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perverse desire took possession of him to do the very thing which
he had resolved not to do; up to this time … to look at the dead
man。
He stretched out his hand towards the curtains; but checked himself
in the very act of undrawing them; turned his back sharply on the
bed; and walked towards the chimney…piece; to see what things were
placed on it; and to try if he could keep the dead man out of his
mind in that way。
There was a pewter inkstand on the chimney…piece; with some
mildewed remains of ink in the bottle。 There were two coarse china
ornaments of the commonest kind; and there was a square of embossed
card; dirty and fly…blown; with a collection of wretched riddles
printed on it; in all sorts of zig…zag directions; and in variously
coloured inks。 He took the card; and went away; to read it; to the
table on which the candle was placed; sitting down; with his back
resolutely turned to the curtained bed。
He read the first riddle; the second; the third; all in one corner
of the card … then turned it round impatiently to look at another。
Before he could begin reading the riddles printed here; the sound
of the church…clock stopped him。 Eleven。 He had got through an
hour of the time; in the room with the dead man。
Once more he looked at the card。 It was not easy to make out the
letters printed on it; in consequence of the dimness of the light
which the landlord had left him … a common tallow candle; furnished
with a pair of heavy old…fashioned steel snuffers。 Up to this
time; his mind had been too much occupied to think of the light。
He had left the wick of the candle unsnuffed; till it had risen
higher than the flame; and had burnt into an odd pent…house shape
at the top; from which morsels of the charred cotton fell off; from
time to time; in little flakes。 He took up the snuffers now; and
trimmed the wick。 The light brightened directly; and the room
became less dismal。
Again he turned to the riddles; reading them doggedly and
resolutely; now in one corner of the card; now in another。 All his
efforts; however; could not fix his attention on them。 He pursued
his occupation mechanically; deriving no sort of impression from
what he was reading。 It was as if a shadow from the curtained bed
had got between his mind and the gaily printed letters … a shadow
that nothing could dispel。 At last; he gave up the struggle; and
threw the card from him impatiently; and took to walking softly up
and down the room again。
The dead man; the dead man; the HIDDEN dead man on the bed! There
was the one persistent idea still haunting him。 Hidden? Was it
only the body being there; or was it the body being there;
concealed; that was preying on his mind? He stopped at the window;
with that doubt in him; once more listening to the pattering rain;
once more looking out into the black darkness。
Still the dead man! The darkness forced his mind back upon itself;
and set his memory at work; reviving; with a painfully…vivid
distinctness the momentary impression it had received from the
first sight of the corpse。 Before long the face seemed to be
hovering out in the middle of the darkness; confronting him through
the window; with the paleness whiter; with the dreadful dull line
of light between the imperfectly…closed eyelids broader than he had
seen it … with the parted lips slowly dropping farther and farther
away from each other … with the features growing larger and moving
closer; till they seemed to fill the window and to silence the
rain; and to shut out the night。
The sound of a voice; shouting below…stairs; woke him suddenly from
the dream of his own distempered fancy。 He recognised it as the
voice of the landlord。 'Shut up at twelve; Ben;' he heard it say。
'I'm off to bed。'
He wiped away the damp that had gathered on his forehead; reasoned
with himself for a little while; and resolved to shake his mind
free of the ghastly counterfeit which still clung to it; by forcing
himself to confront; if it was only for a moment; the solemn
reality。 Without allowing himself an instant to hesitate; he
parted the curtains at the foot of the bed; and looked through。
There was a sad; peaceful; white face; with the awful mystery of
stillness on it; laid back upon the pillow。 No stir; no change
there! He only looked at it for a moment before he closed the
curtains again … but that moment steadied him; calmed him; restored
him … mind and body … to himself。
He returned to his old occupation of walking up and down the room;
persevering in it; this time; till the clock struck again。 Twelve。
As the sound of the clock…bell died away; it was succeeded by the
confused noise; down…stairs; of the drinkers in the tap…room
leaving the house。 The next sound; after an interval of silence;
was caused by the barring of the door; and the closing of the
shutters; at the back of the Inn。 Then the silence followed again;
and was disturbed no more。
He was alone now … absolutely; utterly; alone with the dead man;
till the next morning。
The wick of the candle wanted trimming again。 He took up the
snuffers … but paused suddenly on the very point of using them; and
looked attentively at the candle … then back; over his shoulder; at
the curtained bed … then again at the candle。 It had been lighted;
for the first time; to show him the way up…stairs; and three parts
of it; at least; were already consumed。 In another hour it would
be burnt out。 In another hour … unless he called at once to the
man who had shut up the Inn; for a fresh candle … he would be left
in the dark。
Strongly as his mind had been affected since he had entered his
room; his unreasonable dread of encountering ridicule; and of
exposing his courage to suspicion; had not altogether lost its
influence over him; even yet。 He lingered irresolutely by the
table; waiting till he could prevail on himself to open the door;
and call; from the landing; to the man who had shut up the Inn。 In
his present hesitating frame of mind; it was a kind of relief to
gain a few moments only by engaging in the trifling occupation of
snuffing the candle。 His hand trembled a little; and the snuffers
were heavy and awkward to use。 When he closed them on the wick; he
closed them a hair's breadth too low。 In an instant the candle was
out; and the room was plunged in pitch darkness。
The one impression which the absence of light immediately produced
on his mind; was distrust of the curtained bed … distrust which
shaped itself into no distinct idea; but which was powerful enough
in its very vagueness; to bind him down to his chair; to make his
heart beat fast; and to set him listening intently。 No sound
stirred in the room but the familiar sound of the rain against the
window; louder and sharper now than he had heard it yet。
Still the vague distrust; the inexpressible dread possessed him;
and kept him to his chair。 He had put his