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you the mason…craft； nay； stranger still； gave you a masonic incorporation； almost social police？ For if； by ill chance； and when time pressed； your House fell； have I not seen five neighborly Helpers appear next day； and swashing to and fro； with animated； loud； long…drawn chirpings； and activity almost super…hirundine； complete it again before nightfall？
〃But undoubtedly the grand summary of Entepfuhl child's culture； where as in a funnel its manifold influences were concentrated and simultaneously poured down on us； was the annual Cattle…fair。 Here； assembling from all the four winds； came the elements of an unspeakable hurry…burly。 Nut…brown maids and nut…brown men； all clear…washed； loud…laughing； bedizened and beribanded； who came for dancing； for treating； and if possible； for happiness。 Topbooted Graziers from the North； Swiss Brokers； Italian Drovers； also topbooted； from the South； these with their subalterns in leather jerkins； leather skull…caps； and long ox…goads； shouting in half…articulate speech； amid the inarticulate barking and bellowing。 Apart stood Potters from far Saxony； with their crockery in fair rows； Nurnberg Pedlers； in booths that to me seemed richer than Ormuz bazaars； Showmen from the Lago Maggiore； detachments of the _Wiener Schub_ （Offscourings of Vienna） vociferously superintending games of chance。 Ballad…singers brayed； Auctioneers grew hoarse； cheap New Wine （_heuriger_） flowed like water； still worse confounding the confusion； and high over all； vaulted； in ground…and…lofty tumbling； a particolored Merry…Andrew； like the genius of the place and of Life itself。
〃Thus encircled by the mystery of Existence； under the deep heavenly Firmament； waited on by the four golden Seasons； with their vicissitudes of contribution； for even grim Winter brought its skating…matches and shooting…matches； its snow…storms and Christmas…carols；did the Child sit and learn。 These things were the Alphabet； whereby in aftertime he was to syllable and partly read the grand Volume of the World： what matters it whether such Alphabet be in large gilt letters or in small ungilt ones； so you have an eye to read it？ For Gneschen； eager to learn； the very act of looking thereon was a blessedness that gilded all： his existence was a bright； soft element of Joy； out of which； as in Prospero's Island； wonder after wonder bodied itself forth； to teach by charming。
〃Nevertheless； I were but a vain dreamer to say； that even then my felicity was perfect。 I had； once for all； come down from Heaven into the Earth。 Among the rainbow colors that glowed on my horizon； lay even in childhood a dark ring of Care； as yet no thicker than a thread； and often quite overshone； yet always it reappeared； nay ever waxing broader and broader； till in after…years it almost overshadowed my whole canopy； and threatened to engulf me in final night。 It was the ring of Necessity whereby we are all begirt； happy he for whom a kind heavenly Sun brightens it into a ring of Duty； and plays round it with beautiful prismatic diffractions； yet ever； as basis and as bourn for our whole being； it is there。
〃For the first few years of our terrestrial Apprenticeship； we have not much work to do； but； boarded and lodged gratis； are set down mostly to look about us over the workshop； and see others work； till we have understood the tools a little； and can handle this and that。 If good Passivity alone； and not good Passivity and good Activity together； were the thing wanted； then was my early position favorable beyond the most。 In all that respects openness of Sense； affectionate Temper； ingenuous Curiosity； and the fostering of these； what more could I have wished？ On the other side； however； things went not so well。 My Active Power （_Thatkraft_） was unfavorably hemmed in； of which misfortune how many traces yet abide with me！ In an orderly house； where the litter of children's sports is hateful enough； your training is too stoical； rather to bear and forbear than to make and do。 I was forbid much： wishes in any measure bold I had to renounce； everywhere a strait bond of Obedience inflexibly held me down。 Thus already Freewill often came in painful collision with Necessity； so that my tears flowed； and at seasons the Child itself might taste that root of bitterness； wherewith the whole fruitage of our life is mingled and tempered。
〃In which habituation to Obedience； truly； it was beyond measure safer to err by excess than by defect。 Obedience is our universal duty and destiny； wherein whoso will not bend must break： too early and too thoroughly we cannot be trained to know that Would； in this world of ours； is as mere zero to Should； and for most part as the smallest of fractions even to Shall。 Hereby was laid for me the basis of worldly Discretion； nay of Morality itself。 Let me not quarrel with my upbringing。 It was rigorous； too frugal； compressively secluded； every way unscientific： yet in that very strictness and domestic solitude might there not lie the root of deeper earnestness； of the stem from which all noble fruit must grow？ Above all； how unskilful soever； it was loving； it was well…meant； honest； whereby every deficiency was helped。 My kind Mother； for as such I must ever love the good Gretchen； did me one altogether invaluable service： she taught me； less indeed by word than by act and daily reverent look and habitude； her own simple version of the Christian Faith。 Andreas too attended Church； yet more like a parade…duty； for which he in the other world expected pay with arrears；as； I trust； he has received； but my Mother； with a true woman's heart； and fine though uncultivated sense； was in the strictest acceptation Religious。 How indestructibly the Good grows； and propagates itself； even among the weedy entanglements of Evil！ The highest whom I knew on Earth I here saw bowed down； with awe unspeakable； before a Higher in Heaven： such things； especially in infancy； reach inwards to the very core of your being； mysteriously does a Holy of Holies build itself into visibility in the mysterious deeps； and Reverence； the divinest in man； springs forth undying from its mean envelopment of Fear。 Wouldst thou rather be a peasant's son that knew； were it never so rudely； there was a God in Heaven and in Man； or a duke's son that only knew there were two…and…thirty quarters on the family…coach？〃
To which last question we must answer： Beware； O Teufelsdrockh； of spiritual pride！
CHAPTER III。 PEDAGOGY。
Hitherto we see young Gneschen； in his indivisible case of yellow serge； borne forward mostly on the arms of kind Nature alone； seated； indeed； and much to his mind； in the terrestrial workshop； but （except his soft hazel eyes； which we doubt not already gleamed with a still intelligence） called upon for little voluntary movement there。 Hitherto； accordingly； his aspect is rather generic； that of an incipient Philosopher and Poet in the abstract； perhaps it would puzzle Herr Heuschrecke himself to say wherein the special Doctrine of Clothes is as yet foreshadowed or betokened。 For with Gneschen； as with others； the Man may indeed stand pictured in the Boy （at least all the pigments are there）； yet only some