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Destiny herself; may have comported himself among these Musical and Literary dilettanti of both sexes; like a hungry lion invited to a feast of chickenweed; we can only conjecture。 Perhaps in expressive silence; and abstinence: otherwise if the lion; in such case; is to feast at all; it cannot be on the chickenweed; but only on the chickens。 For the rest; as this Frau Grafinn dates from the _Zahdarm House_; she can be no other than the Countess and mistress of the same; whose intellectual tendencies; and good…will to Teufelsdrockh; whether on the footing of Herr Towgood; or on his own footing; are hereby manifest。 That some sort of relation; indeed; continued; for a time; to connect our Autobiographer; though perhaps feebly enough; with this noble House; we have elsewhere express evidence。 Doubtless; if he expected patronage; it was in vain; enough for him if he here obtained occasional glimpses of the great world; from which we at one time fancied him to have been always excluded。 〃The Zahdarms;〃 says he; 〃lived in the soft; sumptuous garniture of Aristocracy; whereto Literature and Art; attracted and attached from without; were to serve as the handsomest fringing。 It was to the _Gnadigen Frau_ (her Ladyship) that this latter improvement was due: assiduously she gathered; dexterously she fitted on; what fringing was to be had; lace or cobweb; as the place yielded。〃 Was Teufelsdrockh also a fringe; of lace or cobweb; or promising to be such? 〃With his _Excellenz_ (the Count);〃 continues he; 〃I have more than once had the honor to converse; chiefly on general affairs; and the aspect of the world; which he; though now past middle life; viewed in no unfavorable light; finding indeed; except the Outrooting of Journalism (_die auszurottende Journalistik_); little to desiderate therein。 On some points; as his _Excellenz_ was not uncholeric; I found it more pleasant to keep silence。 Besides; his occupation being that of Owning Land; there might be faculties enough; which; as superfluous for such use; were little developed in him。〃
That to Teufelsdrockh the aspect of the world was nowise so faultless; and many things besides 〃the Outrooting of Journalism〃 might have seemed improvements; we can readily conjecture。 With nothing but a barren Auscultatorship from without; and so many mutinous thoughts and wishes from within; his position was no easy one。 〃The Universe;〃 he says; 〃was as a mighty Sphinx…riddle; which I knew so little of; yet must rede; or be devoured。 In red streaks of unspeakable grandeur; yet also in the blackness of darkness; was Life; to my too…unfurnished Thought; unfolding itself。 A strange contradiction lay in me; and I as yet knew not the solution of it; knew not that spiritual music can spring only from discords set in harmony; that but for Evil there were no Good; as victory is only possible by battle。〃
〃I have heard affirmed (surely in jest);〃 observes he elsewhere; 〃by not unphilanthropic persons; that it were a real increase of human happiness; could all young men from the age of nineteen be covered under barrels; or rendered otherwise invisible; and there left to follow their lawful studies and callings; till they emerged; sadder and wiser; at the age of twenty…five。 With which suggestion; at least as considered in the light of a practical scheme; I need scarcely say that I nowise coincide。 Nevertheless it is plausibly urged that; as young ladies (_Madchen_) are; to mankind; precisely the most delightful in those years; so young gentlemen (_Bubchen_) do then attain their maximum of detestability。 Such gawks (_Gecken_) are they; and foolish peacocks; and yet with such a vulturous hunger for self…indulgence; so obstinate; obstreperous; vain…glorious; in all senses; so froward and so forward。 No mortal's endeavor or attainment will; in the smallest; content the as yet unendeavoring; unattaining young gentleman; but he could make it all infinitely better; were it worthy of him。 Life everywhere is the most manageable matter; simple as a question in the Rule…of…Three: multiply your second and third term together; divide the product by the first; and your quotient will be the answer;which you are but an ass if you cannot come at。 The booby has not yet found out; by any trial; that; do what one will; there is ever a cursed fraction; oftenest a decimal repeater; and no net integer quotient so much as to be thought of。〃
In which passage does not there lie an implied confession that Teufelsdrockh himself; besides his outward obstructions; had an inward; still greater; to contend with; namely; a certain temporary; youthful; yet still afflictive derangement of head? Alas; on the former side alone; his case was hard enough。 〃It continues ever true;〃 says he; 〃that Saturn; or Chronos; or what we call TIME; devours all his Children: only by incessant Running; by incessant Working; may you (for some threescore…and…ten years) escape him; and you too he devours at last。 Can any Sovereign; or Holy Alliance of Sovereigns; bid Time stand still; even in thought; shake themselves free of Time? Our whole terrestrial being is based on Time; and built of Time; it is wholly a Movement; a Time…impulse; Time is the author of it; the material of it。 Hence also our Whole Duty; which is to move; to work;in the right direction。 Are not our Bodies and our Souls in continual movement; whether we will or not; in a continual Waste; requiring a continual Repair? Utmost satisfaction of our whole outward and inward Wants were but satisfaction for a space of Time; thus; whatso we have done; is done; and for us annihilated; and ever must we go and do anew。 O Time…Spirit; how hast thou environed and imprisoned us; and sunk us so deep in thy troublous dim Time…Element; that only in lucid moments can so much as glimpses of our upper Azure Home be revealed to us! Me; however; as a Son of Time; unhappier than some others; was Time threatening to eat quite prematurely; for; strive as I might; there was no good Running; so obstructed was the path; so gyved were the feet。〃 That is to say; we presume; speaking in the dialect of this lower world; that Teufelsdrockh's whole duty and necessity was; like other men's; 〃to work;in the right direction;〃 and that no work was to be had; whereby he became wretched enough。 As was natural: with haggard Scarcity threatening him in the distance; and so vehement a soul languishing in restless inaction; and forced thereby; like Sir Hudibras's sword by rust;
〃To eat into itself; for lack Of something else to hew and hack;〃
But on the whole; that same 〃excellent Passivity;〃 as it has all along done; is here again vigorously flourishing; in which circumstance may we not trace the beginnings of much that now characterizes our Professor and perhaps; in faint rudiments; the origin of the Clothes…Philosophy itself? Already the attitude he has assumed towards the World is too defensive; not; as would have been desirable; a bold attitude of attack。 〃So far hitherto;〃 he says; 〃as I had mingled with mankind; I was notable; if for anything; for a certain stillness of manner; which; as my friends often rebukingly declared; did but ill express the keen ardor of my feelings。 I; in t