。〃
〃Why; then; my brave Cephyse; I shall owe my life to you;〃 returned
Jacques; in a tone of serious feeling; which surprised the spectators。
〃Yes;〃 resumed he; 〃when I came to myself; and saw you so poorly clad; I
felt something good about my heartdo you know why?it was because I
said to myself; ‘Poor girl! she has kept her word bravely; she has chosen
to toil; and want; and sufferrather than take another lovewho would
have given her what I gave her as long as I could'and that thought;
Cephyse; refreshed my soul。 I needed it; for I was burningand I burn
still;〃 added he; clinching his fists with pain; 〃but that made me happy…
…it did me goodthanks; my good; brave Cephyseyes; you are good and
braveand you were right; for I never loved any but you in the wide
world; and if; in my degradation; I had one thought that raised me a
little above the filth; and made me regret that I was not betterthe
thought was of you! Thanks then; my poor; dear love;〃 said Jacques; whose
hot and shining eyes were becoming moist; 〃thanks once again;〃 and he
reached his cold hand to Cephyse; 〃if I die; I shall die happyif I
live; I shall live happy also。 Give me your hand; my brave Cephyse!you
have acted like a good and honest creature。〃
Instead of taking the hand which Jacques offered her; Cephyse; still
kneeling; bowed her head; and dared not raise her eyes to her lover。
〃You don't answer;〃 said he; leaning over towards the young girl; 〃you
don't take my handwhy is this?〃
The unfortunate creature only answered by stifled sobs。 Borne down with
shame; she held herself in so humble; so supplicating an attitude; that
her forehead almost touched the feet of her lover。
Amazed at the silence and conduct of the Bacchanal Queen; Jacques looked
at her with increasing agitation; suddenly he stammered out with
trembling lips; 〃Cephyse; I know you。 If you do not take my hand; it is
because〃
Then; his voice failing; he added; in a dull tone; after a moment's
silence; 〃When; six weeks ago; I was taken to prison; did you not say to
me; 'Jacques; I swear that I will workand if need be; live in horrible
miserybut I will live true!' That was your promise。 Now; I know you
never speak false; tell me you have kept your word; and I shall believe
you。〃
Cephyse only answered by a heart…rending sob; as she pressed the knees of
Jacques against her heaving bosom。 By a strange contradiction; more
common than is generally thoughtthis man; degraded by intoxication and
debauchery; who; since he came out of prison; had plunged in every
excess; and tamely yielded to all the fatal incitements of Morok; yet
received a fearful blow; when he learned; by the mute avowal of Cephyse;
the infidelity; of this creature; whom he had loved in spite of
degradation。 The first impulse of Jacques was terrible。 Notwithstanding
his weakness and exhaustion; he succeeded in rising from his seat; and;
with a countenance contracted by rage and despair; he seized a knife;
before they had time to prevent him; and turned it upon Cephyse。 But at
the moment he was about to strike; shrinking from an act of murder; he
hurled the knife far away from him; and falling back into the chair;
covered his face with his hands。
At the cry of Ninny Moulin; who had; though late; thrown himself upon
Jacques to take away the knife; Cephyse raised her head: Jacques's woeful
dejection wrung her heart; she rose; and fell upon his neck;
notwithstanding his resistance; exclaiming in a voice broken by sobs;
〃Jacques; if you knew! if you only knewlistendo not condemn me
without hearing