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ion; neither in the joy…storm nor in the woe…storm could you predict his demeanor。
To our less philosophical readers; for example; it is now clear that the so passionate Teufelsdrockh precipitated through 〃a shivered Universe〃 in this extraordinary way; has only one of three things which he can next do: Establish himself in Bedlam; begin writing Satanic Poetry; or blow out his brains。 In the progress towards any of which consummations; do not such readers anticipate extravagance enough; breast…beating; brow…beating (against walls); lion…bellowings of blasphemy and the like; stampings; smitings; breakages of furniture; if not arson itself?
Nowise so does Teufelsdrockh deport him。 He quietly lifts his _Pilgerstab_ (Pilgrim…staff); 〃old business being soon wound up;〃 and begins a perambulation and circumambulation of the terraqueous Globe! Curious it is; indeed; how with such vivacity of conception; such intensity of feeling; above all; with these unconscionable habits of Exaggeration in speech; he combines that wonderful stillness of his; that stoicism in external procedure。 Thus; if his sudden bereavement; in this matter of the Flower…goddess; is talked of as a real Doomsday and Dissolution of Nature; in which light doubtless it partly appeared to himself; his own nature is nowise dissolved thereby; but rather is compressed closer。 For once; as we might say; a Blumine by magic appliances has unlocked that shut heart of his; and its hidden things rush out tumultuous; boundless; like genii enfranchised from their glass vial: but no sooner are your magic appliances withdrawn; than the strange casket of a heart springs to again; and perhaps there is now no key extant that will open it; for a Teufelsdrockh as we remarked; will not love a second time。 Singular Diogenes! No sooner has that heart…rending occurrence fairly taken place; than he affects to regard it as a thing natural; of which there is nothing more to be said。 〃One highest hope; seemingly legible in the eyes of an Angel; had recalled him as out of Death…shadows into celestial Life: but a gleam of Tophet passed over the face of his Angel; he was rapt away in whirlwinds; and heard the laughter of Demons。 It was a Calenture;〃 adds he; 〃whereby the Youth saw green Paradise…groves in the waste Ocean…waters: a lying vision; yet not wholly a lie; for _he_ saw it。〃 But what things soever passed in him; when he ceased to see it; what ragings and despairings soever Teufelsdrockh's soul was the scene of; he has the goodness to conceal under a quite opaque cover of Silence。 We know it well; the first mad paroxysm past; our brave Gneschen collected his dismembered philosophies; and buttoned himself together; he was meek; silent; or spoke of the weather and the Journals: only by a transient knitting of those shaggy brows; by some deep flash of those eyes; glancing one knew not whether with tear…dew or with fierce fire;might you have guessed what a Gehenna was within: that a whole Satanic School were spouting; though inaudibly; there。 To consume your own choler; as some chimneys consume their own smoke; to keep a whole Satanic School spouting; if it must spout; inaudibly; is a negative yet no slight virtue; nor one of the commonest in these times。
Nevertheless; we will not take upon us to say; that in the strange measure he fell upon; there was not a touch of latent Insanity; whereof indeed the actual condition of these Documents in _Capricornus_ and _Aquarius is_ no bad emblem。 His so unlimited Wanderings; toilsome enough; are without assigned or perhaps assignable aim; internal Unrest seems his sole guidance; he wanders; wanders; as if that curse of the Prophet had fallen on him; and he were 〃made like unto a wheel。〃 Doubtless; too; the chaotic nature of these Paper…bags aggravates our obscurity。 Quite without note of preparation; for example; we come upon the following slip: 〃A peculiar feeling it is that will rise in the Traveller; when turning some hill…range in his desert road; he descries lying far below; embosomed among its groves and green natural bulwarks; and all diminished to a toy…box; the fair Town; where so many souls; as it were seen and yet unseen; are driving their multifarious traffic。 Its white steeple is then truly a starward…pointing finger; the canopy of blue smoke seems like a sort of Lifebreath: for always; of its own unity; the soul gives unity to whatsoever it looks on with love; thus does the little Dwelling…place of men; in itself a congeries of houses and huts; become for us an individual; almost a person。 But what thousand other thoughts unite thereto; if the place has to ourselves been the arena of joyous or mournful experiences; if perhaps the cradle we were rocked in still stands there; if our Loving ones still dwell there; if our Buried ones there slumber!〃 Does Teufelsdrockh as the wounded eagle is said to make for its own eyrie; and indeed military deserters; and all hunted outcast creatures; turn as if by instinct in the direction of their birthland;fly first; in this extremity; towards his native Entepfuhl; but reflecting that there no help awaits him; take only one wistful look from the distance; and then wend elsewhither?
Little happier seems to be his next flight: into the wilds of Nature; as if in her mother…bosom he would seek healing。 So at least we incline to interpret the following Notice; separated from the former by some considerable space; wherein; however; is nothing noteworthy:
〃Mountains were not new to him; but rarely are Mountains seen in such combined majesty and grace as here。 The rocks are of that sort called Primitive by the mineralogists; which always arrange themselves in masses of a rugged; gigantic character; which ruggedness; however; is here tempered by a singular airiness of form; and softness of environment: in a climate favorable to vegetation; the gray cliff; itself covered with lichens; shoots up through a garment of foliage or verdure; and white; bright cottages; tree…shaded; cluster round the everlasting granite。 In fine vicissitude; Beauty alternates with Grandeur: you ride through stony hollows; along strait passes; traversed by torrents; overhung by high walls of rock; now winding amid broken shaggy chasms; and huge fragments; now suddenly emerging into some emerald valley; where the streamlet collects itself into a Lake; and man has again found a fair dwelling; and it seems as if Peace had established herself in the bosom of Strength。
〃To Peace; however; in this vortex of existence; can the Son of Time not pretend: still less if some Spectre haunt him from the Past; and the Future is wholly a Stygian Darkness; spectre…bearing。 Reasonably might the Wanderer exclaim to himself: Are not the gates of this world's happiness inexorably shut against thee; hast thou a hope that is not mad? Nevertheless; one may still murmur audibly; or in the original Greek if that suit thee better: 'Whoso can look on Death will start at no shadows。'
〃From such meditations is the Wanderer's attention called outwards; for now the Valley closes in abruptly; intersected by a huge mountain mass; the stony water…worn ascent of which is not to be accomplished on horseback。 Arrived aloft; he f